briefly hung out with a fella that had liked me off and on since fucking high school, guess he was just looking for something to stick his dick in.

bummer, i was a bit into him. which leads me to almost believe i am not worth the time and effort that is needed to be with me. Countless exes have shown me that with the exception of one, And, i just came back form visiting him in CA on Thursday afternoon. We had only one huge fight and no hanky panky but was just so great to see him. I ended up staying longer than planned which kinda fueled the fight in that he wanted me to stay longer because he works eleven hours shifts six days a week and the one day he has off is the one day i actually get to work, so i'm trying to be mature and getting my shit together as best as i can.

i will be back with photos from the trip, there aren't as many as past trips there, but i yeah... is it too early for some wine??