Ladies and Gentlemen! INFERNO
(some of the poems have stupid lil computer typos, some reason they won't go away, sorry)
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LIMBO
Just the teeth on a gear
Simply attach to a wheel
Running on this machine
Long since broken
Just like a zombie
Inevitably devouring
Pain is repeating
And left with the loneliness
This damaged seed
Sprouted into an dying tree
Withered branches for the fiends to feed
And soil is made of rust and ashes
Of what I could had been
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LUST
Through the opening of Hell
I descent into a realm of bliss
Her chamber seen with candle light
Her curves covered only in lace
With begging eyes
As the storm rustles outside
Black lipstick stains my memories
Hair smells of autumn nights
And taste of eternal life
Her breasts surround my face
My arms wrap around her milk white waist
On her knees she brings
On her back she receives
As I drink between her thighs
She thrusts in pleasure
Bites my skin then licks the pain
I am just a slave for my suicide queen
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GLUTTONY
Voracity
Filth, Hunger
Gorge, Destroy, Transform
Overweight avarice queens, super size filth kings
Wanting seconds with a full plate
Eating, Indigestion of the shit
Cannot breathe still eat
Hurt, Disgust
Pigs
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GREED
The man morphed into a dollar bill
The American Christ preaches greed
Drinking the green paper wine
While the rest of the table dies
Tables full of starving eyes
Looking into empty plates in the east
You masked your stealing hands by shaking hands
Selling short changing
Buying their luxury with your money
Old deceivers want it
Young gullible collectors make it
Everyone in the middle is robbed
Future’s taken away from shaking hands
We are just zeroes
On someone else’s currency
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ANGER
In past I loved you, but now no longer
Your presence and scent still linger
Scars grow into me until skin blisters
If our history was a text it be a war
A war where you killed every last bit of me
So I had to sacrifice my dreams to taste you
And you burn me until my ashes are gone
If cold was my last emotion
I would be warmer than you could be
I cannot believe you throw away
The only thing that fucking loved you
The only thing that mattered
Heart aches from mistakes
Body shakes with anger
I wish I could forget you
And leave behind excess waste
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HERESY
Just another name to call faith
Attach to words while you’re on throne
It’s obvious to those who are not oblivious drones
Chains to control us it’s too late
Silence falls on the world but they wait
Murders in your name
Good deeds you take the fame
No evidence unless we eat the convert cake
Truth possibly, existence not likely
If you love us then why do want us dead?
Planet slowly dies while you cloud the heads
The ties that bind, an open mind is heresy
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VIOLENCE
Standing in a forest of heartache
Where I met her for the final time
Just a broken down creature
Cuts as deep as the roots in the trees
Mommy and daddy were ghosts
And what were friends were really aliens
I can never imagine what it would be
To be truly all alone
Worthless and discarded was her world
I try to lift her up but she kept dragging me down
No sound was heard from the bleeding
Silently her body hit the ground
A pain that makes me ashamed
A pain I would gladly trade
A pain that still hurts
As I write these words today
For not even all the love in this world
Can save her from herself
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FRAUD
Whores and pimps seduced the restless
Skin trade taking, abandoned integrity
Cup filled for the drained hopeless
Second step down is tongue of flattery
Whisper me sweet covered lies
Exploitation through oral fixation
Unjust men I see on the TV screen
For a small fee through God I can heal thy
Your lose will always be his gain
Walk backwards while you speak in riddles
Measure the desperate pain with stars and bones
Twisting yesterday and haunting the tomorrow
Humanoid vultures called politicians
Bartering corruption, smiles of a demon
Force fed lies until the next vulture
Hypocrites wearing the linen lie inside
Burning bridges with your pretentious speeches
If only you followed your own advice
Go by many names but you’re still the same
Stealing gold, stealing time, stealing lives
Doctors and thieves both wear masks
Always looked up too for protection
While there not looking holding you tight
You keep them then you throw them away
As there cries increase you claim your deaf
Fake hope morphed to be real
Counterfeit what so many bleed to achieve
Disease on the honest in society
The golden rule, he who has the gold
Makes the rules and your running the game
But in the end you’ll burn down here just the same
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TREACHERY
Into the realm of Cocytus
Frozen in a reserved sea
I can no longer see fire
Only those I have hurt
Left with their tears
Diluting my reflection
Walking in fields
Of knives in innocent backs
Manufactured promises
Produce early lies
Thirty pieces of silver lay out
Push away, unable to retract
Good intentions paved the way
Alone as I sink under the ice
Drowning with the metal of
The bridges I have burned
And I once remember
All the times I was called friend
Lamentably I am too late
In the darkness up all I see is Hell
Below me
Nothing
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REBIRTH
From darkness I feel
A light coming closer
Reborn in water, reserved sinking
So why am I still alive?
