Made something AWESOME yesterday.

It's not edited yet, but it should be coming to SG soon :3

My wonderful mum had a birthday and I gave her the ultimate gift.
She never once pulled out her wallet






I'm also trying to get a new set up, so hopefully that works!


Thank you all for your love and support
-V

I decided I'm taking a break

Enjoying the little things
Bioshock Infinite
Joined a gym
Catchin flicks
Catchin rays
New Phone
New Car
Drama free
Bitch free
Asshole free
















I'm putting my middle fingers in the aye-errr
and waving them like I just do not cay-err
<3
-V

I'm still alive
Dying to shoot a new set, but it's impossible to find a photographer in Arizona.
People in this place seem to just be real pieces of work.






Hoping for the future.
-V

Boobs for you

I need a day filled with coffee and tea and disney princess movies.
<3



Lately:
-Blonde
-Nostalgic
-Childish
-Not depressed anymore
-In need of a new set, baaad
-A bit more tattooed
-Saving for a trip to Disneyland
-Grossly cheerful
-Entirely too lazy
-Fueled on caffeine

Hope all of you lovely babes are doing well

HOKAY - Sooo, things on my mind as of late...
(Random Rants)

1.) I NEED TO LOSE SOME WEIGHT: omfgwhydidyoujusteatthat? you're not hungry. spit it out. gross. stop. exercise, i dont care how cold you are omfgggg get up you lazy asssss. work out. dont eat that! howmanyfuckingtimesdoihavetotellmyself staaawwwwppppp

2.) I NEED MUNAAAY: Work work work. Spend spend spend. I want to finish my tattoo, when is Christmas gunna be overrr, oh shit, it's almost here. LAMMME, i have like no shopping done waaahhhh.

3.) I NEED TO GET OVER SHIT: Let it go, let it go, growing up is receiving that apology you never received, get over it. Get over yourself. STOP TAKING THINGS TO HEART. You cry too much, cry baby. Don't be so pessimistic, stop. Just stop. Take a step back, you're fine. It's not the end of the world.

Phew, okay sorry. Now that THAT is over, PITCHERS! :3

(If you follow me on instagram, sorry for the repeats)

My Thanksgiving was in summation an intoxicated crusade.





I played dress up







And had a birthday WHICH also resulted in the consumption of too much alcohol...




And inbetween I've done things like get naked, watch tv, and eat. Excitement.











I really REALLY REALLY want to shoot a new set, hoping that somehow someway that will happen :/

Till next time, I hope everyone is loving the shit out of their December.
Here's a cute cat
OOOOIT'SSOCUTE!


Love to you all <3
(here's a photo from summertime that human eyes were not meant to see.)

Sorry for the lack of blogs lately! I've been super busy lately! But here's a few shots from recent shoots!
A bit more X Rated since it's SG
The XE Photography ones haven't been edited yet, just water marked

So just when I was about to give up on modeling...










Finished photos soon! I'm also hopefully shooting with Plush Suicide on Saturday!
lots of loves

V

RANT ALERT.
Giving up on modeling and giving up on people, "friends", everyone.
I want to move to Oceanside, California and become a recluse who feeds seagulls all day long.
I am so sick of everyone. I've grown to become so cynical and have had so many good "friends" turn against me and fuck up my life just to be spiteful. I wish I could be a big giant C word and get ahead in life like everyone else, but I don't have the heart to be a cruel person. I've become so depressed recently. I hardly eat and I have to smoke before bed so I can sleep. I want to see a therapist, but I feel there just isn't enough time to actually go see one. I've been incredibly sad and felt so lost. I deleted my facebook so I wouldn't get harassed, blocked people from instagram, and have pretty much tossed my goals and aspirations in the trash. I just want a new life. I want to get away from everyone and everything. It's amazing how one person can literally destroy your spirit.
I am lost and I can't seem to find my way at all anymore. I need help and I have no idea how to help myself.


I'm at a loss