Hey guys, again still no internet... but I'v got a new set uploaded entitled 'Revenge' so I'll keep you updated on when its going to go live... still waiting to hear.

Im alive!!! I got my internet shut off so currently Im on my bf's computer in his complex. I did an amazing shoot with pete he fucking rocks and I can't wait till my internet is turned back on and I can actually be apart of this community again. Till next month <3 and be well

I feel very intense waves of pain and sadness and I wish I didn't cuz I can't fix whats causing it. I can't fix it and I can't move on. Im stuck at an impass.

My house is a mess.... my room kinda shapped up. Not much though.

Me:

Hello friday evening and what am I doing? drinking a rockstar at home...


In all fairness to me I am waiting for my friend to come fix my busted headlight, which happened last christmas... like a year ago... so its been long over due. Lets see...


I am the proud owner of an iphone and yes I downloaded all the SG apps I could find including the seduce a sg... which if I may say kindaaa feels like a cheap porno when Im watching it. I mean I love it, its just kinda funny.


My boyfriend is off at his friends house tonight... minor trouble in paradise though he doesn't really know it. He just has a sorted past (as do I lets be honest) and Im trying not to judge him by it but its hard when all my friends knew him back in the day and keep throwing caution out to me. Its just really hard not to judge. He is a really good guy to me and he has shared alot of personal information with me that I don't think he has told other people so I know he cares about me I just don't wanna get hurt. No scratch that. I can't get hurt. I can't go through that bullshit again. ::sigh::

Happy Friday my dearhearts

quick update before I dash to work... I feel like I never really update here anymore grrrr. Work is crazy busy... still trying to get the hang of it. Valentines day was eh ok... not amazing but not awful either. I should say it was good. I had a very spectacular outfit and dinner for my man heh. Pics to come. Hey whats with all the amazing sets all the sudden? I come back from my absence and every set I see is like pure gold. Nicely done.

I think I lost my way... shit.

Hellooo world! Im back. Kinda. I started working at the Hard Rock Cafe Seattle and we haven't opened yet so the last two weeks have been insane training and long hours in the city. I still have a crap ton of shit to do but I just wanted to shoot out a quick post and ask how yall were doing? My new roommate likes to listen to spice girls and sprays vanilla spray alll over the fucking house... I think I've died and gone to hell. However she is still better than my last roommie. I do have an announcement to make.... sorry gals and guys I am off the market. I am official someones girlfriend heh. I will tell u more about him and my life at the moment when Im not trying to get a shit ton of school stuff done. Ugh. Cuz working full time puts you behind in school... if I surive these next few weeks I can survive anything.

Hey seattle peeps! I work down at pike place, that area, and I need a good place to park that is fairly safe (lets be honest its seattle and thats not the best area right there...) and isn't going to lock my car in after a certain time at night... lemme know your thoughts!

I am in the processes of moving all my old roommates shit out onto the curb... he has left it here for almost a month... Im done playing nice. I just hope he doesn't decided to take it out on my car or my house... cuz that would be fucking awesome.

Fuckkkkk

So as I was reading Radeo blog she mentioned the SG chat so I went and checked it out. Ok it was a little chaotic but it seemed pretty freakin cool. I think I just found my new procrastination method! Yah me! Lets see in other news..... umm... did I mention that the wonderful Peter78 has agreed to do a photoshoot for me? Well actually he asked me if I would like to shoot with me and I said yes Its taking place in march. I'll of course keep you updated heh. So there are alot of amazing sets floating about right now... to name a few that have caught my eye... Bow has a great one, Vivid has one, and Waikiki has a great one as well. You should go check them out in MR.