Oakland Raiders just beat the SHIT out of the Denver Broncos.

It is awesome to watch Shanahan get his ass kicked by one of the most under-rated teams in the NFL.
Fucking Shanahan, a shiesty ass piece of shit.

Hope all enjoyed football today...Was a really good day for it

xo

I can do the rowboat.
I can make some mac and cheese
I can sleep 12 hours
I can do the frug
I can do the fray
I cannot do the smurf
I can hate your girl
I can tell you that she's real pretty
I can take my clothes
I cannot fall in love
I can watch tv
I can shuffle off to buffalo
I can do a back bend
I can start a book
I cannot do the smurf

In the words of the greatest motherfucker alive...

"Mommy can I go out and kill tonight?"

Yeah, it's been on of those fucking days.

And in case you were born underground...The greatest motherfucker is Glenn Danzig

Man I am extremely sick.

I can't fucking breath and my face feels like it was punched with a sinus infested fist.

I love you...Yes I do...So very much
I love you So much so much I do


xo

So it really doesn't matter how often I listen to the Locust...I love them more everytime I hear them

If you have yet to have the brutal music assault your ears you should soon

xo

This is for you...You know who you are.
Thank you for everything. I love you. xo

I have my heart for you. It's been in my hands beating since the day I met you. I don't know where you want me to put it. So I will send it to you. I will wrap it in plastic just to be safe. I will not put it on ice, cos I want it as warm as the day it was removed from my chest. It will be postmarked: "The beginning is here, I will hold you until the end." It will continue to beat as long as you feed it daily. It has stopped bleeding, so no need to clean it.

I am giving up.
I am ending it tonight.
Goodbye.

So I have this gaping hole in my heart, and I can't fill it with anything. I have tried alcohol, I have tried almost everything to fill it, and I can't do it. I have tried relationships and love and companionship and it won't go away. It's like a virus, a cancerous cell that eats away at my very core.

I don't know what to do.

I am tired
my eyes burn and my very existence hurts
from surviving

xo

I couldn't do it today

I couldn't realize, I couldn't awaken, I couldn't move
I became and went, clouded and jaded
Mirroring the effortless

I dressed down, making love to my pantheon
forgive me, for I know not that I sin
this curse fuels my breath

I capture and fall
pressing my face against textures
and
placing my hands on your outline in shadow

Knee bare and beg
backed arched
you pin my shoulders against the matress

Let us make haste
this dying day

So today the realization came to me that Saved by the Bell is my Saving Grace.

Especially on Sunday mornings when there are no cartoons on, and there is not much on after Beakman's World...which by the way is the most astounding show on television. I forgot how much that show rocked my socks off...A grown man dressed as a rat, a cracked out hooker, and a crazy aphroed scientist performing and answering science related questions, with the show ending in the witty banter of two penguins watching the show in the North Pole.

Hope everyone had a great Holiday weekend.

Last nights game was phenomenal...Missouri and Kansas...fighting for the number one spot in the BCS standings as bitter rivals and Mizzou came out on top.

Today you have Oakland Raiders against the Kansas City Cheifs
and Denver Broncos against the Chicago Bears...two games to keep your eyes on.

Have a nice one.