Hi, I have no wrote in my journal yet and I feel since I love this site completly (expecially the girls) I should be more active in it. Anyway if you are wondering about the picture on the side I did draw that and if you would like to see the entire thing I will post it up below. 
Anyway I guess I can chat a little about my life (since my day was boring lol). I been in school for a long time and left the Art Institute of Philadelphia after two years of stress. I could not deal with the situation I found myself in their so I left and came back to Jersey were I am a student at a Community College. The reason for this is they do have a Game Design Program I am interested in and I can pay for it myself easily. Anyway yes I love Video Games and Animation of any kind and yes I am a nerd. That is what gets me in trouble with guys who really like nerdy girls (and trust me I found that out the most interesting way possible). I was in love with one guy and I mean love but never expressed it to him. He was more into me for sexual reasons and that sucks majorly (even though I think it was better off the way it came out). At the time I started college back about 3 years ago I was shy and didn't know that I was so wild.
I began to realize guys liked me for me and I started on and off again relationships with men and slept with two guys while I was in college (that is a lot for me). One guy was a friends with benefits deal and I did love him more then I should and the other was an ex boyfriend and a huge mistake. Anyway as my years in Philly ended I started to realize how crazy my life was and still is. I mean I dated one guy and decided to sleep with him the first night! I guess my wild streak started up again and I was being the deviant girl that I wanted to stop. Well that relationship failed because I guess the fact it was sex and no substance to it (even though it could have been). Ever since then the only college contact I had from the old school was my friends with benefit deal. He seems to really dig me but at the same time it is nothing more then sex. I can't stand that!
Anyway I guess that is it. No it is not everything but it is a good start.
Anyway I guess I can chat a little about my life (since my day was boring lol). I been in school for a long time and left the Art Institute of Philadelphia after two years of stress. I could not deal with the situation I found myself in their so I left and came back to Jersey were I am a student at a Community College. The reason for this is they do have a Game Design Program I am interested in and I can pay for it myself easily. Anyway yes I love Video Games and Animation of any kind and yes I am a nerd.
That is what gets me in trouble with guys who really like nerdy girls (and trust me I found that out the most interesting way possible). I was in love with one guy and I mean love but never expressed it to him. He was more into me for sexual reasons and that sucks majorly (even though I think it was better off the way it came out). At the time I started college back about 3 years ago I was shy and didn't know that I was so wild. I began to realize guys liked me for me and I started on and off again relationships with men and slept with two guys while I was in college (that is a lot for me). One guy was a friends with benefits deal and I did love him more then I should and the other was an ex boyfriend and a huge mistake. Anyway as my years in Philly ended I started to realize how crazy my life was and still is. I mean I dated one guy and decided to sleep with him the first night! I guess my wild streak started up again and I was being the deviant girl that I wanted to stop. Well that relationship failed because I guess the fact it was sex and no substance to it (even though it could have been). Ever since then the only college contact I had from the old school was my friends with benefit deal. He seems to really dig me but at the same time it is nothing more then sex. I can't stand that!
Anyway I guess that is it. No it is not everything but it is a good start.
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