Taxes suck, but getting a nice hunk of cash back at the end of every year kinda makes up for it.

The marriage is tentatively scheduled for the 21st of May. It will be at her church, presided over by her pastor and her grandfather, with her parents' presence and blessing. Small miracle.

My fiancess parents have informed her that I am not suitably Christian enough to marry her, and thus they refuse to help us out at all in our desire to get wed. Furthermore, any attempts by us to get married on our own would be construed as her blatantly disobeying her parents and her church, and would be grounds for them to disown her if necessary.
"If instead I were to run away and marry you despite them, I give the message to everyone I know
who cares for me that I would rather follow my desires than do what God directs, both in obeying
my parents and not marrying unequally. So I declare myself reprobate and in rebellion against him
and my church, and I have no way back. Basically, I sever my relationships here, and cause
everyone excruciating grief, etc."


FUCK PARENTS!
They need to be stabified and burninated.

Life is lovely. I wonder how this little mess will turn out?

I am home and settling in. Nothing to do but play EQ2 all day and jack off. Life is funny like that. I should go out and get drunk or something, keep myself occupied. I miss my wife. Yeah, yeah, "she's not (my) wife yet" whatthefuckever. There is empty space she is supposed to be filling, and it bugs me. And I don't care if we haven't gone before the minister yet, she is mine, just as I am hers. I am sick to death of waiting. Her parents better like me. It doesn't really matter if they do or not, but it would be nice.
Wednesday. On a plane, thousand miles, frozen hills of NC, face to face with her mother and father. I should bring a gun. No, I should bring myself.
I don't know how this can possibly all come together.
I miss my wife.

Graduating tomarrow. Class done. Honor Grad. Long drive home. New apartment to organise my stuff in, electric and cable intarweb already scheduled for install. Return to normalcy? Fiancee is not coming. She goes home to the parents to explain my significance and face their wrath for loss of virginity prior to nuptuals and beg them to set aside their wrath and see me as she does, a shining example of good husband. Will they accept me? I will discover this firsthand as I spend five days of christmas with them. Little mini-vacation for me, flying to her home. It's gonna be fun. "Pleased to meet you sir, I am the scumbag who violated your daughter, and now I have the audacity to demand that you give her to me for keeps..." Wish me luck.
Prolly gonna let my account expire. Low on funds and the new miss doesn't approve of porn. Since she is fully willing to meet my needs to the extent of her ability, I think I will try living by her morals, see if it works for me.

So. Yeah. Definitely gonna marry me. Gots to go to her place over Christmas and talk to her folks. Kinda wierd. Me, going for a good girl when I am so bad. I wonder if she will play everquest with me and stay up late to watch Farscape on SciFi?

SEX! SEX! SEX! SEX!
sexsexsexsexsexsexsex
SEX! SEX! SEX! SEX!
sexsexsexsexsexsexsex
(does a little dance)
The girl is mine.
As I am hers.

Life is wierd. I'm not sure what to make of this new turn of events. I think I will just sit back and wait and see what happens. If anything. Peace be unto you, beloved.