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OCTOBER 13, 2010 @ 07:24 PM | 10 COMMENTS


"Apocalyptica" has a release date. October 31 (so appropriate, given the theme) this hits you:



"Playhouse" is due to follow right after:


2 weeks till Chicago. Costume is purchased. Countdown begins

xoxo V

Vanity:



Wishlist

OCTOBER 1, 2010 @ 09:39 PM | 12 COMMENTS


Officially booked my ticket last Friday for Chicago. My flight leaves LAX at 6am. Not sure what I thought I would accomplish by booking it so early but so be it!!

Now my main concern is, what in the HELL am I going to dress up as for the Halloween? Its bound to be cold and I don't do cold so much. I feel an experience coming on...

I redid my hair. I adore my hair blue, its tons of fun but it was time to change it up. I have to admit, I never in my life feel as sexy as I do as when I'm a redhead:

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I have to do a few things to the sets before I resubmit them to Rambo this weekend. Next update, I will have dates for when they will be up. I honestly cannot wait for you to get to see them in their entirety:

"Apocalyptica":

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"Playhouse":

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What's everyone doing this weekend?


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xoxo

V

PS Almost forgot to mention: I redid my wishlist over on amazon for those interested. And yes, it includes everything from Beatles memorabilia to vibrators (all single girls need one!!) to geeky camera stuff. If any of you are interested, check it out here. Thank you!!
SEPTEMBER 23, 2010 @ 12:28 AM | 7 COMMENTS


Dear Chicago:

I look forward to invading you October 27-31, just in time for Halloween. Pretty pumped to see scarekrow and wreck complete havoc. HOPEFULLY I will see some of the girls and a few old friends there as well.

xoxo V

15 (more) unnecessary and unknown facts about me:


1) I read the newspaper or cnn.com everyday. I like to keep up to date on what is going on in the world.

2) From the age of 16-18, I was OBSESSED with the swing era. I used to take 3 hours to get ready: hair curled, bright red lips, black eyeliner and vintage dresses. I think life back then seemed so much more glamourous.

3) I can fake a mean English accent. Fools people massively.

4) I have a "vampire bites" tattoo on the right side of my neck. So no, thank you, those aren't bullet holes. Get it right kids.

5) While on the subject: Interview with the Vampire is my all time favorite vampire film. "I assume I need no introduction" is still the most sensational and haunting line I have ever heard. Dracula (black and white version) , Nasferatu, Lost Boys and Underworld round out the top 5

6) Not sure why, but I have an odd fascination with WW2, especially the bombing of Pearl Harbor.

7) I have some of the worst health problems of anyone I know. The only other person in worse health than me is my grandfather- and he's 83. My intestines, stomach and esophagus are non-existent, I'm in pain more than 60% of the day and my diet has to adhere to what my body can handle. At the end of '08 we thought surgery I had would take care of it. Needless to say, it didn't. I want a normal life with normal health more than you can ever comprehend.

8) I have been to Ireland, England, Japan and Canada (obviously). Vancouver, BC is where I want to be buried.

9) I don't have a "type" when it comes to guys, however, I have a "type" when it comes to girls. My ex-boyfriends include a Marine cowboy from Kansas, a drummer of a highly successful band and a 6'6" mucholderthanme professional opera singer. My 2 ex-girlfriends, however, are both heavily tattooed.

10) I started smoking cigarettes when I was 12 years old. I don't know why, I just did. The longest I have gone without a cigarette is a year. Sad to report, I picked the habit back up about a week and a half ago. I'm really upset with myself for it.

11) I'm a "guys girl". I have the mind of a guy plus being raised with the 5 brothers added to it. I have 6 girlfriends; the rest are guys. Women as friends are generally petty, overdramatic and downright bitchy. I'm VERY surprised by the ladies I have met on this site as they are all very genuine. I love it.

12) On that note, all those guy friends I have? The majority of them are musicians living on the road. Its very, very difficult for me because my best friends in the world come through my town maybe twice a year. Sometimes I wish I could call them up and say "hey, come over" or "meet me in 10 minutes" but I can't. Its hard to handle but that is the life I made myself when I choose to tour for 4 years.

13) I write. Alot. At the present moment, I am writing a "sci-fi/action novel" and my autobiography. I've been very, very tempted to post tidbits on here but have been really apprehensive to do so.

14) I'm a hopeless romantic. I want to fall madly in love. I want to get married. I want to have kids. However, all those thoughts scare the ever living shit out of me. I'm VERY good at fucking things up by running away.

