I'm really starting to feel like I need to get the fuck out of Montreal and Quebec. It really blows, my life is here, my family, my history. But since the election and the win of the ow the growing amount of people expressing themselves in, in my opinion, the most appalling ways is ever expanding. I don't think I can sit here anymore and watch people treat others like shit because they speak Arab or speak English or just dot conform to what separatist quebecers want. I know, there's racism and discrimination everywhere, but I cannot for one instant stand this any longer. I always, always, supported the French qcers, but now, I just don't know where to stand. I can't handle it. I love French, I love being surrounded by it, I live speaking it. But I Fucking HATE. Racism, discrimination, segregation, and hate speech. This is stressing me out. This isn't Canada to me. This is disgusting. Sure Canada's not freaking perfect. But crap. This is wrong. I was brought up on respect, and tolerance. I come from a multicultural family. I know what it's like to be a mass of heritage and understanding nothing and everything of it. I just I don't know. This makes me so incredibly angry. Displeased... And it's coming from so many people I know...
as promised;
hat.
a sample of what i do in my spare time
someone i met in cali
and proving my ability to quit fashion and work in a nail salon
ps i didnt take these last two photos, but i want one. theyr'e available on etsy. it's amazing. and range from 90-400$. owning a huge one would be cool.
i also want a bat lol... whether it's skeleton or like one i saw in niagara which was incased in a glass or resin. anyways...
hat.
a sample of what i do in my spare time
someone i met in cali
and proving my ability to quit fashion and work in a nail salon
ps i didnt take these last two photos, but i want one. theyr'e available on etsy. it's amazing. and range from 90-400$. owning a huge one would be cool.
i also want a bat lol... whether it's skeleton or like one i saw in niagara which was incased in a glass or resin. anyways...
Did I mention my friends working on my tattoo sketch? I'm pretty excited about this! It'll be a thigh piece. 
Today is a hank Williams day. And a zombie Tshirt day and wooly socks. Work is boring and I'm knackered from getting toooooo wasted last night. Whoops. I wanna snuggle. Hurry up 6pm. I need to hurry and finish my knitting projects so I can start my cardigan. I wanna make one with anchors. It's gonna be epic. I don't think I posted the sick hat I made. I'll have to get that up when I find a computer. It's beautiful. I'll be making a similar one in purple and white for my friend with those humping deers on it.
Today is a hank Williams day. And a zombie Tshirt day and wooly socks. Work is boring and I'm knackered from getting toooooo wasted last night. Whoops. I wanna snuggle. Hurry up 6pm. I need to hurry and finish my knitting projects so I can start my cardigan. I wanna make one with anchors. It's gonna be epic. I don't think I posted the sick hat I made. I'll have to get that up when I find a computer. It's beautiful. I'll be making a similar one in purple and white for my friend with those humping deers on it.
So in the end I lost all my pics, totally not happy about that. So no Cali pics or Toronto, or kittens and puppies and good shit. The chibi moon costume I made for my friends daughter. Magnificent.
Social distortion tonight.
And I'm obsessed with Litas. Too bad every pair of boot I've looked at recently costs upwards 140$.
Social distortion tonight.
And I'm obsessed with Litas. Too bad every pair of boot I've looked at recently costs upwards 140$.
as if to make matters worse, my phone just died. it fucked up during the new software installation and i pretty much may have to restore my settings and lose allllllllllllllll of my pictures. we're talking about 1000 pics from california, toronto, niagara, projects, friends, outings, etc.
im not stoked. going to apple in about an hour. i may just bite the bullet and see if i get approved for credit to buy a fucking computer. i cant handle this shit. or just buy an iphone 5. roar. technology, youre pretty useless at times.
here's some knitting......
and new etsy stuff
all can be purchasable here
jalouseclothing
ive been working on a painting recently, glad i started it up. ive been relatively good and only knowledged in landscapes my whole life, so im trying to take it with a twist, and work on spooky paintings. i hope it pans out. i do oil paints so it may take a relatively large amount of time to work on, but thats cool. ill try to get into the habit of working on multiple canvases at once. and of course eventually post stuff up.
here's some random pics
these are from a summer bike ride downtown
heres the kitty were fostering and rescued from the evil rain
and the cuteness you just witnessed is actually my older male cat who decided to become little babys papa. its the sweetest thing ever. hes gone from just giving him after meal baths, to bringing him toys and teddies into his box, and now even sleeping in there. hes so sweet.
