So it's been about a month since my last post. I'm letting time just pass me by. I have 2 part time gigs now. One at the tea shop and the other at Youth Services Agency as a residential care worker. Kinda in my field but not exactly... I'm hoping that it will leas to a promotion as a therapist. But I am still looking.
I received a phone call from the regional director of another company to prep me for the supervisor to call me and schedule an interview this would be as a Family Therapist.....(YES!!!! Finally) That would be over a week ago and I have not heard from either since. I called back and left a message on voice mail yesterday and I will do it again tomorrow.
I want to just move forward and leaving NY was supposed to be a reboot for me and I feel as if I am stagnating worse now.
I haven't heard from any photographers to shoot and I think I am giving up on SG in general. That's my rant for now!

Got a part time gig. It's ok it's at least paying me & I drink tea all day. company was bought by Starbucks so I get a discount on my caffeine fix.
I've been watching a lot of cartoons lately. Wanted a my little pony tee at hot topic but they had a small or a 2X. So I went to build a bear & created a rainbow dash. .
I'm figuring that if I was more active on SG I'd have more likes on my FB & probably on my IG too.

Was supposed to shoot a set & photog cancelled & hasn't rescheduled or emailed about when to reschedule. So cranky. ok so I look more tired than cranky but hey allergy season is kicking my ass and I need a new way to cope besides pills. I take so many allergy meds.
I've missed SG I need to get more active on here. Hey if in Pa area in mid of week & free hit me up... I usually am off then. Ok love you guys. Xoxoxo

hmmm.... i don't know why am I writing a blog.... nothing to truly say... been playing with my iphone

So I officially gave up on only looking for work only as a therapist. I am looking in sales and as a receptionist again. I just need a job. I need to get out of the house. I am going to book an appointment to shot a set for a sunday coming up. I am hosting a jewelry fashion show in my house and I have no real friends in PA to invite/Dede will be coming to the show and I am having a bunch of strangers over for it.
I am trying to work on my novel but i lost my thumb drive that the story was on so now i have to start from the beginning with my story. Which sucks because it's a lot of historical detail i have to develop again.

I would love to get some of the girls over to shoot. I think my new neighborhood is amazing and has a lot of different areas to shoot in Woods, lake, gazebo, beach, camping area and that was my poor attempt of getting visitors.

So the benefit of living with my folks again is the thing of not having to pay for anything. The bad thing is going to have to keep the SG thing more under wraps than before. Good thing when I get ajob I only have to worry about my phone and my student loans, so I will be able to save $$$ faster for new tattoos. Bad thing...Hiding new tattoos...lol
XOXO

So I'm in my new house. I am trying to create like a lounge like area in the basement, where I chill with the puppies. I need another tv for down here though. I have my only one in the bed room, so I need one here so I have enough space for power gaming. I've been unemployed for officially 11 days and I hate it. My friend says think of it like a vacation, but usually after 10 days on vacation your ready to go back to work. It's been freezing and rainy and snowy so not able to do much. Besides that I don't know the area well at all. I found the library and got a library card and took out two books. World War Z and Warrior Women: An Archaeologist's Search for History's Hidden Heroines. I am enjoying that one so far. I got a manicure and found a place to trim my bangs. So that is ok, the manicure place is.....Meh at best. I can do the same thing they did and put bubbles in my nails too.... But my mom wanted to make me feel better. This will pretty much be a photo dump of all the things I've been doing to keep me from going crazy!
My new bedroom set my dad shoveling my deck & Isis playing in snow!

My last night in my old apartment. I've lived here for 20 some odd years. This is a very strange thing for me and I'm not sure if I even fully accept the fact I'm moving. I didn't get to see any of my girls before I left. I'm really truly sorry for that. I haven't been on SG for awhile except for on my cell so once I'm in my house I'll have my lappy back & I'll be able to shoot some photos too so maybe ill post some of those too. Miss everyone. Huggles all!

