hurricane again ? what to do, what to do...

tomorrow is the 3 year anniversary of Katrina...

so the first storm in the gulf that is threatening us, and everyone is going crazy. no one knows where it's going and what it's going to do, but everyone is going insane. i say fuck it. i lost everything once.

sinus congestion is the worst.

burp

saturday was my bday, it was pretty good. got a new tattoo



it's my knee, if you can't tell. it is really swollen.

i like those days when i go to work and at the end of the day, feel good. not worn out, not pissed. when you feel like the day went well and you accomplished something. the days when you get off and say, "i like my job".

"today i didn't even have to use my AK, i gotta say it was a good day"

tired

i think i'm happy

I want to see you here with me
and I want to tell you what you mean to me
but I'll save this, I'll save my breath this time
I think it's almost useless
we both know, we both saw the signs
still I am ASKING WHY
ASKING WHY

I think I'm falling
I think I'm falling inside
so is this story over or has it just begun
you can only wonder and we can only wonder
these days have been too much
I hate being stuck in the inbetween

means to an end
me taking your hand and moving us ahead
I wish that it could last
cuz I still feel our past
OUR PAST
will we ever feel this way again
means to and end

close my eyes and I'll be dreaming away
if things were different I'd be able to say
I'm still here
but I'm still here
RE-THINKING MY DECISIONS
OUR DISTANCE, SEPARATION
and I'm still here

THIS IS MY FINAL GOODBYE
now I can say it's real
and I can feel the pain
all I do is reason
I wanna change things but I don't have a say

SCREAMING EXPECTATIONS
they've got me by the throat
I'd rather die than bleed
let's forget those things we said

can we erase from our minds
the agony of uncertainty IN OUR LIVES
well I've seen it come and go
and I've had the time
I've had the time of my life
ALL THIS
WITH YOU

trying to be strong
and I've seen the time
I've seen the time go so fast
ALL THIS
WITH YOU

THIS IS MY FINAL GOODBYE
my final goodbye

I'd rather die than bleed
let's forget the things we said
I'd rather die than bleed
let's forget the things we said
I'd rather let this die than bleed
the sun has set but still
here I am, I can't forget (CAN'T FORGET)
I'd rather let this die than bleed
the sun has set but still
here I am, you know I can't forget

i'd really like to not be alone..