mother is kicking ass on weight watchers, i not so much. mainly with the drinking. i had drank a lot more since Kai peaced. just depressed and wanted to sleep, plus i eat more when i drink like an idiot. My mother showed me yesterday how to make mock potato salad with cauliflour and it is no points. i LOVE potato salad so this was a win for me.

what else. Sam is a lump. Pnut has a bladder infection and i've no motivation. i can't let that stop me. since i have started back to nights again i tend to sleep more of the day then i want to. i set my alarm but keep re-setting it for a later time. i should cook up some veggies for a snack at work.

basically if i could stay within my point limit and not drink i think i'd do well. i did lose four pounds..but yeah. nothing noticeable.

heaviest i've been in a while, and if i am to carry around said extra weight in texas i feel that my health will become shittier. Kai's bitching about how hot it is, and i am the one that is always warm so...SHIT.

what else. I have the tattoo itch. I went to watch the good, the bad, and the weird and the dvd snapped when i took it out of the case, I WAS LIVID. drunk and livid.

it's a blur...life. And i think about D also. Hmmm

and you? how are you?