i'm a big bad truck driving muva now.

and for those of you who know me, yes, i've seen The Dark Knight. twice now... hoping to go again this sunday.

they went from this:


to this:


in one night.

i work too much to blog.

i work too much to have anything to blog about. so i guess it works out.

of my five tickets i got recently, about 3 have now been dismissed. now to tackle that pesky little "state inspection" issue and i should be squared away.

well i just got back from ohio. my grandma went to the hospital on a friday for breathing problems and was diagnosed with a bacterial pneumonia. the docs ran a CT scan on her and found a mass in her lung. on sunday she was diagnosed with lung cancer. unfortunately the cancer had metastasized and spread to her lungs and across her abdomen. i flew up tuesday morning and she passed away that night. her services were held on saturday. thanks to everyone who helped me through this. i was pretty close with my grandma and this is still hitting me pretty hard. and also thanks to xcdat and BloodStorm for watching Shera while i had to go out of town.

on a more selfish note, missing a week of work at both jobs and shelling out money for a plane ticket and a suit, there's no way in hell i'm gonna be able to make rent. so if anybody else wants to pile on, now's the best time.

fucking cancer.

i think i just installed a bedliner in a drug trafficker's truck. he had false side panels and false bed rails that lifted off to reveal cavities in both sides of the bed. he said he wanted me to spray liner over the lip so when anybody lifted the bed rail cap slightly they would see only liner and assume everything was on the up and up.

p.s. a coming onslaught?

where all my honey gone?
pooh bear be cryin

show you the difference between my gun and my pistol

well fuck this.

i'm gonna sit at home and wait on my tax incentive check.

that's the most entertainment i've had in a fortnight.

welp its back to the doctor for me after fiinding a lump on the side of my throat and having trouble swallowing food and drink. i hope its only a cyst.

anyway, i still need phone numbers. i guess that shows just how few ppl read my blog or how few ppl want me to have their number.

i've recently destroyed my phone for the 2nd time in less than a year. so to all those who have my number and i had their's please send me a message (NOT a text message) with number, birthday, and all that jazz.