forget it. i tried to post the trailer of Batman: Arkham Origins Full Trailer
but for whatever reason it wont let me. .
enjoy!
XD
but for whatever reason it wont let me. .
enjoy!
XD
“Courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear - not absence of fear.”
-Mark Twain
so i do my best to live fearlessly, and i try my best to encourage others to do so also. i don't like it when i let fear control me. i get side railed. it helps keep me focused when i know others got my back to bring me where i want my happy ass to be. and i noticed i have the attention span of a goldfish especially when i'm my happy self because everything is so darn exciting to me! well almost everything..
so yes....focused
smile
please choose to be kind
ahh...
i need to get back up to par on my own happy level. a series of unfortunate events has left me a little on the down side, and it's not quite over yet.
none the less, i am still a very happy and positive person. i just need a little extra encouragement. i've decided that i will not allow these road bumps to distract me from what is important.
this song is kindly helping me focus at this moment.actually haven't heard it in a while. I love everything about it. i keep making it pop up on all my playlists. first i was just paying attention to the melody, dancing around like a fool. then i listened to the words. perfect timing.
please smile
please be kind
please choose to love
******EDIT*******
my best friend's dog was put to sleep today. He was the closest for me to ever owning a dog. I'm so sorry my Love. Love you Kuma, we'll meet again someday good boy
i need to get back up to par on my own happy level. a series of unfortunate events has left me a little on the down side, and it's not quite over yet.
none the less, i am still a very happy and positive person. i just need a little extra encouragement. i've decided that i will not allow these road bumps to distract me from what is important.
this song is kindly helping me focus at this moment.actually haven't heard it in a while. I love everything about it. i keep making it pop up on all my playlists. first i was just paying attention to the melody, dancing around like a fool. then i listened to the words. perfect timing.
please smile
please be kind
please choose to love
******EDIT*******
my best friend's dog was put to sleep today. He was the closest for me to ever owning a dog. I'm so sorry my Love. Love you Kuma, we'll meet again someday good boy
i can't believe i'm still awake.
i'm trying to find something nice to wear for someone that passed away on Tuesday, who i very much considered a wonderful woman and friend. I know she can't see me anymore, but I still want to look my best, at least look like i'm holding it together. she is the aunt of someone who is very special to me.
she was not well, and she was elderly, but i didn't think she was old, 76. (i have a grand-uncle that's 91 and is still rockin' as my dentist). she had been going for a long time, and i'm glad she's not suffering anymore. i unfortunately didn't get to know her for very long. about only 3 1/2 years. she was very generous and thoughtful. she played a lot of card games that i didn't understand, but sitting next to her and watching was always fun because she was so good at them. And i was very excited to go see her always.
i was able to see her the night before she passed. i made plans with her that next time i saw her, we were going to have a girls day. I'd style her hair and make her nephew paint her toe nails. Before we (her nephew and i) left i asked if i could pray with her so we did. i told her i loved her before we parted. i was so sure i'd see her next week for our date. she was gone 6 hours later. stopped breathing while she slept. and now i'm heartbroken.
thank you dear lady for having the opportunity to know you. i'll see you again someday....
i'm trying to find something nice to wear for someone that passed away on Tuesday, who i very much considered a wonderful woman and friend. I know she can't see me anymore, but I still want to look my best, at least look like i'm holding it together. she is the aunt of someone who is very special to me.
she was not well, and she was elderly, but i didn't think she was old, 76. (i have a grand-uncle that's 91 and is still rockin' as my dentist). she had been going for a long time, and i'm glad she's not suffering anymore. i unfortunately didn't get to know her for very long. about only 3 1/2 years. she was very generous and thoughtful. she played a lot of card games that i didn't understand, but sitting next to her and watching was always fun because she was so good at them. And i was very excited to go see her always.
i was able to see her the night before she passed. i made plans with her that next time i saw her, we were going to have a girls day. I'd style her hair and make her nephew paint her toe nails. Before we (her nephew and i) left i asked if i could pray with her so we did. i told her i loved her before we parted. i was so sure i'd see her next week for our date. she was gone 6 hours later. stopped breathing while she slept. and now i'm heartbroken.
thank you dear lady for having the opportunity to know you. i'll see you again someday....
things that made me happy today:
I've decided that instead of having bad days, i'm going to call them interesting. it has a more positive ring to it.
my parents and grandparents taught me how to dance the tango
(dancing with my daddy at my uncle's 65th birthday party after christmas but before new year's)
and i was dancing in super tall shoes and didn't hurt myself
(had these on that night...i'm way short)
I've decided that instead of having bad days, i'm going to call them interesting. it has a more positive ring to it.
my parents and grandparents taught me how to dance the tango
(dancing with my daddy at my uncle's 65th birthday party after christmas but before new year's)
and i was dancing in super tall shoes and didn't hurt myself
(had these on that night...i'm way short)
i now have a cell that works properly and i can take and receive calls. I now can see how much i have taken for granted calling versus texting. i love the sound of a person's voice. It's kind of like i love giving hand written letters and getting them as opposed to typed letters.
that's all for now
i'm sleepy
~please be kind
~smile!
