W00t, nizzle and whatever!

I finally got my own apartment, but it was not easy! It was tough to collect all the needed money, and also find the right apartment in time, but I did it!

Now I can finally relax and focus on finding a job I think my dad held his hand over me all the time and made sure it'll all work out.

Thanks Dad <3

*Sobs*

WHY DOES MONEY CONTROL OUR LIFES SO MUCH?! It's frustrating like HELL!

I've got one and a half months left before the new owners of the house is taking over and I need to be out... The house was sold a few months ago, and I've been living in the house since my stepmother moved away to be with her new boyfriend, after dad died... And I'm just still without job, living on... Nothing?

Should I sell my blood? All my hair? Perhaps a leg? -.-
No matter how much I try, I just can't seem to get a job since nobody needs anyone nowadays...
And I need an apartment, but I can't even pay for one? Life really sucks right now, but I hope it'll be over soon, so I'll keep my head high and keep trying...

*Puts out the light and goes to bed*

Ah spring time, damn the weather is beautiful! And yet I can't fully enjoy it, well, I need to cover up my new tattoo for a month first, before I can wear less and lick some sun ^^

But here's my new tattoo, in honor of my dad who died last year in May:

I feel so much like shit right now...

I've just been at the vet with my cat (which is living at a girl friend of mine) since it was totally unbalanced, throwing up, loosing weight drasticly and suddently having white foam around it's mouth...
It aches like hell, 'cause I feel so guilty since she's not living with me, and I feel that it is my fault for not taking care of her...
The vet said she had probably ate something poisoned or in worst case she's suffering for cancer/serious illness which is rapidly in progress
I wish and hope for the first, I want her to get well, since she's the cuddly one always giving love and being around, bringing you such a good mood... She doesn't deserve to suffer like this, and I don't want her to die

Minnie, my one and only <3

GRRRR! How everything just SUCKS at the moment... I hate the stress I get from looking for an apartment, a job and signing up for courses in Math and English Dx And nothing of it just won't fit and people are such asses 'cause everything's ofcourse sunshine and shit for them...

I just wanna chill but it's too late to get some weed and that's just making me depressed... Jebus McChrist!!

I'll just go jerk of to my hentai figurines... J/k...

Seems like forever untill I get my fake dreads made (yeah I don't wanna 'ruin' my hair... yet), till I get my tattoo, till I get an apartment now that the house has been sold... Jebus, suddently the silence really can be cut with a knife :0

It's friggin' 2:30AM, just joined SG and glaring at gorgeous girls...

...I just had to write something, 'kay?