On my knees I laugh until I cry
This isn’t Heaven
But this isn’t Hell
Then I realize what has faded away
All the useless feelings
I’ve held onto in my life
All the empty days
I put them rest
All the people who destroyed my life
It’s time to leave these things far behind
One step to forgiveness
Two steps to redemption
Three steps away all the pain
And four steps to a brand new day
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-So what do you think?
(some of the poems have stupid lil computer typos, some reason they won't go away, sorry)
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LIMBO
Just the teeth on a gear
Simply attach to a wheel
Running on this machine
Long since broken
Just like a zombie
Inevitably devouring
Pain is repeating
And left with the loneliness
This damaged seed
Sprouted into an dying tree
Withered branches for the fiends to feed
And soil is made of rust and ashes
Of what I could had been
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LUST
Through the opening of Hell
I descent into a realm of bliss
Her chamber seen with candle light
Her curves covered only in lace
With begging eyes
As the storm rustles outside
Black lipstick stains my memories
Hair smells of autumn nights
And taste of eternal life
Her breasts surround my face
My arms wrap around her milk white waist
On her knees she brings
On her back she receives
As I drink between her thighs
She thrusts in pleasure
Bites my skin then licks the pain
I am just a slave for my suicide queen
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GLUTTONY
Voracity
Filth, Hunger
Gorge, Destroy, Transform
Overweight avarice queens, super size filth kings
Wanting seconds with a full plate
Eating, Indigestion of the shit
Cannot breathe still eat
Hurt, Disgust
Pigs
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GREED
The man morphed into a dollar bill
The American Christ preaches greed
Drinking the green paper wine
While the rest of the table dies
Tables full of starving eyes
Looking into empty plates in the east
You masked your stealing hands by shaking hands
Selling short changing
Buying their luxury with your money
Old deceivers want it
Young gullible collectors make it
Everyone in the middle is robbed
Future’s taken away from shaking hands
We are just zeroes
On someone else’s currency
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ANGER
In past I loved you, but now no longer
Your presence and scent still linger
Scars grow into me until skin blisters
If our history was a text it be a war
A war where you killed every last bit of me
So I had to sacrifice my dreams to taste you
And you burn me until my ashes are gone
If cold was my last emotion
I would be warmer than you could be
I cannot believe you throw away
The only thing that fucking loved you
The only thing that mattered
Heart aches from mistakes
Body shakes with anger
I wish I could forget you
And leave behind excess waste
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HERESY
Just another name to call faith
Attach to words while you’re on throne
It’s obvious to those who are not oblivious drones
Chains to control us it’s too late
Silence falls on the world but they wait
Murders in your name
Good deeds you take the fame
No evidence unless we eat the convert cake
Truth possibly, existence not likely
If you love us then why do want us dead?
