"Playhouse" is due to follow right after:
2 weeks till Chicago. Costume is purchased. Countdown begins
xoxo V
Vanity:
Now my main concern is, what in the HELL am I going to dress up as for the Halloween? Its bound to be cold and I don't do cold so much. I feel an experience coming on...
I redid my hair. I adore my hair blue, its tons of fun but it was time to change it up. I have to admit, I never in my life feel as sexy as I do as when I'm a redhead:

I have to do a few things to the sets before I resubmit them to Rambo this weekend. Next update, I will have dates for when they will be up. I honestly cannot wait for you to get to see them in their entirety:
"Apocalyptica":



"Playhouse":



What's everyone doing this weekend?

xoxo
V
PS Almost forgot to mention: I redid my wishlist over on amazon for those interested. And yes, it includes everything from Beatles memorabilia to vibrators (all single girls need one!!) to geeky camera stuff. If any of you are interested, check it out here. Thank you!!
I look forward to invading you October 27-31, just in time for Halloween. Pretty pumped to see scarekrow and wreck complete havoc. HOPEFULLY I will see some of the girls and a few old friends there as well.
xoxo V
15 (more) unnecessary and unknown facts about me:
1) I read the newspaper or cnn.com everyday. I like to keep up to date on what is going on in the world.
2) From the age of 16-18, I was OBSESSED with the swing era. I used to take 3 hours to get ready: hair curled, bright red lips, black eyeliner and vintage dresses. I think life back then seemed so much more glamourous.
3) I can fake a mean English accent. Fools people massively.
4) I have a "vampire bites" tattoo on the right side of my neck. So no, thank you, those aren't bullet holes. Get it right kids.
5) While on the subject: Interview with the Vampire is my all time favorite vampire film. "I assume I need no introduction" is still the most sensational and haunting line I have ever heard. Dracula (black and white version) , Nasferatu, Lost Boys and Underworld round out the top 5
6) Not sure why, but I have an odd fascination with WW2, especially the bombing of Pearl Harbor.
7) I have some of the worst health problems of anyone I know. The only other person in worse health than me is my grandfather- and he's 83. My intestines, stomach and esophagus are non-existent, I'm in pain more than 60% of the day and my diet has to adhere to what my body can handle. At the end of '08 we thought surgery I had would take care of it. Needless to say, it didn't. I want a normal life with normal health more than you can ever comprehend.
8) I have been to Ireland, England, Japan and Canada (obviously). Vancouver, BC is where I want to be buried.
9) I don't have a "type" when it comes to guys, however, I have a "type" when it comes to girls. My ex-boyfriends include a Marine cowboy from Kansas, a drummer of a highly successful band and a 6'6" mucholderthanme professional opera singer. My 2 ex-girlfriends, however, are both heavily tattooed.
10) I started smoking cigarettes when I was 12 years old. I don't know why, I just did. The longest I have gone without a cigarette is a year. Sad to report, I picked the habit back up about a week and a half ago. I'm really upset with myself for it.
11) I'm a "guys girl". I have the mind of a guy plus being raised with the 5 brothers added to it. I have 6 girlfriends; the rest are guys. Women as friends are generally petty, overdramatic and downright bitchy. I'm VERY surprised by the ladies I have met on this site as they are all very genuine. I love it.
12) On that note, all those guy friends I have? The majority of them are musicians living on the road. Its very, very difficult for me because my best friends in the world come through my town maybe twice a year. Sometimes I wish I could call them up and say "hey, come over" or "meet me in 10 minutes" but I can't. Its hard to handle but that is the life I made myself when I choose to tour for 4 years.
13) I write. Alot. At the present moment, I am writing a "sci-fi/action novel" and my autobiography. I've been very, very tempted to post tidbits on here but have been really apprehensive to do so.
14) I'm a hopeless romantic. I want to fall madly in love. I want to get married. I want to have kids. However, all those thoughts scare the ever living shit out of me. I'm VERY good at fucking things up by running away.
15) The longest I went without a shower on tour was 6 days (Warped '09) and the longest I went without washing my hair on tour was a month (Lives of Famous Men Tour, November '08). The longest I went without sex because of tour? I did 6 months of solid, back to back tours during the first half of '08. I always had a strict "no hooking up on the road" policy.
Peek-tures:





