So, it's Tuesday.
I had a pretty average night last night, the boys came round and we did fuck all again.
I cooked lasagne and it was delicious, but I ate a bit too much and felt sick

So, since I don't have too much to write about today, I figured I'd write a little bit about myself so some of you can get to know me a little better

Where to start...?

Okay, well...

I'm 19, and I live in Surrey.
I lived in London til I was about 8, so I've got a bit of a dodgy half-London, half-posh-Surrey accent.
I was a really intelligent kid, I was moved up 2 years in school and had a child psychologist.
My parents never forced me to read or study, I just enjoyed it!
I always did pretty well at school, but I hated high school.
I was always the weird little emo kid who had no friends and sat underneath desks writing and drawing.
When I got to sixth form at the age of 16, I went in less and less.
I was bullied, although because I went to a semi-posh all girls school, it was subtle bullying and went unnoticed.
I didn't turn up very much, and when I did, I was either swigging vodka from a water bottle in class or smoking weed at the bus stop outside on my own.
That said, I still managed to get an A and 2 Bs at A level when I left, so I was pretty chuffed with that.

Contrary to popular belief, I was always a bit boyish.
Well, a lot boyish.
I've always been into video games, and fart/burp jokes, and skateboarding, and being very unladylike.



I have suffered from depression since I was about 14, but I'm on meds and getting a lot better now
I've always been really self-conscious about the way I look, I've never really liked the way I look and that's always been a cause of my depression.
It's also probably why I change my hair so often, I tend to think that I'll look like a whole different person if I change my hair.
My natural hair colour is a dirty kind of dark blonde, I don't like it very much.
I'm a lot more comfortable with the way I look these days, and I've grown up a whole lot in the last few years.

I used to be totally obsessed with Fall Out Boy, but after a while they just got fucking grumpy and I got fed up of making an effort to go see them



I love weed.
I smoke a hell of a lot of it.
I'm addicted.

Apart from weed, I'm into video games, lost of video games.
I'm addicted to Guitar Hero and I'm fucking good at it, thank you very much!
I love anything Japanese, I tried to learn Japanese a little while ago but I just don't have the time to do it properly
I'm very musical, I love to sing, play keys, flute and guitar.
This is my guitar.



I am obsessed with Tim Burton, I think he is a fucking genius and such a sweet man.
I've had the opportunity to meet him twice, and I've been to some amazing events because of him - the London film festival is a huge highlight of the last couple of years!

This is one of my treasures.

(I've now just realised that my attempt at hiding my real name has failed, never mind, I just wanted to show that off!)
That's signed on the inside cover of The Melancholy Oyster Boy and Other Stories, by the great Tim.

I have a rat named after him, he's called Burton

I think that'll be the end for today, hope you all enjoyed my ramblings.
xx