15) The longest I went without a shower on tour was 6 days (Warped '09) and the longest I went without washing my hair on tour was a month (Lives of Famous Men Tour, November '08). The longest I went without sex because of tour? I did 6 months of solid, back to back tours during the first half of '08. I always had a strict "no hooking up on the road" policy.


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Ciao!!! Sets are coming soon kiss

-V
SEPTEMBER 13, 2010 @ 10:12 PM | 9 COMMENTS


Wedding:


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Just a gorgeous day, beautiful bride and stunning outdoor ceremony. And yes, I cried. Like a baby.

I wrote a politically charged blog on Facebook last week. If you'd like, you can read it under the spoiler but please keep your mind open if you choose to do so. I simply wanted to express my frustration at the lack of tolerance I am seeing in this country at this time. Maybe I'm a hippie, but come on now. What the hell everyone.

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Alright thats it, I have to say something.

I want to put forth ahead of time the fact that what I am about to write will most likely cause controversy and some form of talk amongst my friends. However, I need to say first and foremost that if you are indeed a "friend of mine" then I truly hope and believe that you are the loving human being I know you all to be.

Recently, plans have surfaced to build a Muslim Mosque near New York's Ground Zero location. These plans have caused extreme debates, a billion polls and many arguments among politicians, religious leaders and the average American person.

The possibility for a mosque near Ground Zero has been met with severe animosity and strong opposition. A recent poll by Washington Post-ABC News showed "two-thirds of those polled object to the Ground Zero mosque while a slim majority expresses strongly negative views. As many as 82% of those who oppose the construction say it's because of the location, although 14% (9% of all Americans) say they would oppose such building anywhere in the country."

To top of this absurd objection to religious freedom (because, you know, we live in the 1700's where our religious views once again must be oppressed) comes news from Gainesville, FL, where a small church's pastor and congregation have plans to BURN THE QURAN this coming Saturday on the anniversary of September 11.

The upset nature I have right now is directed to quite literally the majority of the entire American population. My main question to everyone who disapproves to the mosque and who thinking burning the Quran is just peachy keen is this: why?

Why are you living in my country? Why do you consider yourself American? This country was founded on the basis of religious freedom which apparently is suddenly something only available to Christians and Catholics. This is not freedom of speech, this is pure, blind hatred directed at one particular religion and faith. For some odd reason, people do not understand the difference between being a practicing Muslim and the Taliban or Al Queda. Surely, you must realize, the Taliban and Al Queda are an extreme subsection of Islam, not the core. Or do you? Maybe I ought to turn this rant into a blog about our obviously declining educational system...

To The Dove World Outreach Center in Gainesville, Florida: your immediate future plans for this Saturday are disgusting, shameful and downright horrific to even comprehend. Burning the Quran is the most repulsive notion I have ever heard. If you go forward with such plans, I do expect you to immediately follow it up with murdering a few Jews and holding KKK meetings in white hooded outfits.

To the two-thirds of Americans who object to a mosque near Ground Zero: you repulse me in every way imaginable. These people are a part of our nation and world and you are opposing their given right to believe what they choose to believe. How is this American? How is this tolerance? Open your eyes and let a little love in.

When September 11, 2001 occurred, nearly 3,000 people died. It is obvious now that, with the horrifying deaths of these humans, the right to practice whatever religion and believe what you wanted crumbled with the towers. As a close friend of mine pointed out recently, American Muslims are just as much victims of September 11 as the families of those who perished on that shocking day. I am not by any means defending the actions, I am merely alarmed at the shortage of humanity and true freedom that seemingly no longer exists.

My name is Bridget Black. I was born May 28 in Los Angeles, CA to a Catholic mother and Baptist father. I am 90% Irish and 10% German. I believe in myself, God and everyday things and do not practice or believe in any one particular religion. I am, essentially, the average white mid 20's female living in California. Except at this point in time, I am so fucking embarrassed to acknowledge that I am American. Until this country comes to know peace, I highly doubt I will ever regard myself as such.

Practice what you preach. Practice what is right. Practice tolerance and perhaps, once day, this nation will become what it once was: whole.



Rambo has both sets now and will upload them soon I believe. I'll have to email her to get a status update on that.

Keep your eyes peeled for these guys sometime in the future:

"Apocalyptica":


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"Playhouse":

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When I get release dates on those, I will let ya know. How is everyone enjoying September so far? Sorry I'm MIA! Miss you all

xoxo

SEPTEMBER 7, 2010 @ 01:47 PM | 8 COMMENTS


I got a second degree sunburn from the bridal shower:

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The trio of women. I've known these 2 my entire life. Middle cutie is the bride:

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Super relaxed Labor Day Weekend. Reunions were abundant as I got to see some friends I haven't seen in years. It's great to be back in California. Majority of my friends live here.

