My ex-girlfriend came by today and picked up some of her stuff and left me this big 'ol box of memories to sort through. It was tough, but I survived.
Now that the bandaid has been completely torn away from my emotional scars, its time to get some real healing done.
Where to start ... ?
I almost can't wait to go back to school ... since I live at home my summers are boring as hell. All my friends are from school, and they go home over the summer. So I just get to sit around and play with myself until the summer is over (which is less fun than it might sound
)Not like it matters this year though... all my friends graduated last year 
... so now I am friendless ...
... I'm so lonesome I could cry ...
Now that the bandaid has been completely torn away from my emotional scars, its time to get some real healing done.
Where to start ... ?
I almost can't wait to go back to school ... since I live at home my summers are boring as hell. All my friends are from school, and they go home over the summer. So I just get to sit around and play with myself until the summer is over (which is less fun than it might sound
)Not like it matters this year though... all my friends graduated last year ... so now I am friendless ...... I'm so lonesome I could cry
...Well, today was moderately shitty ...
It was the last day of my summer class and thank GOD that's over! I passed ... not with the grade I wanted ... but I passed.
Work was stupid and boring ...
... my girlfriend of almost 4 years and I recently broke up. That was shitty all on its own ... but today I noticed her away message and it looks like she's found herself somebody new. She seems happy ... or at least as happy as I can tell through her away message ... I'm glad I guess. Sorta. I wish I were happier for her ... but I'm not. I dunno ... I can't decide if I want to be upset or relieved.
Oh well ...
It was the last day of my summer class and thank GOD that's over! I passed ... not with the grade I wanted ... but I passed.
Work was stupid and boring ...
... my girlfriend of almost 4 years and I recently broke up. That was shitty all on its own ... but today I noticed her away message and it looks like she's found herself somebody new. She seems happy ... or at least as happy as I can tell through her away message ... I'm glad I guess. Sorta. I wish I were happier for her ... but I'm not. I dunno ... I can't decide if I want to be upset or relieved.
Oh well ...
Another day, another dollar ... one I desperately need!
I was up all night flipping cushions on all my furniture trying to find enough money to pay for my college tuition next semester. All I found was a cheeto, an easter egg, three pennies, and a toenail.
I'm never gonna graduate!
Maybe I'll just go to bartending school. That sounds like fun. Everyone tells me I'd make a good bartender. Hell if I know why ... I make shite for drinks
! But I dunno ... I've always wanted to try working in some smoke filled dive with a sad country song playing on a worn out jukebox, red rimmed eyes starring at me from behind a wall of greyish haze... that or Applebee's, 'cause that place is the bomb!
At any rate, I need to make some fast money ... so if you know any lonely ladies with a few extra bucks to spare and really low standards, lemme know
!
I was up all night flipping cushions on all my furniture trying to find enough money to pay for my college tuition next semester. All I found was a cheeto, an easter egg, three pennies, and a toenail.
I'm never gonna graduate!
Maybe I'll just go to bartending school. That sounds like fun. Everyone tells me I'd make a good bartender. Hell if I know why ... I make shite for drinks
! But I dunno ... I've always wanted to try working in some smoke filled dive with a sad country song playing on a worn out jukebox, red rimmed eyes starring at me from behind a wall of greyish haze... that or Applebee's, 'cause that place is the bomb!At any rate, I need to make some fast money ... so if you know any lonely ladies with a few extra bucks to spare and really low standards, lemme know
!I had to call in sick to work today. For real this time. My stomach is killing me!
It's probably the leftovers I had for dinner last night.
Which one is ripe when its green? Meat or bread? Oh wait, I've got that backwards. Crap! Nevermind ... that's fruit!
Shit! I'm gonna die ...
PS -I updated my profile a little more
My stomach is killing me!It's probably the leftovers I had for dinner last night.
Which one is ripe when its green? Meat or bread? Oh wait, I've got that backwards. Crap! Nevermind ... that's fruit!
Shit! I'm gonna die ...
PS -I updated my profile a little more
Hey! I just started a Group based on a Sex Survey I've compiled over the years ... so hurry up and check it out!
Well ... its late. I can't sleep. I'm either horny or hungry, and I'm not motivated enough to do anything but sit at my computer and pound on my keyboard ...
Let the pounding commence:
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Well, I feel a little better ...
and I've decided whether or not I'm horny or hungry ... gotta go.
Let the pounding commence:
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Well, I feel a little better ...
and I've decided whether or not I'm horny or hungry ... gotta go.
Hello,
To anyone who happens to come across my journal (I know how that sounds, and yes it's dirty
) I'm still pretty new to SG and my profile is still under construction. I work too much to get more than a chunk of it done at a time.
Busy. Busy. Busy.
But I'm getting there and doing what I can. I'd like to say thankyou to Blessing, who I'm sure thinks I'm stalking her, for becoming my first SG buddy!
But now, back to work. Work. Work. Work ...
To anyone who happens to come across my journal (I know how that sounds, and yes it's dirty
) I'm still pretty new to SG and my profile is still under construction. I work too much to get more than a chunk of it done at a time.Busy. Busy. Busy.
But I'm getting there and doing what I can. I'd like to say thankyou to Blessing, who I'm sure thinks I'm stalking her, for becoming my first SG buddy!
But now, back to work. Work. Work. Work ...
