Lonely, but happy. Christian, but not judgemental. Loving, but distant. Affectionate, but shy. Willing, but not always able. Sweet, but lost for words. Poet, but bad speaker. Creative, but hendered. Sad, but not consumed. Distant, but unconditional. Meek, but won't back down. Good, but not the same. Different, but loved for that reason. Odd, but untainted. Love myself, but always thinking of others. Love this world, but not of this world. Love defines me, but hate unbinds me. Afraid of anger, but will not abet it. Unable to trust myself, but always in control. Understand people, but can't interact. Wise as an old man, but as innocent as a child. I will not stand, i will not fall, if not for love then fuck it all, there's nothing left when your behind, so step ahead and bring back time, when your down i'll feel your pain, but don't expect me to refrain, from charging through and living life, cause in the end it's not my strife, when i say...........i must go, yes means yes but no means no, and when it comes time for me to die, there should be no wondering why, i lived for you and died as well, after all i lived through hell, and when you start to wonder who's worth thinking of, remember it well..........you have my love.