So it is official I got the job at the Ink House in ventura CA
so this is where I will be workling
I am so fucking excited...
I can't wait
rawr
so I am going to get stoned now
xx
bong rips watching van wilder
yeah
so-cal nugggeetttss...the fucking best

Rawr I am so stoned....
So-Cal
shit is the best
thank god I am back home in Cali
xx

You'll need a knife for a surgery like this
Patience is this: A virtue
All I want is for you to be satisfied
Love does not exsist for those that believe
Uncertainty grows into anxiety
The sky was coconut ice cream
Put a gun to my head and paint the walls with my brains
I wouldn't piss dpwn his throat if his heart were on fire
With a gun to your head. A bullet through mine. I want to eat out your heart, and paste it on my sleeve
With our eyes wide open, we can see how small the world is
I want to be arrested so that I can read the bible
I saw someone cut down a tree today and then luagh as it split open the ground underneath. This saddened me....It made me feel as if, something were wrong, as if there were no emotion left in the world and everything not only was dead but void
I wish I was a ghost, so that I may coast, from flower to flower like a dead bee on a dead wing
Nyanga the schizophrenic cat, is up a tree stalking moonlight. But I am sure he eats something else; the last breath of his victims for example

My hand was sweating as I held the pistol. The curve of the trigger was biting against my finger. Now, I'll squeeze the trigger. A tiny bullet will rip through his chest. Maybe I'll lose my sleep tonight, but in the morning I will wake up alive. When this happens, I want to throw up again and again till my heart flops out wet and wrigling on the kitchen floor


I will rip out your fucking heart. Spitting the shards into the roadside, watching as you drain lifeless into yourself. I will laugh andlay my head upon your open chest, reaching in one more time, to turn the knives into bullets, that race and eat your tissue. This is the last triumph I have over you, and I will forever be the everlasting race that could of so easily moved your throat across my blade. But you so easily died, when I pushed my hand into your heart.


Let's strip naked and run through the snow and kiss the moonlight as it drips silver down your cheeks. We can photograph the end of the world from a top the Empire State building.


"I love flowers and trampolines" he said as he snubbed out his cigarette and blew the remaining smoke out of his lungs. "It's cold out here," "Would you like to go inside?" She thought this was odd, cos wasn't he made of air?


I have my heart for you. It's been in my hands beaeting since the day I met you...I don't know where you want me to put it. So I will send it to you. I will wrap it in plastic just to be safe...I will not put it on ice, cos I want it as warm as the day it was removed from my chest. It will be postmarked: "The beginning is here, I will hold you until the end." It will continue to beat as long as you feed it daily...It has stopped bleeding, so no need to clean it.

Ahh...
I am moving to California
Ahhh....
Yes...getting the fuck out of Asheville...
I will be arriving in Ventura on Saturday
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Fuck you asheville