Damn it's been awhile since i've been on here! Between being really sick and working alot, I just haven't had the time. I don't know who to go to for another set, I don't know any photographers (that I trust anyway). We'll see what happens

Aw damn it....I had to reschedule with the photographer. It's ok though...the outfit I plan on wearing hasn't come in the mail yet. I could stand to lose some more weight too. I do work at a gym, after all...I have no excuse to be out of shape, lol. I had a great weekend though, my boyfriend took me out because we hit the 5 month mark Saturday. We partied all night long. Didn't leave the bar until sun up, lol. We got up at 6pm on Sunday. Looks like I still have some wild oats in there somewhere to sow

I'm so excited, I get to work with a professional photographer this Sunday! I have a pretty good idea for a theme, but I won't say, it's a surprise! It's pretty original, I haven't seen it done on this site yet. Wish me luck!

ok, I put up an album in my pics section...it's more of a "practice" set, just experimenting with natural makeup and smiling more. Go have a look!

Alright looks like I have the opportunity to work with a professional photographer! I think SG is will hopefully be another title to add to my list, lol. To all who have wished me luck, thank you! You have encouraged me more than you know

Alright, I really am enjoying this site! I now have a pretty damn good idea why my set wasn't accepted, and I honestly feel the criticism is meant to help me, not hurt me. I'm more determined than ever to meet SG's standards. So let's go down the list:
1. lost the porn star makeup, haha. Try a more natural "soft" look....jeez does that scare me, haha
2. Get a professional photographer who knows how to set up backgrounds, lighting, angles, etc.
3. SMILE MORE
4. Be more classy and less trashy
I think I've pretty much got it, I've been practicing in the mirror with facial expressions and poses. I want to be put through SG boot camp, lol.

Alright, after looking at the most recent accepted sets, I'm starting to realize what I'm missing here....a good background, good lighting, too much makeup, and having my usual pissy/bored expression. Luckily, I happen to know a professional photographer, but I don't know when or if we could ever take some pictures! And besides, I'm getting alittle discouraged, maybe I'm just not cut out for this, I dunno....My confidence is starting to wane a wee bit. My makeup is like my mask, you know? I had fun taking the pictures anyway, even if some people find me unattractive. That's life, right? But anyway, I'm looking forward to meeting new people and giving this another shot if it doesn't work out.

Well, I am totally new to this whole SG thing, so far I'm really liking it. I just wish I was alittle more computer savvy to set up a really killer profile, but um, not my forte'! Any advice (or instruction) is appreciated. For instance, it says I haven't uploaded any pictures yet, but I'm seeing 3 pics! What gives?