***EDIT***
yeasterday i had an interesting day TT_TT
last month i had the baby shower for my sis and bro-in-law. it was a success YAY
now...
baby is due tomorrow. if she doesn't come by sunday my sister will be induced. i'm nervous and excited. so now i can't sleep. too many cookies (not enough cookies?) have been consumed and i cant stop organizing and reorganizing my room. i can't wait to meet my god-daughter!!!
choose to love
be kind
smile!
UPDATE:
............................................
my sister is in labor! my god-daughter will be here either by the end of the night or tomorrow! I'm so super excited and gushing with LOVE!!! i wish you could all be here so that i could share all this excessive joy!
now...
baby is due tomorrow. if she doesn't come by sunday my sister will be induced. i'm nervous and excited. so now i can't sleep. too many cookies (not enough cookies?) have been consumed and i cant stop organizing and reorganizing my room. i can't wait to meet my god-daughter!!!
choose to love
be kind
smile!
UPDATE:
............................................
my sister is in labor! my god-daughter will be here either by the end of the night or tomorrow! I'm so super excited and gushing with LOVE!!! i wish you could all be here so that i could share all this excessive joy!
I have eaten waaay too much candy right now. I'm trying to do the last minute touches on my god-sister's and her husband's baby shower decorations and goodies for later on today. I really hope it turns out well. This is their first child and I'm the god-mommy!! I was left also with the responsibility to pick a name, and the one that I chose they like! I cannot wait to meet this baby!!! I love her so much already!!!
I'm a tad bit nervous because she didn't seem so grateful when I helped plan her wedding. I kept finding ways to save money and they kept finding ways to spend it. Whatever. I had waaaay more fun at their wedding than they did and they kept scolding me for it the entire time
To try and counter the nervousness and sugar high, I'm chilling out to some music and Delta Force is playing in the background. I need a backrub from being all tense. sheesh.
sharing is caring! enjoy some music with me!
smile
please be kind
choose to love
***EDIT
i always forget to put up pics of the 3 shirts that Karma sent me. she's so awesome! Thank you so much laydeh!!!!!
I'm a tad bit nervous because she didn't seem so grateful when I helped plan her wedding. I kept finding ways to save money and they kept finding ways to spend it. Whatever. I had waaaay more fun at their wedding than they did and they kept scolding me for it the entire time
To try and counter the nervousness and sugar high, I'm chilling out to some music and Delta Force is playing in the background. I need a backrub from being all tense. sheesh.
sharing is caring! enjoy some music with me!
smile
please be kind
choose to love
***EDIT
i always forget to put up pics of the 3 shirts that Karma sent me. she's so awesome! Thank you so much laydeh!!!!!
got him tickets and went to the shedd aquarium for his birthday. the day was so fun and only got better as it progressed. 
took the train. bought some comics. took a taxi. got to see the jellies exhibit. ate some food. had a drink there (way too expensive for the dinky drink). took pics. too bad we didn't get to see Nickle the sea turtle but i always love to see the sea dragons and horses and some of the sea horses were preggies! maybe he'll let me borrow some of the pics. the camera on my cell is pretty crummy but i still tried though. I tried taking a pic of the chicago skyline directly outside, but it's a pretty awful blurry mess of a pic. upon leaving the shedd we split a limo fare with some chics on our way back to the train station. fun times. memories to take up space.
I hope i'll remember this. it's already starting to fuzz.
smile
be good
thank you
took the train. bought some comics. took a taxi. got to see the jellies exhibit. ate some food. had a drink there (way too expensive for the dinky drink). took pics. too bad we didn't get to see Nickle the sea turtle but i always love to see the sea dragons and horses and some of the sea horses were preggies! maybe he'll let me borrow some of the pics. the camera on my cell is pretty crummy but i still tried though. I tried taking a pic of the chicago skyline directly outside, but it's a pretty awful blurry mess of a pic. upon leaving the shedd we split a limo fare with some chics on our way back to the train station. fun times. memories to take up space. I hope i'll remember this. it's already starting to fuzz.
smile
be good
thank you
okay I'm going to attempt to get this written before I pass out.
