Have you ever had a moment in your life where you think to yourself, what the hell happened to me? Well I recently got an invite for a 5 year high school anniversary, now I am not going because I hated high school and I hated most of the people there but I found out some many people are doing way WAY better than me in life.
Fellow high school classmates are getting married, becoming CEOs, buying houses, have dream jobs, living out their fantasies.
Me on the other hand, I feel like my life has gone nowhere, no marriage, hell not even a girlfriend right now, I live in a shit apartment, a dead end job. Now I am going to school for film, a business which is impossible to break into and is probably a waste of my time in the end. I suppose being alone for nearly a year you just want someone to tell you your not wasting your life. But moving on from the depressing and suicidal.
I went and saw the movie "Inception" starring DiCaprio and from the director of "The Dark Knight" and "Memento." Now I watch a lotta films so when I say Inception is one of the best films I have ever seen you know my words carry some kind of weight. This movie was mind-blowing, smart, fast paced, action packed and an emotional journey. Its groundbreaking as the first Matrix film in my opinion, I really wanna see it again. If your in the mood for a smart, deep, spiritual surreal sci-fi action masterpiece, check out Inception.
In the world of video games, I've been kicking it old school.
And in the world of music, old school as well.
My poem collection is nearly finished, and a few other creative projects are breathing new life too.
Fellow high school classmates are getting married, becoming CEOs, buying houses, have dream jobs, living out their fantasies.
Me on the other hand, I feel like my life has gone nowhere, no marriage, hell not even a girlfriend right now, I live in a shit apartment, a dead end job. Now I am going to school for film, a business which is impossible to break into and is probably a waste of my time in the end. I suppose being alone for nearly a year you just want someone to tell you your not wasting your life. But moving on from the depressing and suicidal.
I went and saw the movie "Inception" starring DiCaprio and from the director of "The Dark Knight" and "Memento." Now I watch a lotta films so when I say Inception is one of the best films I have ever seen you know my words carry some kind of weight. This movie was mind-blowing, smart, fast paced, action packed and an emotional journey. Its groundbreaking as the first Matrix film in my opinion, I really wanna see it again. If your in the mood for a smart, deep, spiritual surreal sci-fi action masterpiece, check out Inception.
In the world of video games, I've been kicking it old school.
And in the world of music, old school as well.
My poem collection is nearly finished, and a few other creative projects are breathing new life too.
JUL 18, 2010 09:51 PM
JUL 19, 2010 08:33 AM
i feel the same way about my old friends in highschool. i was part of ROTC, most are in the military or they're cops now. im trying to be a nude model, design and travel...not really going any where in particular with my life
but then i say fuck it im happy. thats what matters
i watchd inception last night OMFG i loved it. at one point near the end i stopd and looked around at the audience and EVERYONE was in complete awe. that movie is so captivating!
im creating a short horror film this week. ill keep u updated on how it goes, might need some tips too. im glad your still working on your poems
