I have been really busy. Working a lot. Also looking for a part time job. Working two jobs will be tiring but hopefully worth it. Other than working I have been working on my flirting skills. I am horrible at it! I don't always know how to attract people or start a conversation so this is really tough for me. Yesterday I flirted with a cute teenage boy through the drive thru window at Backyard Burgers. It went ok but I felt really silly. After that encounter I tried flirting with a girl at Starbucks. That pretty much bombed. Oh well. Lessons learned. I am hoping it will go better next time.

I had a biopsy on Tuesday. There was a lump in my breast and lymph node in my armpit. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I'm a little sore and swollen but doing good. Other than that I have been obsessing over taking a language course. I have been told that I need to speak French in order to move up in the rank at Chanel. I'm hoping to start lessons within the month.

I need a massage.

I've been so busy and so tired lately. Lots of things going on.

I am back at work. Stay busy. I am also working on opening my own bar. I found the location now all I need is start up cash.

The last couple of days have been a little crazy. I have been to the doctor almost everyday this week. I was given new medication on Tuesday and had an allergic reaction. I couldn't breathe it was scary. I now have a nebulizer that I have to use three times a day. Yay! I get to take it to work. Ha Ha!

This week has been really busy. I am getting ready to go back to work on Monday. I am so excited. Two months off is enough. My health is improving daily but I still move slowly. On Wednesday, I had my hair done by Aleda. It looks beautiful and is much easier to manage. She cut it and colored it. The blond is blonder and the underside is pink. I love it! Hopefully my job can handle the pink and won't make me cover it up. Tonight I am hanging out with a boy I adore. He's on my list of favorite people.

This week has been really busy. I am getting ready to go back to work on Monday. I am so excited. Two months off is enough. My health is improving daily but I still moving slowly. On Wednesday, I had my hair done by Aleda. It looks beautiful and is much easier to manage. She cut it and colored it. The blond is blonder and the underside is pink. I love it! Hopefully my job can handle the pink and won't make me cover it up. Tonight I am hanging out with a boy I adore. He's on my list of favorite people.

Sorry for my lack of updates. Life has been a rollercoaster lately. Right now life is pretty good. My health is improving and I will soon return to work. Eight weeks off is enough. I am bored and the medical bills are mounting. On a positive note, I have found a second job. I will try to work as much as possible until my medical expenses are paid. I went to the 12:00 AM showing of The Dark Knight this morning. It was interesting but long. Action movies are not my thing but a guy friend of mine really wanted to go so we went together. I want to thank everyone who wished me well during my recovery and loss of my Grandfather. It means so much to me. Hopefully you are all well. xoxo!!

Long time no update. My life has been a bit insane lately. I am still recovering (poorly) for my lastest surgery. I have had a fever for three weeks and have been in and out of the hospital. I was coping ok until my Grandfather passed away last week. That has been the hardest thing that I have ever gone through. He was such an important figure in my life. I miss him so much. I can't even begin to describe how big of an influence he has been in my life. I am trying to keep my mind busy and think positive thoughts but it rarely works. I do have moments of happiness but then feel guilty for feeling happy. Hopefully I will be back to normal soon. I really miss work. It's been a lonely month.

Tomorrow I have my first post op appointment. Hopefully I will receive good news.