Im feeling homicidal..yeah that just about sums it up..


im was so fucking pissed.. I managed to calm down some.. but im still seeing red..and its taking everything in me not to kill my older sister.. At this time I'm not even allowed to go near my moms house.. the urge to punch her face into pulp.. means trouble i dont need..although... its well deserved.. Im sure i can get away with it.. eughh.. im so fucking pissed..

what the fuck is it with my family?? seriously? Is everyone in this fucking family fucked up beyond belief? Do we have a gene that says lets fuck shit up when things are good?" i swear..my whole fucking family... we're all fucking retarded..every last one of us.. we dont know how to be happy.

Im going to be shooting a calendar for a lowrider magazine.. two of my favorite things in one. life is good..

the movie is over.. im kinda sad.. but it was a lot of fun.


official title: Set photographer..


ok i need to get back to work.. i have major photoshop to be doing.

L.A was fucking boring. im over that city..

working on the movie set was not.. point to this.. i should have stayed to do the movie.. so much fucking fun. made a load of new friends.. and met fancy people. they were a fucking blast.. guy with the bike shop is the shit.


now i need to work on finishing up kendalls set... geex wenzdai your hella backed up you fucking lazy bitch.. not really lots of life shit popped up... have to get the wedding done. and work on the heather stuff...


geting my tablet to day.. i reallu need one of those. should get ready to leave.. going to do that. laterl

Going away to La for the weekend.. should be very interesting..



later

i was finally able to properly set uo the wireless router..

internet in the room FINALLY!!!!

ive been up all night doing jack shit.. just playing with stuff. i should be in bed.. sleeping.. fucking FAIL

oh well i'll pay for it later im sure..

REAL LIFE NEWS:

Wednesday im going to sacramento to shoot Heather. Friday I have a HUGE fashion show to shoot.. and then saturday im going to shoot Sams wedding.. Im keeping BUSY!

Just got back from HELLRIDE.. fucking amazing.

near then end i played "name that SG" with my self... cause everyone else there .. yeah point was i laughed


i gots to see it agian.

no more drinking on an empty stomach...


those drinks hit me quicker then the shits... ugh.. my stomach hurts..

The movie that i shot the cover for is going to start at then end of the month... looks like im going to be a lot more involved then i thought... ughhhh.
im tired..and my tummy hurts..

I have the "ROCK ME SEXY JESUS" song stuck in my head..Ive been yapping about this movie with myself cause it sounds to fucking awfully amazing.. i HAVE to see it.. no one else seems as into it as i am... pfft just watch.. for some reason i cant figure out how to download the song as a ringtown.. stupid cellphone websites..

in other news GlennSweet and I are going to start pimping the studio! woot! its going to look pimp.. im excited... Im going to look and see if we can make a fake kitchen.. whadayathink Glenn?? some cutesie 50's looking shit? eh eh eh .. those damn stoves were crazy thought...and heavier then shit.


Ive lost all sense of time.. i thought today was Thursday.. its Wednesday.. what the fuck? im already making plans to get up early and see vanessa carlton in downtown.. but that on thursday..

Im listening to stupid soundtrack music... "Everyone has AIDS" is on..who comes up with that kind of shit.. lol i dont know im listening to it so i dont know what that says about me.. onto monty python and school house rock..

I need to get a real job.. I'm so hopeless without a reason to actually get up and do a normal time schedule.. anyone want to hire my ass?