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I'm emailing Rambo both sets tonight due to uploading issues. Will let you know what comes out of that.

Got LOTS to do before the wedding this Friday. How was everyones holiday weekend?

xoxo
AUGUST 27, 2010 @ 11:48 PM | 13 COMMENTS


[edit]Rolling Stone magazine's new collectors edition counts down the top 100 Beatles songs of all time. At number 3: a song Lennon wrote that was inspired by his memories of playing in the garden of a Salvation Army house near his childhood home. The title? "Strawberry Fields Forever" [/edit]


20 unnecessary and unknown facts about me:


1) I really love to say I hate California. In reality, its home <3

2) When I was about 6 years old, I was nearly swept out to sea by a rogue wave on the beach at Zuma in Malibu. Since there were no life guards near, my father had to jump in and rescue me.

3) I have a severe phobia of lakes and lake water. Its called Limnophobia and has been professionally diagnosed; when I get near lake water, I begin to hyperventilate, cry and will feel faint. Don't mess with me on this one, its bad enough to the extent that an ambulance will need to be phoned.

4) I'm obsessed with Lord of the Rings.

5) On that note, I speak fluent elvish and wish Middle Earth really existed.

6) I live my life through lyrics.

7) I used to reside in an apartment that was located across the street from a complex run by drug lords. I thought it was a joke until I moved in; first night there, a woman was shot in the neck. It was pretty intense.

8) I love the cold. Snow, rain, sleet, I really don't care, just give it to me.

9) I'm single and haven't had a real, serious relationship in almost 4 years. I do not take relationships lightly whatsoever.

10) I love to tour and travel. Its my passion and my utter obsession.

11) I have a faith in God, myself and everyday things. I do not need a religion to tell me what I feel.

12) My favorite places in the world are Vancouver, BC; Sioux Falls, SD; London, UK; and anywhere in Ireland.

13) If I'm not traveling or on tour, then I'm at a show somewhere in Cali, at a photo shoot or working.

14) I have a crackberry and danggggg, that shiznet is addictive. BBM saved my soul.

15) I have 5 brothers and 4 sisters. 3 of my brothers reside in Vancouver BC while the other 2 are in the military. All of my sisters live in California. Needless to say, our family gatherings are a riot.

16) By default, I am vegan/straightedge.

17) When I was 19, I was engaged to a man. We dated for a month before he proposed and I, for some odd reason, agreed like the hopeless romantic I am. About 2 months into our wedding planning, he attempted suicide. I came home to find him in our bathroom with both his wrists slashed, an empty bottle of tylenol and an empty bottle of vodka. I would not wish that scene or imagery on ANYONE.

18) Also during the engagement, he cheated on me with a much older woman who proceeded to stalk me. I had to file a restraining order once I ended things. As one can imagine, the relationship was the most over dramatic one I've ever endured.

19) My father and I used to have the worst relationship imaginable. We finally unexpectedly smoothed things over about 5 years ago.

20) I handle pressure VERY well. I have been known to pull people from car wrecks, perform CPR or the heimlich maneuver (actually just performed that on one of my staff about a week ago), or just step in and play doctor when appropriate. I have no medical training whatsoever, I just know not to freak out and am certified in various first aid areas.


New set:


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Thinking of whether I want to upload or not....

I keep trying to upload the other set, "Apocalyptica", but for some weird reason, the script being used for the model upload causes my computer to spazz out, freeze and exit safari. Its happened 3 times already and each time, only 4 or so photos get uploaded. Each time it does that, Rambo has to delete it from my page so I can re-add it. So aggravating, maybe I will see if I can get to another computer

In other news, one of my oldest friends is getting married in 2 weeks. Crazy to think that. I'm not in the wedding party but I am going to all the shindigs: this weekend is the bridal shower kidnap weekend. I have to be up early for that. Poor girl is about to get negligees and vodka poured down her mouth. And this isnt even the bachelorette party; thats next weekend. I'll post photos soon.

What do you think of the new new set with my obscure hair? Worth uploading?

