The House of Mirth reads like an an 1900's version of a reality show.

I had no idea the term Colored still was said in Ireland. Something seems so wrong about that. I think I need to have a talk with someone before they fly over to the US. Don't want them to get the shit kicked out of them while over here.

In other news I must be getting soft, we have a mouse in the house and unlike in the past I don't want to have to kill it to catch it.

Those that like to mislead people need to go jump off a cliff.

I hate hospitals and I hate getting hurt even more. Why or why must I be so accident prone....

Sometimes you just don't see things coming. So the place I used to work and manage was making good money before the new owners sold it for the fast money. Turns out some old customers with money are looking for something to invest in. A yesterday out of no where I was asked to work up a business plan and the start up cost of reopening. My reward if the investor or investors like it is 1/3 to a half share in the business.

But i need to keep my self from looking to far ahead because things I end up getting excited about tend to crash and burn.

It's raining here, kind of a nice change.

I haven't been around much, have lots of thinking and such to do. One thing i can't stop thinking about is how much pain i have been in the last few months. Doesn't help i refuse to take anything for it. Oh well.

Friend of mine that has become a pain in the backside because of his addiction is far away from me. Also a good thing, says he is going to try and clean up because people there don't know about oxy. I call bullshit on that.

Nerdgasim.


My first new computer in 8 years just showed up.

Well I am sick but it has been a nice couple of days.

I went for a drive 2 days ago, I drove till I was out in the middle of no where. open fields and farm land. It was early morning and the way the sun was shining on the fields made them glow a nice gold color. I also saw a baby deer running around. Ended up at a lake that was close because it was so early in the morning still, but i got out of the truck after parking on the side of the road and walked down for a bit.

I saw a bunch of other cool or out of place things on my drive, next time i need to bring a camera though.

I beat back the boredom. Not that I really did a whole lot but thinks are better.

Just cleaning and working out. Playing with the dogs and catching a movie now and then.

I am thinking I should try and new things as well. Maybe try eating out again, there is an Indian restaurant close by. I should try it. Anxiety can kiss my backside.

I am bored. Nothing seems to keep me entertained much this last week or so.