Ciao!!! Sets are coming soon
-V


Just a gorgeous day, beautiful bride and stunning outdoor ceremony. And yes, I cried. Like a baby.
I wrote a politically charged blog on Facebook last week. If you'd like, you can read it under the spoiler but please keep your mind open if you choose to do so. I simply wanted to express my frustration at the lack of tolerance I am seeing in this country at this time. Maybe I'm a hippie, but come on now. What the hell everyone.
Rambo has both sets now and will upload them soon I believe. I'll have to email her to get a status update on that.
Keep your eyes peeled for these guys sometime in the future:
"Apocalyptica":

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"Playhouse":

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When I get release dates on those, I will let ya know. How is everyone enjoying September so far? Sorry I'm MIA! Miss you all
xoxo



The trio of women. I've known these 2 my entire life. Middle cutie is the bride:

Super relaxed Labor Day Weekend. Reunions were abundant as I got to see some friends I haven't seen in years. It's great to be back in California. Majority of my friends live here.


I'm emailing Rambo both sets tonight due to uploading issues. Will let you know what comes out of that.
Got LOTS to do before the wedding this Friday. How was everyones holiday weekend?
xoxo
20 unnecessary and unknown facts about me:
1) I really love to say I hate California. In reality, its home <3
2) When I was about 6 years old, I was nearly swept out to sea by a rogue wave on the beach at Zuma in Malibu. Since there were no life guards near, my father had to jump in and rescue me.
3) I have a severe phobia of lakes and lake water. Its called Limnophobia and has been professionally diagnosed; when I get near lake water, I begin to hyperventilate, cry and will feel faint. Don't mess with me on this one, its bad enough to the extent that an ambulance will need to be phoned.
4) I'm obsessed with Lord of the Rings.
5) On that note, I speak fluent elvish and wish Middle Earth really existed.
6) I live my life through lyrics.
7) I used to reside in an apartment that was located across the street from a complex run by drug lords. I thought it was a joke until I moved in; first night there, a woman was shot in the neck. It was pretty intense.
8) I love the cold. Snow, rain, sleet, I really don't care, just give it to me.
9) I'm single and haven't had a real, serious relationship in almost 4 years. I do not take relationships lightly whatsoever.
10) I love to tour and travel. Its my passion and my utter obsession.
11) I have a faith in God, myself and everyday things. I do not need a religion to tell me what I feel.
12) My favorite places in the world are Vancouver, BC; Sioux Falls, SD; London, UK; and anywhere in Ireland.
13) If I'm not traveling or on tour, then I'm at a show somewhere in Cali, at a photo shoot or working.
14) I have a crackberry and danggggg, that shiznet is addictive. BBM saved my soul.
15) I have 5 brothers and 4 sisters. 3 of my brothers reside in Vancouver BC while the other 2 are in the military. All of my sisters live in California. Needless to say, our family gatherings are a riot.
16) By default, I am vegan/straightedge.
17) When I was 19, I was engaged to a man. We dated for a month before he proposed and I, for some odd reason, agreed like the hopeless romantic I am. About 2 months into our wedding planning, he attempted suicide. I came home to find him in our bathroom with both his wrists slashed, an empty bottle of tylenol and an empty bottle of vodka. I would not wish that scene or imagery on ANYONE.
18) Also during the engagement, he cheated on me with a much older woman who proceeded to stalk me. I had to file a restraining order once I ended things. As one can imagine, the relationship was the most over dramatic one I've ever endured.
19) My father and I used to have the worst relationship imaginable. We finally unexpectedly smoothed things over about 5 years ago.
20) I handle pressure VERY well. I have been known to pull people from car wrecks, perform CPR or the heimlich maneuver (actually just performed that on one of my staff about a week ago), or just step in and play doctor when appropriate. I have no medical training whatsoever, I just know not to freak out and am certified in various first aid areas.
New set:




