i didnt feel like making a new blog for this picture, but this is my world right here. :-)
I love her to death. i got to spend all day with her today, which rarely happens.
she REALLY wanted to watch Strawberry Shortcake. haha.
i was really bored at work today, so i started doodling.
I havent drawn in years? like actually sat down with the intention of drawing but today i did, and i came out of work with twooooooo drawings/doodles whatever you would like to call them.
so, let me know what you think. :-)
also, i am cleaning all of my paintball equipment, and found out that my hopper has magically stopped working, so if anyone would like to buy me a new hopper for Christmas.
i want either
Journey
or
Halo B
I would LOVE you forever. because i am broke, and i need a new one. otherwise, i wont be able to play in the upcoming season. :-(
haha.
I love her to death. i got to spend all day with her today, which rarely happens.
she REALLY wanted to watch Strawberry Shortcake. haha.
i was really bored at work today, so i started doodling.
I havent drawn in years? like actually sat down with the intention of drawing but today i did, and i came out of work with twooooooo drawings/doodles whatever you would like to call them.
so, let me know what you think. :-)
also, i am cleaning all of my paintball equipment, and found out that my hopper has magically stopped working, so if anyone would like to buy me a new hopper for Christmas.
i want either
Journey
or
Halo B
I would LOVE you forever. because i am broke, and i need a new one. otherwise, i wont be able to play in the upcoming season. :-(
haha.
Today was actually a pretty good day.
I got to play some frisbee golf with a few friends, it was cold as hell out!
I actually didnt have to work a double today!!!!!!!
um, whild frolfing, we came across an abandooned minivan, and ofcourse posed for pictures. lol
and i caught a snake while we were playing by the van, and i scared the SHIT out of one of the kids we were with. (i was completely unaware that he is deathly afraid of snakes) up until the moment i picked it up and held it about 2 feet from him, and he screamed like a 5 year old girl and ran all the way back to the van and jumped to the roof, and perched there until the snake was out of my possession and out of his sight.
this was my reinactment of him screaming on the top of the van.
(mind you hes like 26)
hehe
I got to play some frisbee golf with a few friends, it was cold as hell out!
I actually didnt have to work a double today!!!!!!!
um, whild frolfing, we came across an abandooned minivan, and ofcourse posed for pictures. lol
and i caught a snake while we were playing by the van, and i scared the SHIT out of one of the kids we were with. (i was completely unaware that he is deathly afraid of snakes) up until the moment i picked it up and held it about 2 feet from him, and he screamed like a 5 year old girl and ran all the way back to the van and jumped to the roof, and perched there until the snake was out of my possession and out of his sight.
this was my reinactment of him screaming on the top of the van.
(mind you hes like 26)
hehe
hey, havent posted in a while, but im talking to someone about my daughter, and i figured id post a picture of her attacking my cousin. because i thought it was funny and cute. :-)
Whats new with me?
hmmm, well, i am working 2 jobs right now, so i am exhausted 99% of the time 90+hrs a week, and i hate it, cuz i never get to see my munchkin, but it is almost over, just 2 and a half more weeks, and im done for the year. and then back to school.
and for those of you who dont know, adopting a child as a single 22 year old guy thats in school, is a very looooong, stressful, and tedious process.
time to go to sleep,
bye bye loves
Whats new with me?
hmmm, well, i am working 2 jobs right now, so i am exhausted 99% of the time 90+hrs a week, and i hate it, cuz i never get to see my munchkin, but it is almost over, just 2 and a half more weeks, and im done for the year. and then back to school.
and for those of you who dont know, adopting a child as a single 22 year old guy thats in school, is a very looooong, stressful, and tedious process.
time to go to sleep,
bye bye loves
I have a really bad sunburn..
Not pleasant!!
A good day otherwise.
I got to play tennis, and frolf and go swimming.
Ohhhh, and I finished up my book on "The Epic of Gilgamesh" along with a few other mythologies.
It was a beautiful day to sit outside on my balcony and read.
I need something to new to read now.....
Suggestions?????
Not pleasant!!
A good day otherwise.
I got to play tennis, and frolf and go swimming.
Ohhhh, and I finished up my book on "The Epic of Gilgamesh" along with a few other mythologies.
It was a beautiful day to sit outside on my balcony and read.
I need something to new to read now.....
Suggestions?????
When we two parted
In silence and tears,
Half broken-hearted
To sever for years,
Pale grew thy cheek and cold,
Colder thy kiss;
Truly that hour foretold
Sorrow to this.
The dew of the morning
Sunk chill on my brow_
It felt like the warning
Of what I feel now
. Thy vows are all broken,
And light is thy fame;
I hear thy name spoken,
And share in its shame.
They name thee before me,
A knell to mine ear;
A shudder comes o'er me_
Why wert thou so dear?
They know not I knew thee,
Who knew thee too well:_
Long, long shall I rue thee,
Too deeply to tell.
In secret we met_
In silence I grieve
That thy heart could forget,
Thy spirit deceive.
If I should meet thee
After long years,
How should I greet thee?_
With silence and tears.
-Lord Byron-
In silence and tears,
Half broken-hearted
To sever for years,
Pale grew thy cheek and cold,
Colder thy kiss;
Truly that hour foretold
Sorrow to this.
The dew of the morning
Sunk chill on my brow_
It felt like the warning
Of what I feel now
. Thy vows are all broken,
And light is thy fame;
I hear thy name spoken,
And share in its shame.
