So sunday i had a shoot with Peechee and it was kinda fucking awesome.... aside from the stupid car door slamming the shit outta my poor little thumb.. Im working on the pictures right now.. and yeah kinda loving it.

im suppose to see Toxic maybe and were gonna try to shoot. Hopefully that works out.


I might be loosing the studio Im at.. kinda bummed cause i really REALLY like it. and i dont want to see it go bye bye..so im gonna have to start looking for someplace new in san jose.. any other togs wanna share a studio??


life is busy. Im in school. and i work.. and im trying to shoot as much as i can.. gotta hustle to make that dollah. meh the end.

I didnt follow the normal growing up route. I decided at 16 that i was going to move out and get started on my fashion degree.. cause i was convinced i could make some really fuckin cute clothes. on what should have been my last week of my junior year i went to job corps... what a fucking waste of my fucking time. i fucked around to much and spent the entire time dating jerk off. In what took me less then a week to complete i spent 6 months shitting around and hanging out online on online message boards for bands..... yeah it took me a whole week to get my high school diploma.. and i had already gotten my GED.. but i wanted to have both just in case...


what the hell happened? i graduated from there with like 4 degrees of achievement or something.. i could have worked at Cisco Networkings as a programmer...


i ended up at a shittastic school for fashion at 18 were i learned absolutely nothing.

now here i am ..... almost 7 yrs later finally going back to school.

fuck this was suppose to be something were i talked happy and positive.


that was bust.

ohhh hey SG.. i guess im back .. again. someone keeps reactivating my account.. ?


anyways. there is no new update. the end.

holy crap. i havent been online in DAYS! and i found out two of the sets i shot went up right after the other!

check em out!

Sixxer- Arden park roots
and

Asema- castle of color

i just want to stand on the rain on yellow tractor and scream till my voice goes out. turn to the person i love and hug them.


i would kill for a moment of clarity right now. for something, anything.

Alrighty.

Lets see I am busting ass trying to get shit going again.. but seriously.

Im going to actually have a vacation on march im going up to sacramento for a few days... Im gonna try to book some fucking shoots.. business is loads of lame in san jose lately.


Rock Steadt clothing is using some of my work on their flyers.. if im lucky.. maybe ill see something out of it. I dun know..

because im no one trick pony.

Kinda wierd. i spent all weekend watching bands it feels like.

friday i saw AFI at the pheonix theater in petaluma.. it was fucking amazing. Seeing Afi play a show there.. after so many years was amazing.


Agnostic front/death by Stereo at the voodoo on sunday night.. good weekend.im pretty sure Efrem lost weight since the last time i saw them.. cause he was looking GOOD. Agnostic front was sick. worth the weight.


fuckin rad weekend .

Anyways.. New Years Eve was bloody fucking epic. I can Honestly say that this was probably the best years I've ever had. I didnt work so i got to get ready at a nice slow pace. Ash took me to go and buy a nice shirt since it was Nickys birthday on new years day.. and i knew he had every plan on looking spiffy. WE went to a store in the mall and i actually found something i not only liked but i fit and i look cute in. Score!!

Went home and started getting ready. my make-up was IMPECCABLE. I tend to go crazy on my make-up cause im a fucking perfectionist.. so getting make-up done is almost a hassle for me. but that day... it was like a breeze. even the falsies I had on didnt give me trouble. So in the end i looked like a was pretending to be french. and i do believe i looked damn fucking cute.

We went down to Gordon Bierch so reserve a table for dinner cause.. well we wanted to for nickys birthday. it was gonna be like 45 minutes before we would be seated so we walked around downtown.. and saw a lot of hookers... they werent real hookers but were wearing damn near nothing and it was cold.. so i decided they were called hookers for the night. go tsome starbucks.. went back and sat down .. Dai showed up with a xmas present for me. it was a duck piggie bank. haha

we ate some really good food and went over to the caravan.. were we got happy drunk.

So drunk that at one point that when the Darkness FINALLY came on.. i sang my ass off... while my friends laughed. I do not care. i can sing pretty damn loud.. and dancing and singing and drinking... good fucking times..

umm i know there more to add.. but honestly im just to lazy to continue writting about my fucking kick ass night.

2010...is the year of the Wenzdai. word.

The Rev, drummer for Avenged Sevenfold Died on monday night.. i was to fuckng gloomy to even bother writting about it..

If you know me... you know how much i love avenged...and specifically how much i loved the drummer. so the news of him dying.. hit my kinda hard. i know im sounding like wienie... but A7x is one of those bands that really did it for me. 6 yrs ago i was in a real shitty place. worse then now.. A7x, AFI and Alk3 were the only things i had holding me together. i remember watching A7X at the pound for their first actual show in the bay.. it was bloody fucking epic.. i sat dead center on stage in front fo shadow and just watched the Rev the whole time freaky little spazz child... the show was so small.. that i was sitting on stage... i mean come on. i wish i had had a camera then..

the next show after that i went with ash to slims.. my chemical romance was an opener... i remember just watching the rev the whole time.. i ended up talking to him after the show. we talked about doing an interview next time they were up here.. and flirted a little.. if i hadnt gone with ash.. i may have gone home with the rev.. who knows.. i was way cuter then.

even after they changed sound.. i was still a huge fan.. I watched then 3 yrs ago.. when they played a really big venue.. it wasnt the same as the smaller shows.. but i was still dead center front row on the baraced... ti was still an amazing show..

im kinda devastated.