Thinking of whether I want to upload or not....
I keep trying to upload the other set, "Apocalyptica", but for some weird reason, the script being used for the model upload causes my computer to spazz out, freeze and exit safari. Its happened 3 times already and each time, only 4 or so photos get uploaded. Each time it does that, Rambo has to delete it from my page so I can re-add it. So aggravating, maybe I will see if I can get to another computer
In other news, one of my oldest friends is getting married in 2 weeks. Crazy to think that. I'm not in the wedding party but I am going to all the shindigs: this weekend is the bridal shower kidnap weekend. I have to be up early for that. Poor girl is about to get negligees and vodka poured down her mouth. And this isnt even the bachelorette party; thats next weekend. I'll post photos soon.
What do you think of the new new set with my obscure hair? Worth uploading?
Im off to bed. Freaking tired and gotta prepare for the insanity ahead!!!
xoxox
PS Facebook anyone?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PCrReZm3ycI&sns=tw
Yea, we had a Dance Off in San Diego. It was fucking insanity. I was so delirious from exhaustion at that point, I ended up sleeping in the next date until almost 1. Hey, when you no longer really HAVE to be up at 8am to get your booth going, sleeping in is actually a possibility.
Bring Me The Horizon:

The Rocket Summer:

iwrestledabearonce:

Completely unexpected reunion:

I eat. Alot. Thanks catering for all the delicious vegan-ness:

Another thanks? Jesse at the Music Skins tent for doing this to my phone:

Before the madness:

My favorite Kiwi:

Yea, I ended up manning the booth for a few hours. Way nostalgic:

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Somewhere along the way, my hair got a makeover:

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I feel normal when my hair is deconstructed and disorderly.
Submitting the new set tomorrow afternoon. I decided to go forth with it, even though its unconventional and may not sit well with, oh, about half the site. I'll let you know on a release date for that.
A little something I wish to express under the spoilers section below:
Titties and crap:
Expect to see my naked ass on here much more often.
Love,
Vianca
PS So, after coming home, I come to find out Phecda was on a few Warped dates and for some odd reason, we didn't realize it. Probably for the best I didn't see her, I would have immediately been so in love, I'd have drooled all over her and tried to lick her boobs, I'm sure of it.
Thoughts? Don't hold back here people!!!
And, some more other, non SG modeling shots:

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Makeup Prep for the set:

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Other than that, just finishing up Warped. Will let you know about the photos...xoxo
xoxo
I'm happy, right now, in this moment of my life. It's ok for everything to fall apart; it just allows me the experience of uniquely piecing it all back together so that I can mature and grow in that time.
I wish I had someone to hold me every night and kiss my neck every morning, but truly, thats not something I need to sustain my existence.
On that note, the next man or woman I allow into my life in a romantic manner better realize and understand me for me. I won't change for anyone and I shouldn't have to. Marilyn said it best: "I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
Note to next lover: I enjoy roses. I also enjoy roses even more when they are sent to me for no particular reason, other than a simple way to say "I miss you". And to be blunt and honest, I deserve roses sent to me for no particular reason.
Anywho, onwards from that. During my free time, I have been updating my portfolio:












I also shot an SG set. I will post previews for that when I get it and let you know if I decide to submit it. It is COMPLETELY different from any of the other sets I ever did. Very dirty and grimy. Would make a badass Halloween set!!!
How was everyones week? 2010 is flying by!! Finishing up Warped, can't wait to see everyone there!!!
xoxo
BB
"This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And babe, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about."
- Marilyn Monroe
No birth, identity, form--no object of the world.
Nor life, nor force, nor any visible thing;
Appearance must not foil, nor shifted sphere confuse thy brain.
Ample are time and space--ample the fields of Nature.
The body, sluggish, aged, cold--the embers left from earlier fires,
The light in the eye grown dim, shall duly flame again;
The sun now low in the west rises for mornings and for noons continual;
To frozen clods ever the spring's invisible law returns,
With grass and flowers and summer fruits and corn."
-Walt Whitman
"I married music a long time ago for a reason. I'm going to go ahead and keep that relationship going because its the only one that's ever made sense."
-Me






















