i'm so very anxious. a lot of shit goes down today.
i gotta get up for a funeral. try to remember and call and cancel my appointments. make a car payment, go to work. after work. what fate awaits (can't think too sleepy) me?
i want to make people happy. i really do. i need to be sleeping. but i am just really anxious and that makes it excedingly difficult to sleep regardless of having sleepy pills in me. so peace i guess? peace...
i gotta get up for a funeral. try to remember and call and cancel my appointments. make a car payment, go to work. after work. what fate awaits (can't think too sleepy) me?
i want to make people happy. i really do. i need to be sleeping. but i am just really anxious and that makes it excedingly difficult to sleep regardless of having sleepy pills in me. so peace i guess? peace...
marymary
New York, NY
January 2003
SEP 10, 2003 12:07 AM
SEP 10, 2003 08:02 PM
SEP 11, 2003 07:01 AM
oh ~snuggle snuggle~ you poor thing. you sure do have a lot of things going on. i hope that you have gotten the rest that you've needed these past couple of days. i wish there was something i could do to make you feel better.
SEP 11, 2003 10:57 AM
i hope you had a fun time over here with us and manson..... hope it really ended up working for you, which i think it did.... and yay for back massages and puking! (which both happened ) anyway, i am really worrying about you so CALL ME i hope you are okay... 