A month since my last post. I've been somewhat busy with packing and sending my resume out to different places in Pa. and deciding what to throw away and what to keep. I'm leaving a steady job with out a back up, a place I've lived for almost my whole life and many of my friends physically behind not horrible because it's only a two hour drive back to NY if any one actually wants to see me. I'm doing my license stuff there and trying to figure what to do in my spare time while trying to find a job out there. I don't want to be a receptionist again out there. I have my Masters degree. I want to be a therapist. I was hoping to start school in September but I've had $$ issues so I couldn't do all the paper work. One school application cost me like over $200. The application fee was $75 the fee to get my transcripts were like $25 per college with 3 colleges and like to send my GRE scores was $37 sooo....Yeah... I applied for one. I doubt I'll get in.
I hate packing.... LIKE REALLY HATE PACKING!!! I wish I could get help but... everyone has a life. I need to make some friends out there too.... o well. Night all

So I posted a huge blog and of course it didn't post. So it's not going to be as good as it was originally....This totally blows.
I will be out of NYC by the first week in January. New year, New home, New State. I'm severely scared. I still don't have a job out there. I am hoping that I finally get a call from one of the many places I sent my resume, other than to say that my resume looks phenomenal but I don' t meet their requirements.
I know with the free time I will have I can train for zombie 5k
And I can really devote time to my novel that I have been ignoring. But I know I can't stay home all day everyday I'm gonna go stir crazy and I don't have friends their so this is going to be odd. It sucks I have no friends and it sucks that it seems like I won't be able to hang with Nannette, Louisiana, Fletching, or Spliff before I leave.
I was thinking that maybe when I get settled we can do a cheap fotofest in my neck of the woods... I live in a state park, tons of forest, and a "beach" which is a large pond surrounded by sand and gazebos I will try to find other places once I am situated.
For my friends that shoot....Siamkittie you can visit and there are 4 ranges...Yeah I don't know where anything else is but I found shooting ranges....(priorities) but you are totally invited and we can go shoot my treat!!!! Besides you get to play with all my guns... I am also going to learn archery, I've never shot a composite bow so this will be a new experience...
I started a Fan page on FB also. It's a combo page which will be for my SG stuff and I am doing a podcast now also. I am hoping for more Likes on it. So I'm begging HA HA... If you have a FB page please Like my page So thanks in advance... If you live in Pennsylvania and read this hit me up we can hang.... and you can show me around PA. If it's not Philly I don't know it.
So Hoping this takes....Lots of love XOXOXOXO

Someone recently said I probably hate them. NOPE!!! Hating someone takes too much energy & means I think about them. Again, NOPE!!!! I don't care havent cared for awhile.

So it's official.... I will be leaving NY as of December. Starting the new year in a new home, hopefully I'll have a job!!! I am still not sure if It's hit me yet. I'm having a party this Saturday that I posted and it will be one of the last in this apartment. I was going to sell my furniture but I'm so disgusted with whats been going on lately and I just want out of my apartment so bad I'm gonna start tossing shit.
If you know me, you know I've lived in this apartment since I was like 4 my mom moved in with my dad a few years ago and I kept the apartment. These apartments go for 1300 I'm paying 800. Every month it's drama with them. Now I've been paying the rent for years not my mom....me and now they don't want my checks. My name is on the lease. But now they want the check from the lease holder. Such utter and complete bullshit. So December is bye bye.
I'm not far from NY so if anyone wants to hang out I'm always willing to take a drive down. I am moving to Carbon County Pennsylvania, which actually will help with me losing more weight because I am actually an outdoor person. I will be hiking and biking as much as I can. As well as raking the lawn, mowing the lawn and running from bears....lol
I'm kind of excited finally leaving this whole and starting a new chapter. Also, starting in September back to school for my PhD. I will hopefully be able to do more things that I've been wanting to do now. Wish me luck..