So YAY I went to comic con this Friday with silentwhisper and had a blast. I got us tickets a week ago because he said he'd pay for other stuff. great trade off. Got most of the comics i was looking for....or at least all on my list
-new 52 all-star western 1-6 (i've got 7-9)
-emily strange graphic novel #1 lost,dark & bored (i get a kick outta her)
-lady mechanika #3 (i have 0-2)
I wasn't looking for it but i also got new 52 wonder woman 1&2 silent pointed out that brian azzarello was involved with it and said it must be good. the owner for that shop said he was pleasantly surprised by it too. i think silentwhisper bought those for me. I can't remember which ones he bought. we took turns. He got a lot of what he was looking for too. What I remember is new 52 Swamp Thing, new 52 Aquaman 1 (still need 4!!!!), and DC Universe by Alan Moore. A collection of his stories. know that it has the story "for the man who has everything." it's one of his favorite stories and mine too.
we also bought a lot of art. I looooove what we got! Hopefully we'll get it framed this time and also the awesome stuff we got last year. oh procrastination!!!! when i have time i'll put up pics of the art.
Also bought 2 dvds but didn't get the one i was looking for. I got the raid redemption, he got something that I can't remember (i'm so terrible at remembering >_<) and I was looking for ponyo ......
probably my favorite moment though was when he gave me money for ice cream =D
but before all that ..on our way to the con...we got into a car accident
everyone involved was okay thank goodness. no major damage to his car or anyone else's in my eyes. it delayed us 2 hours of getting there, but as you can tell, it didn't ruin anything =) but I am sore
So YAY I went to comic con this Friday with silentwhisper and had a blast. I got us tickets a week ago because he said he'd pay for other stuff. great trade off. Got most of the comics i was looking for....or at least all on my list
-new 52 all-star western 1-6 (i've got 7-9)
-emily strange graphic novel #1 lost,dark & bored (i get a kick outta her)
-lady mechanika #3 (i have 0-2)
I wasn't looking for it but i also got new 52 wonder woman 1&2
silent pointed out that brian azzarello was involved with it and said it must be good. the owner for that shop said he was pleasantly surprised by it too. i think silentwhisper bought those for me. I can't remember which ones he bought. we took turns. He got a lot of what he was looking for too. What I remember is new 52 Swamp Thing, new 52 Aquaman 1 (still need 4!!!!), and DC Universe by Alan Moore. A collection of his stories. know that it has the story "for the man who has everything." it's one of his favorite stories and mine too. we also bought a lot of art. I looooove what we got! Hopefully we'll get it framed this time and also the awesome stuff we got last year. oh procrastination!!!! when i have time i'll put up pics of the art.
Also bought 2 dvds but didn't get the one i was looking for. I got the raid redemption, he got something that I can't remember (i'm so terrible at remembering >_<) and I was looking for ponyo ......
probably my favorite moment though was when he gave me money for ice cream =D
but before all that ..on our way to the con...we got into a car accident
everyone involved was okay thank goodness. no major damage to his car or anyone else's in my eyes. it delayed us 2 hours of getting there, but as you can tell, it didn't ruin anything =) but I am sore
story of the accident^^^
everyone smile and be safe and happy pleeeeaaase!!!!!
sorry if you got bored and thank you if you read it all
**hugs**
I'm gonna be in New York for a wedding that I don't even want to go to. It's all family obligation. Dag nabit! I've never traveled alone before and on top of that flew alone. I have a health condition that might make things uncomfortable, so mainly dizzyness, nausea, and headaches. Freaking brain stuff. I dunno. Maybe that's a normal thing. 
Last time I went to see this family (this is my dad's old friend and we are associated through pops being the oldest boy's god father ) it didn't turn out so well. My aunt (dad's friend) is someone who buys your affection. Last time she tried to get me set up with one of her rich friend's sons. What a complete douche. Horrible person. I get along with my aun'ts first 2 sons fine, they're like big brothers to me. The oldest son is married and has his own famiy. The middle son is getting married. The youngest boy is my age and we don't get along because I don't cater to spoiled brats. Hopefully he's grown up and maybe I'll have someone to chill with.....
Hopefully things will go well. I have good expectations for it all. I want to be pleasantly surprised.
On another note
Riddick (bunny dude) is now an adult male in bunny age and is following his nature to mate. His object of affection is me and I'm truly grossed out. He tried to mate with my right foot and I almost punted him to the moon. Next month, he's getting neutered.
Smile all you dears! Hugs and well wishes for all of you!
~Ciao
Last time I went to see this family (this is my dad's old friend and we are associated through pops being the oldest boy's god father ) it didn't turn out so well. My aunt (dad's friend) is someone who buys your affection. Last time she tried to get me set up with one of her rich friend's sons. What a complete douche. Horrible person. I get along with my aun'ts first 2 sons fine, they're like big brothers to me. The oldest son is married and has his own famiy. The middle son is getting married. The youngest boy is my age and we don't get along because I don't cater to spoiled brats. Hopefully he's grown up and maybe I'll have someone to chill with.....
Hopefully things will go well. I have good expectations for it all. I want to be pleasantly surprised.
On another note
Riddick (bunny dude) is now an adult male in bunny age and is following his nature to mate. His object of affection is me and I'm truly grossed out. He tried to mate with my right foot and I almost punted him to the moon. Next month, he's getting neutered.
Smile all you dears! Hugs and well wishes for all of you!
~Ciao
