
age: 34 (Nov 18, 1977)
MEMBER SINCE: January 2006
occupation: live'n, love'n, learn'n
sign: children at play
makes me sad: deception, alarm clocks, hearing women cry, and my bad spell'n. yep.
i lost my virginity: Heyy... Me Too!!
crush: Suicide
stats: Undefeated w/12 assists and 2 cockblocks (sorry Nate)
gets me hot: ponytails, pigtails, a sexy neck exposed, shy eyes, strong voice, and not affraid to show your toes.
makes me happy: My dog Happy. Yeah I said Happy you got a Prob w/ that He is small white'n' fuzzy, and still kicks ass
into: The smell of oils and paint thinner, smiles that make your eyes squint, hearing my girl breathe deep, clean crisp sheets and multipule covers, putting on clothes straight out of the drier, knowing the answer, knowing when to not fix the problem and just say "Yeah Baby that sucks"
body mods: couple holes and hidden ink, I like to keep it to myself. I don't show it off, and hardly anyone knows I have any. I am stingy
Stand up against governments, against God.
Stay irresponsible.
Say only what we know & imagine.
Absolutes are Coercion.
Change is absolute.
Ordinary mind includes eternal perceptions.
Observe whats vivid.
Notice what you notice.
Catch yourself thinking.
Vividness is self-selecting.
If we dont show anyone, were free to write anything.
Remember the future.
Freedom costs little in the U.S.
Asvise only myself.
Dont drink yourself to death.
Two molecules clanking us against each other require an observer to become
scientific data.
The measuring instrument determines the appearance of the phenomenal
world (after Einstein).
The universe is subjective..
Walt Whitman celebrated Person.
We are observer, measuring instrument, eye, subject, Person.
Universe is Person.
Inside skull is vast as outside skull.
Whats in between thoughts?
Mind is outer space.
What do we say to ourselves in bed at night, making no sound?
First thought, best thought.
Mind is shapely, Art is shapely.
Maximum information, minimum number of syllables.
Syntax condensed, sound is solid.
Intense fragments of spoken idiom, best.
Move with rhythm, roll with vowels.
Consonants around vowels make sense.
Savour vowels, appreciate consonants.
Subject is known by what she sees.
Others can measure their vision by what we see.
Candour ends paranoia.
Allen Ginsberg
I love that. Every time I read it, it means something new to me. I read it today and was sad because I have become so responsible and grey. Not vivid.
I am fucking bland, and even worse it's by choice.
Trying to play it safe.
Where did my big thoughts go.
I miss grand revelations,
and massive realizations. connections.
Feeling something new, and thinking thoughts that I am sure have never been thought before.
What was that? Youth? Pot? Optimism?
Well, I am afraid it's gone?
Monotony, age, and pessimism have their dirty little paws all...
















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