So I guess everything is just now hitting me, And this is the only blog I have other than Tumblr and I don't really feel like posting this on there. But as I said, EVERYTHING is hitting me all at once.
For one I'm moving to Arizona, For a guy. FOR A GUY. Dumb right? Yeah I love him. But I'm selling all of my things, Packing my shit up, And going. And on top of that he constantly tours with bands so I never get to see him anymore. So not only am I throwing my life away for this guy, He won't even be there with me most of the time in Arizona.
So long story short, I'm throwing my life away to be with a guy, when I still have to wait around to just be able to spend a week with him.
To be honest, I'm petrified. What if things don't work out? Then I'm stuck in the middle of Arizona, with NOTHING, Ugh. i can't believe this is happening. And I'm leaving in less than a month now. I guess it all hit me when I was at the show tonight and my friend made a shout out to me before he started playing their set saying this was for me, and that'd they'd miss me when I was gone.
I can't believe my life right now.
For one I'm moving to Arizona, For a guy. FOR A GUY. Dumb right? Yeah I love him. But I'm selling all of my things, Packing my shit up, And going. And on top of that he constantly tours with bands so I never get to see him anymore. So not only am I throwing my life away for this guy, He won't even be there with me most of the time in Arizona.
So long story short, I'm throwing my life away to be with a guy, when I still have to wait around to just be able to spend a week with him.
To be honest, I'm petrified. What if things don't work out? Then I'm stuck in the middle of Arizona, with NOTHING, Ugh. i can't believe this is happening. And I'm leaving in less than a month now. I guess it all hit me when I was at the show tonight and my friend made a shout out to me before he started playing their set saying this was for me, and that'd they'd miss me when I was gone.
I can't believe my life right now.









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