on another note. cali was cool. a lot of stories ish. but SADLY NO PICTURES. thank you iphone. you glorious glorious junk. that would never send my shit to icloud, never back my shit up, never upload to the fucking computer. raaaaa.
in cali i met wee man, i went to the hq of billabong, dc, etnies, and volcom. within those companies included dakine, nixon, element, von zipper, roxy, quiksilver, rvca, kustom, sector 9, electric, es, thirtytwo, emercia, and probably something else i forgot. so i stayed in newport. pretty, traveled to huntington and other places. went to the beach, opted out of surfinf because of my back, and just ate free food, drank free beer, met some people, swam, tasted salt water, went hella shopping. got me some nifty moccassins are kitson, which were surprisingly half price versus montreal. went to fashion island. got to shop mega discounts at the hq shops. got pretty things. amazing gifts for peeps. new pretty element hoodies, and hats for my bf, and skirts for my mum.
anyways.
im not stoked. going to apple in about an hour. i may just bite the bullet and see if i get approved for credit to buy a fucking computer. i cant handle this shit. or just buy an iphone 5. roar. technology, youre pretty useless at times.
here's some knitting......
and new etsy stuff
all can be purchasable here
jalouseclothing
ive been working on a painting recently, glad i started it up. ive been relatively good and only knowledged in landscapes my whole life, so im trying to take it with a twist, and work on spooky paintings. i hope it pans out. i do oil paints so it may take a relatively large amount of time to work on, but thats cool. ill try to get into the habit of working on multiple canvases at once. and of course eventually post stuff up.
here's some random pics
these are from a summer bike ride downtown
heres the kitty were fostering and rescued from the evil rain
and the cuteness you just witnessed is actually my older male cat who decided to become little babys papa. its the sweetest thing ever. hes gone from just giving him after meal baths, to bringing him toys and teddies into his box, and now even sleeping in there. hes so sweet.
on another note. cali was cool. a lot of stories ish. but SADLY NO PICTURES. thank you iphone. you glorious glorious junk. that would never send my shit to icloud, never back my shit up, never upload to the fucking computer. raaaaa.
in cali i met wee man, i went to the hq of billabong, dc, etnies, and volcom. within those companies included dakine, nixon, element, von zipper, roxy, quiksilver, rvca, kustom, sector 9, electric, es, thirtytwo, emercia, and probably something else i forgot. so i stayed in newport. pretty, traveled to huntington and other places. went to the beach, opted out of surfinf because of my back, and just ate free food, drank free beer, met some people, swam, tasted salt water, went hella shopping. got me some nifty moccassins are kitson, which were surprisingly half price versus montreal. went to fashion island. got to shop mega discounts at the hq shops. got pretty things. amazing gifts for peeps. new pretty element hoodies, and hats for my bf, and skirts for my mum.
anyways.
I promise a better update! Life is meh and I hate typing on cellphone click boards! But the good news is I'm watching ghostbusters. Thank you teletoon.
A lot has gone on, my bf is coming home tonight obscenely late and this displeases me to a great extent, we were supposed to go up to a friends cottage for some partying. Instead I'm two beers in sitting in my bed knitting. And apparently fighting with double pointed needles so in switching projects.
There's more stuff up on my etsy! Good! I got more stuff coming. I owe more pics too I know. Blarg.
Once again I was denied the promotion at work. I need to figure out what my next move should be. In disappointed and feel like the reasons I was denied were irrelevant or just untrue, whatever. Time to prove people wrong and pack up or something.
A lot has gone on, my bf is coming home tonight obscenely late and this displeases me to a great extent, we were supposed to go up to a friends cottage for some partying. Instead I'm two beers in sitting in my bed knitting. And apparently fighting with double pointed needles so in switching projects.
There's more stuff up on my etsy! Good! I got more stuff coming. I owe more pics too I know. Blarg.
Once again I was denied the promotion at work. I need to figure out what my next move should be. In disappointed and feel like the reasons I was denied were irrelevant or just untrue, whatever. Time to prove people wrong and pack up or something.
My moms friends nephew found a 2 week old kitten stuck in a puddle in the pouring rain. We're currently keeping an eye on the little tike. He's too adorable and poor guy has had a really rough start to life! I'll post pics soon!
