hallelujah! my shit is all fixed 
i can take a shower. life is a little beter in my house! my basement is dry. some roots were snaked out while i was at work. tomorrow is friday and i am ready to celebrate!
to show that other side of me, some photographs taken last week at the tattoo party i went to with Dryad and Jhay (pictured below with me, and RahRah, in fact). they are some rad people indeed. i was a dork and played DDR, which was nothing like dancing...at all. so i sucked at it. the silly game doesn't even take into consideration or offer extra points for arm movements or ass-shaking!
also, not getting tattooed, i drank pink smoothies, which i was unable to put down that night. made with some pineapple rum and strawberries.
someone took a liking to me and took some pictures we are going out on saturday. a girl has to keep her options open, you know?
so...i am heading to ann arbor tomorrow night. to the famed Necto. the interweb tells me it's gay night, so i am going with some girlfriends. to do some real dancing, not this DDR shit
leave some kind words at the beep. *beeeeeep.*
i can take a shower. life is a little beter in my house! my basement is dry. some roots were snaked out while i was at work. tomorrow is friday and i am ready to celebrate!
to show that other side of me, some photographs taken last week at the tattoo party i went to with Dryad and Jhay (pictured below with me, and RahRah, in fact). they are some rad people indeed. i was a dork and played DDR, which was nothing like dancing...at all. so i sucked at it. the silly game doesn't even take into consideration or offer extra points for arm movements or ass-shaking!
also, not getting tattooed, i drank
pink smoothies, which i was unable to put down that night. made with some pineapple rum and strawberries. someone took a liking to me and took some pictures
we are going out on saturday. a girl has to keep her options open, you know? so...i am heading to ann arbor tomorrow night. to the famed Necto. the interweb tells me it's gay night, so i am going with some girlfriends. to do some real dancing, not this DDR shit
leave some kind words at the beep. *beeeeeep.*
rumor has it that there are some pictures of me floating around on this site. well, this is the face that goes with the boobs.
it has been a less-than-wonderful week so far. sunday night we discovered an inch of water had covered our basement floor. spent much of the night vacuuming the water up with three (yeah three, my family does NOT fuck around) machines. but days of rain have finally worn us down. it came back today, even though it was sunny. the river is overflowing not even a block over. it has never been this bad and we have lived here more than 20 years.
i am hoping we can do something to fix it quickly or lose everything that's down there. in the spirit of escapism and to lighten the mood, i used my new webcam to take some photos and make a short video to send to someone who misses me. i did try to upload it to sg, but it did not want to work. cest la vie! hence, the still photos. the pink straw is in a tasty mixed drink, because i went out and got waaaasted last night.
my mind is somewhere else. i want to fast forward life a week or two. i don't think i would miss anything, really.
what a wonderful weekend! we had nearly too much fun
(pictures to follow, although you should really check out my album to get the full effect, as several of the photos get cut off in my journal)
(pictures to follow, although you should really check out my album to get the full effect, as several of the photos get cut off in my journal)
we drank martinis, took photos, watched The Happening (which, was SO horrible, btw), had some sake (which i really loved) and held each other like there was no tomorrow. not to mention the wonderful, earth-rent-in-two sex we had. he cooked, i washed dishes. it seemed very natural.
needless to say, i wanted to stay. three and a half hours doesn't seem like it's too far. we'll see what happens, i guess
soooo...my boy-problems aside, i have a photoshoot planned for this weekend!
being a list-maker and planner of extreme nitpickiness, i have made lists of beauty rituals that i have to perform, before i will be ready. yesterday it was shopping at Parisian for red RED lipstick. today it is: pedicure (blood red) and SERIOUS body scrub, sugar lip scrub and facial exfoliation. i will also be shopping for a sexy black garter belt (one that fits my stacked-yet-skinny physique). tomorrow...will be wardrobe and hair treatments
i love being a girl!
so, all that being said, please let me know if you have any great ideas for me. the shoot will also involve another girl, so it could get pretty sexy
i am hoping for a retro-styled theme, bondage, goth...or who knows? the photographer is really good, so i am super excited for what it might be like.
leave some positive comments here. this will not be a shoot for sg (he refuses to sign the contract, for good reason, i suppose) but i will post the results for you to enjoy
being a list-maker and planner of extreme nitpickiness, i have made lists of beauty rituals that i have to perform, before i will be ready. yesterday it was shopping at Parisian for red RED lipstick. today it is: pedicure (blood red) and SERIOUS body scrub, sugar lip scrub and facial exfoliation. i will also be shopping for a sexy black garter belt (one that fits my stacked-yet-skinny physique). tomorrow...will be wardrobe and hair treatments
i love being a girl!
so, all that being said, please let me know if you have any great ideas for me. the shoot will also involve another girl, so it could get pretty sexy
i am hoping for a retro-styled theme, bondage, goth...or who knows? the photographer is really good, so i am super excited for what it might be like.
leave some positive comments here. this will not be a shoot for sg (he refuses to sign the contract, for good reason, i suppose) but i will post the results for you to enjoy
i need to stop giving up on people after a few days of non-communication.
boys are strange creatures, indeed. i feel like i should just throw away my internal "guy rule book" and do the exact opposite of what makes sense to me. i feel like i am speaking a different language. that "i like you" actually means "i am weak" or "i am easy"
can't people be nice to each other without the games!
i am not sure how much longer i can handle being alone. uncertainty...makes me fairly crazy. i want someone to lean on!
i am having one of those weeks...where i feel ugly and worthless. where, when he doesn't send me an email in 28 hours...means i am wasting my time. i guess he's just not that into me
fucking barf!
boys are strange creatures, indeed. i feel like i should just throw away my internal "guy rule book" and do the exact opposite of what makes sense to me. i feel like i am speaking a different language. that "i like you" actually means "i am weak" or "i am easy"
can't people be nice to each other without the games!
i am not sure how much longer i can handle being alone. uncertainty...makes me fairly crazy. i want someone to lean on!
i am having one of those weeks...where i feel ugly and worthless. where, when he doesn't send me an email in 28 hours...means i am wasting my time. i guess he's just not that into me
fucking barf!
so...new pictures are up here! from last weekend at the the dirty show!
taken by my wonderful friend the fauxtographer.
god did we ever have fun! i ran into lots of my old friends, saw lots of crazy-sexy art, and made some new friends too! i will be back this weekend, at least on Valentine's Day.
i bought a pink bustier with black velvet trim. so look out for me and say hi!
don't i look fucking friendly?! so c'mon...DO IT!
taken by my wonderful friend the fauxtographer.
god did we ever have fun! i ran into lots of my old friends, saw lots of crazy-sexy art, and made some new friends too! i will be back this weekend, at least on Valentine's Day.
i bought a pink bustier with black velvet trim. so look out for me and say hi!
don't i look fucking friendly?! so c'mon...DO IT!
so it looks like i will be in attendance at the Dirty Show, but not an actual part of the show. i think i will be there opening night and closing night.
to be honest, the part that they offered me...was not my style. i didn't realize how good i had it the last two years, with the Fat Bottom Girls.
but i am not going to let it bother me, i am going to have a blast with my friends and some new people i am planning to meet
a photographer, with actual chops and work in the show, is wanting to take my photo, so there may be some good documentation of this year's festivities, both during the show and afterwards look for me in a purple and black garter dress, with brilliant red hair
L.
yeah, new metal in my face as of yesterday. i am in love with it!
it's crazy, but my mom said it made her sick to look at, but that just made me love it all the more. it is like my big fuck you to all the haters.
what have you done lately that made you proud of yourself?