They name thee before me,
A knell to mine ear;
A shudder comes o'er me_
Why wert thou so dear?
They know not I knew thee,
Who knew thee too well:_
Long, long shall I rue thee,
Too deeply to tell.
In secret we met_
In silence I grieve
That thy heart could forget,
Thy spirit deceive.
If I should meet thee
After long years,
How should I greet thee?_
With silence and tears.
-Lord Byron-
I did alot of writing while i was gone.... this is one that i thought was alright. Enjoy. :-)
Life is full of pain and suffering. Not always physical pain, but emotional pain. It may seem like a pathetic excuse, or like the person in emotional distress is insane. That emotional pain is often the hardest type of pain to heal. The human body is extremely resilient. Bullet wounds, cuts, bruises, the adrenaline and endorphines created to ease the pain in those intense moments, to allow your body to perform in ways that would normally destroy it. The mind though, is fragile, unable to take much pain, unable to control its individual parts. The mind is weak, it does not create chemicals to make the hurt go away. It must forget it, or it will always be haunted by its ghosts. Unlike a bullet wound the mind must heal in a different way. Heartbreak for example, when you fall in love, it is Amazing, and you never want to live a moment without it. But when that love is destroyed, you are left with a gaping hole in your chest. A hole that doesn't close on its own. The only way to forget or to erase that pain is to substitute it with something else. Many people turn to food, or alcohol or drugs, or sex. Anything that temporarily fills the void left by love lost. The only true fix is an equal or greater love. But similar to a bullet wound the heal is not perfect, sometimes you feel pain where the wound once was, sometimes the wound is tender, and even if for just a fleeting moment that pain is there, it is agonizing. It never takes much either, sometimes a phone call, a hug, a glance, a song on the radio, a movie. It could be anything, anytime, anywhere that reminds you. Some peoples hearts have been splintered and shattered and crushed so extensively that it is difficult for them to even give a little of it away, to let anyone near it. Or even to think that it can be fixed, or that they have any worth in this world. These people are precious, and desire to be loved more than you could imagine. These people aren't social misfits, or Freudian cases, these are normal people that you may never expect to have such a deep sense of pain that they hold inside their chest cavity. That every breath inhaled is an attempt at keeping the shards inside, in fear that the shrapnel may rupture out and injure the surrounding occupants. It is a truly brutal world and our feeble minds are nowhere near adequately trained or capable of handling the struggles of daily life. Be more sensitive to the thoughts and feelings of the people you care about. You never know what kind of baggage they are carrying around until you ask. Show some concern.
Life is full of pain and suffering. Not always physical pain, but emotional pain. It may seem like a pathetic excuse, or like the person in emotional distress is insane. That emotional pain is often the hardest type of pain to heal. The human body is extremely resilient. Bullet wounds, cuts, bruises, the adrenaline and endorphines created to ease the pain in those intense moments, to allow your body to perform in ways that would normally destroy it. The mind though, is fragile, unable to take much pain, unable to control its individual parts. The mind is weak, it does not create chemicals to make the hurt go away. It must forget it, or it will always be haunted by its ghosts. Unlike a bullet wound the mind must heal in a different way. Heartbreak for example, when you fall in love, it is Amazing, and you never want to live a moment without it. But when that love is destroyed, you are left with a gaping hole in your chest. A hole that doesn't close on its own. The only way to forget or to erase that pain is to substitute it with something else. Many people turn to food, or alcohol or drugs, or sex. Anything that temporarily fills the void left by love lost. The only true fix is an equal or greater love. But similar to a bullet wound the heal is not perfect, sometimes you feel pain where the wound once was, sometimes the wound is tender, and even if for just a fleeting moment that pain is there, it is agonizing. It never takes much either, sometimes a phone call, a hug, a glance, a song on the radio, a movie. It could be anything, anytime, anywhere that reminds you. Some peoples hearts have been splintered and shattered and crushed so extensively that it is difficult for them to even give a little of it away, to let anyone near it. Or even to think that it can be fixed, or that they have any worth in this world. These people are precious, and desire to be loved more than you could imagine. These people aren't social misfits, or Freudian cases, these are normal people that you may never expect to have such a deep sense of pain that they hold inside their chest cavity. That every breath inhaled is an attempt at keeping the shards inside, in fear that the shrapnel may rupture out and injure the surrounding occupants. It is a truly brutal world and our feeble minds are nowhere near adequately trained or capable of handling the struggles of daily life. Be more sensitive to the thoughts and feelings of the people you care about. You never know what kind of baggage they are carrying around until you ask. Show some concern.
Ive been away everyone..... BUT, Im back!!
ive been traveling, and its been good. everyone update me whats been going while ive been gone.
i left about Feb 5thish
so let me know. ive missed you all.
cant wait to hear from ya'
ive been traveling, and its been good. everyone update me whats been going while ive been gone.
i left about Feb 5thish
so let me know. ive missed you all.
cant wait to hear from ya'
I AM OUT OF SCHOOL FOR THE SEMESTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! needless to say i am pretty excited. )))) pics will be up soon too. i havent done anything on here in forever!! but free time is coming YAY!
Me
My New Little Friend
)))) pics will be up soon too. i havent done anything on here in forever!! but free time is coming YAY! Me
My New Little Friend
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