i will try to make this short and sweet

went to the hightland games today with my father and sister. we both bought swords hmmm i think i got a little sun on my cheeks . afterwards i took us out to dinner at my favourite resterant. my sister got two um...margaritas(?) and i got to aquire a sip from each

came home rotted for a bit. then two friends came over to visit and we went (and i was more of a glutton) to my work for some yummy food. well, yummy ice cream for me. that was rad. then we came here and watched a ren and stimpy tape. i forgot how much i enjoyed that show. um at the end i got thrown on someone.

i can honestly say that's never happened before, and it was rather unexpected. my friend bryan picked me up and threw me on tom. then we ganged up on bryan. now he is dead and burried under my deck

it was a nice day. peace sexies

i'm waiting to leave for work. ach. i'm just damn bored. i need to go to wal-mart and get hair colour and the strongest damn sleeping pills i can find. i ran out. and i dont have a refil on my perscription so FUCK to me.

hmm got my car back, cost a god damned lot to get that tune up and junk. but it runs better now, not 463 dollars worth of better, but bettr no less. and i gave it a little washy yesterday. and it was like whee. nah. so i just need to replace that damned window in the back and i will be set with the cougar for now. WHEEE

someone find me a love, please

i love these damn faces can you not tell? hmmm anything else new? nah. but i am going to be a...ZOMBIE soon if i can't find some sleepy pills (aw shit) so peace the fuck out

holy cuss too much

sitting here with a facial mask on.

i think i look like a monkey maybe not like that one. my car won't be ready until tomorrow. but at least i will be able to drive it to work. oh god i can't wait to get it back. oh god...i'm wet

no i'm not. but shit mmmm cougar...oh i want to give it a little washy washy and be like whoooo yeah! anyway la la la...car=yum.

hmm i wish i had some !

heh heh. just kidding? peace.

you know...i'm contemplating putting up a picture for the rejected se..but i dont even know. but i'm hungry and i dont even want to be.

time for a pointless update, from a pointless person

anyway. work=lame. i feel hidiously large. i did my sittups, which are completley pointless because i dont do enough to make a difference. horrid headache blah blah. i will be carless for a couple days

hmmm what else. terribly warm. when will this weather go away?

shit, harry goz was older than my dad. :eek

grrr :

i would prefer not to be awake today. i feel pukey and bleh. and i can't find anything of interest to wear. i want some big pants. it's my day off, and i have a feeling it is going to be spent rotting here.

no desire for this. but i guess it could be worse. i dont mean to be bitching so much. i apologize. i need to be a positive zombie. but i am not. i'm a...negativie zombie. i'm not entirely sure why the word zombie popped in there. but it did.

hmmm maybe i could "hustle" (thinking of you scarlett) my dad to take us to dinner tonight. that would put a smile on my pudgy face. well peace.

i feel like this -->

Monday i drop off the Cougar to get fixed. It's sick. Needs tires and a tune up. Eep

I hope it will be okay. but even more, i hope it doesn't cost me my soul to get fixed. I fucking love my car. It's not perfect. but neither am i. it's missing that damn window. i need to get it one. But it needs a tune up and junk more than a window. For now at least. This sunburn is the devil. The devil i tells yeah.

boredom consumes me. but then i will be working and that will suck. HOWEVER!!! tomorrow is my day off . That makes for a happy girl.

peace?

Hmm where to start. Perhaps i will speak of the ever horrid sun burn on the back of my neck. nah. so hmmm maybe??? that is i believe, going to perhaps be a tan. Which will look silly on me.

Last night...last night was interesting indeed. i won't quite get into the details, but i will say. hot diggity damn, i need to do that agian sometime soon. but mainly just hanging out was nice. Edea and Scarlett rock my cock. In fact i'm going to leave early for work so Scarlett and i can get some yummy Subway together.

Let me tell you what did suck. I left a message for my dad saying that i was going to sleep over. Fine. good. Well i get a call at Scarletts around five this morning and it was my dad, and he was indeed irate. He's bitching at me saying "if i want to live this way to take my dogs and leave" and he told me to get home now. So i hurried out of there and got some hugs from Edea. I zoom home, and it was rather difficult to focus...must've been beacuse it was so late. I get home and i pass my dad as he is leaving for work. i don't think he saw me. I didn't go to bed right away, i worked out and just lounged around. At about six thirty or seven (can't remember) the phone rings, but i dont pick it up. i wanted to rest. Finally i pass out or fall asleep and i get tapped awake by my dad. he came back from work(or on his way to work) to apologize. he felt so bad. he's like i hadn't got the message and i got up and the dogs were still out. and we talked. and hugged. and i love my dad. so he and i are good now. and that makes me happy and so do the simpsons!

but i hate sunburns!!!!!

sorry for the long ass entry. peace

i'm so very anxious. a lot of shit goes down today.
i gotta get up for a funeral. try to remember and call and cancel my appointments. make a car payment, go to work. after work. what fate awaits (can't think too sleepy) me?

i want to make people happy. i really do. i need to be sleeping. but i am just really anxious and that makes it excedingly difficult to sleep regardless of having sleepy pills in me. so peace i guess? peace...

i tell you. so hungry. i woke up next to a wad of gum on my bed. (hey genious go to bed with gum in your mouth, okay!) i'm like aw shit. and it was stuck to my arm. it is still stuck to my bed. i dont know quite how to get it off. so i have a tissue over it. um something something ice cube?

um...i had much fun with alison last night. much fun indeed. i came home from work, let out the buppos and headed over. we chilled for a bit then off to wal-mart we went. hoorah for wal-mart. so much halloween underwear i desire. um we took a couple pictures there, and some more at her house, i can't wait to rip off from her. taking pictures is such the fun
then we went to 7-11 for she had never experienced a donut from there, PURE BLISS THEY ARE. and we went back to her house. and from there. we play Mario World for like...two and half hours. it was great. but come 4:30 i decide perhaps i should peace out. i get home. let out the dogos and then my dad is up for work. i'm like hey hey! and he's like are you just getting in, and indeed i reply with yup. he wasn't mad so it's good. gave him the hugs. hung out with the dogs for a little more and then came in to my crypt and hopped on the computer. i talked to scarlett for a wee bit and then did the whole bed thing.

hmm it's 4:43 and i'm just sitting here being a hungry girl. so now i peace out???

wheee!

Can i get a whoop whoop? i put up two damn pictures in my little picture section. i hesitate to do this because they are not the most recent. but really all you have to do is picture me with black hair. um...what a happy little surprise when i went on this site this afternoon

seriously, thank you to everyone for being so damn nice. like really i was a little warm in the heart when i saw all the comment. i figured just the actual suicide girls get the love. but i got some too. and i really appreciate it. thank you

you know i think i'll shut up for now. but peace.

OH SNAP!!! i'm going to put up pictures of my dogs. wheee