Planet slowly dies while you cloud the heads
The ties that bind, an open mind is heresy
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VIOLENCE
Standing in a forest of heartache
Where I met her for the final time
Just a broken down creature
Cuts as deep as the roots in the trees
Mommy and daddy were ghosts
And what were friends were really aliens
I can never imagine what it would be
To be truly all alone
Worthless and discarded was her world
I try to lift her up but she kept dragging me down
No sound was heard from the bleeding
Silently her body hit the ground
A pain that makes me ashamed
A pain I would gladly trade
A pain that still hurts
As I write these words today
For not even all the love in this world
Can save her from herself
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FRAUD
Whores and pimps seduced the restless
Skin trade taking, abandoned integrity
Cup filled for the drained hopeless
Second step down is tongue of flattery
Whisper me sweet covered lies
Exploitation through oral fixation
Unjust men I see on the TV screen
For a small fee through God I can heal thy
Your lose will always be his gain
Walk backwards while you speak in riddles
Measure the desperate pain with stars and bones
Twisting yesterday and haunting the tomorrow
Humanoid vultures called politicians
Bartering corruption, smiles of a demon
Force fed lies until the next vulture
Hypocrites wearing the linen lie inside
Burning bridges with your pretentious speeches
If only you followed your own advice
Go by many names but you’re still the same
Stealing gold, stealing time, stealing lives
Doctors and thieves both wear masks
Always looked up too for protection
While there not looking holding you tight
You keep them then you throw them away
As there cries increase you claim your deaf
Fake hope morphed to be real
Counterfeit what so many bleed to achieve
Disease on the honest in society
The golden rule, he who has the gold
Makes the rules and your running the game
But in the end you’ll burn down here just the same
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TREACHERY
Into the realm of Cocytus
Frozen in a reserved sea
I can no longer see fire
Only those I have hurt
Left with their tears
Diluting my reflection
Walking in fields
Of knives in innocent backs
Manufactured promises
Produce early lies
Thirty pieces of silver lay out
Push away, unable to retract
Good intentions paved the way
Alone as I sink under the ice
Drowning with the metal of
The bridges I have burned
And I once remember
All the times I was called friend
Lamentably I am too late
In the darkness up all I see is Hell
Below me
Nothing
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REBIRTH
From darkness I feel
A light coming closer
Reborn in water, reserved sinking
So why am I still alive?
On my knees I laugh until I cry
This isn’t Heaven
But this isn’t Hell
Then I realize what has faded away
All the useless feelings
I’ve held onto in my life
All the empty days
I put them rest
All the people who destroyed my life
It’s time to leave these things far behind
One step to forgiveness
Two steps to redemption
Three steps away all the pain
And four steps to a brand new day
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-So what do you think?
JAN 04, 2011 05:58 PM
I love it !!!!!!!! I really think that driving your words and your images to perfection!
So Hot Boy!
JAN 04, 2011 07:10 PM
JAN 04, 2011 07:27 PM
i love it! everything fits together so well, i dont think any of it was half assd or ill planned. each piece is perfect alone and together even better. well done.
my faves are limbo, anger, fraud and rebirth....for different reasons. but all of them are awesome. so stop fucking doubting this project and saying its not what it should be. it is for me. i think you should be proud.
JAN 04, 2011 08:29 PM
JAN 04, 2011 08:31 PM
JAN 04, 2011 08:40 PM
Umeko
United Kingdom
September 2009
JAN 05, 2011 02:08 AM
wow you have been hard at work! al looks awesome tho 
JAN 05, 2011 11:29 AM
"...like The Matrix: Revolutions". No, no, no, no, noooooooo!!! lol
This was sooooo worth the wait, hun.
I can very much relate to Limbo in that I feel trapped in a rote cycle of work days. And I like the idea of being discarded like scrap metal after someone is "done" with you. Very powerful and it is, sadly, often true.
And is it wrong I got turned on during the tongue flip in the Lust intro? 
I think Greed is my favorite of all the poems. The closing line is so amazing! Like whoa!
I feel your Violence piece is the most personal and harrowing. The photos are the perfect chilling compliment to the story of your friend's suicide.
And you are a badass for freezing your butt off to shoot the Rebirth pics!!!
***ROUND OF APPLAUSE***
Babe, this project turned out so damn awesome.
You're so expressive in the videos! It's so evident you are passionate about what you do, and I love seeing the gears turn in your head as you explain your work.
Yay for you!!!
JAN 05, 2011 12:49 PM
Abrupt
HOPEFUL
Plymouth, WI
JAN 05, 2011 09:36 PM
JAN 05, 2011 09:39 PM
JAN 10, 2011 12:02 AM
hey hun ^.^ WE ARE FEATURED FRONT PAGE