Im off to bed. Freaking tired and gotta prepare for the insanity ahead!!!

xoxox

PS Facebook anyone?
AUGUST 18, 2010 @ 09:56 PM | 7 COMMENTS


I don't know what it is about Warped that, unlike any other tour I've ever subjected myself to, I come home completely drained. I think the entire tour can be fully explained in this video:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PCrReZm3ycI&sns=tw

Yea, we had a Dance Off in San Diego. It was fucking insanity. I was so delirious from exhaustion at that point, I ended up sleeping in the next date until almost 1. Hey, when you no longer really HAVE to be up at 8am to get your booth going, sleeping in is actually a possibility.


Bring Me The Horizon:
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The Rocket Summer:
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Completely unexpected reunion:
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I eat. Alot. Thanks catering for all the delicious vegan-ness:
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Another thanks? Jesse at the Music Skins tent for doing this to my phone:
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Before the madness:
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My favorite Kiwi:
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I love that guy. We kept laughing over how, last year, at the San Diego date, we got sick of catering and went on an expedition with our friend from the Rise Records booth and Billy from Silverstein to find some good, legit Mexican food. The place we wanted to go to was closed and so was a local sushi place. Long story short, we took a wrong turn and wound up in Mexico. The whole trip ended up in the 4 of us devouring Subway like no other. Probably one of my top 5 memories of any tour I've ever been on.



Yea, I ended up manning the booth for a few hours. Way nostalgic:
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Somewhere along the way, my hair got a makeover:
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I feel normal when my hair is deconstructed and disorderly.

Submitting the new set tomorrow afternoon. I decided to go forth with it, even though its unconventional and may not sit well with, oh, about half the site. I'll let you know on a release date for that.

A little something I wish to express under the spoilers section below:

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Look, I get it. Music isn't what it was. I agree. Shit, I wrote a whole blog on it last year. But, your personal feelings about Warped Tour aside, one of the biggest, most successful and longest running tours in music history is about to fade into memory if something doesn't change. I'm not in the mood to write a long plea for help but I am in the mood to simply say this: don't give up on music just yet. And please, please, don't give up on this tour. It is what it is for the fans and without the fans, its nothing. I know its not what it was 10 years back but its trying. Warped Tour is on the brink of extinction without your help. So next summer, when your wondering what to do for a few days, head on out and have fun. Help us and the musicians and all 1,100 people employed by Warped who love this tour and love this life and love music keep doing this. Its our life and its in our blood.



Titties and crap:



Expect to see my naked ass on here much more often.

Love,

Vianca

PS So, after coming home, I come to find out Phecda was on a few Warped dates and for some odd reason, we didn't realize it. Probably for the best I didn't see her, I would have immediately been so in love, I'd have drooled all over her and tried to lick her boobs, I'm sure of it.

AUGUST 7, 2010 @ 10:22 AM | 10 COMMENTS


Ok!!! So I haven't decided if I want to post the SG set I shot. Honest, I want to, it's just nerve racking after not having a set for well over a year. It's set in a post apocalyptic world, so the MUA and I decided to cover me in "dirt" to look as though I have been "fighting for survival" for months type of thing. Check out some of the previews and let me know what you guys think of it? Like I said, VERY different and VERY dirty.



Thoughts? Don't hold back here people!!!


And, some more other, non SG modeling shots:

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Makeup Prep for the set:

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Other than that, just finishing up Warped. Will let you know about the photos...xoxo

xoxo

AUGUST 1, 2010 @ 11:35 PM | 6 COMMENTS


Hello Shark Week 2010. So glad to make your acquaintance.

I'm happy, right now, in this moment of my life. It's ok for everything to fall apart; it just allows me the experience of uniquely piecing it all back together so that I can mature and grow in that time.

I wish I had someone to hold me every night and kiss my neck every morning, but truly, thats not something I need to sustain my existence.

On that note, the next man or woman I allow into my life in a romantic manner better realize and understand me for me. I won't change for anyone and I shouldn't have to. Marilyn said it best: "I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."

Note to next lover: I enjoy roses. I also enjoy roses even more when they are sent to me for no particular reason, other than a simple way to say "I miss you". And to be blunt and honest, I deserve roses sent to me for no particular reason.

Anywho, onwards from that. During my free time, I have been updating my portfolio:

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I also shot an SG set. I will post previews for that when I get it and let you know if I decide to submit it. It is COMPLETELY different from any of the other sets I ever did. Very dirty and grimy. Would make a badass Halloween set!!!

How was everyones week? 2010 is flying by!! Finishing up Warped, can't wait to see everyone there!!!

xoxo

BB

"This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And babe, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about."
- Marilyn Monroe



JULY 19, 2010 @ 11:24 PM | 11 COMMENTS


"Nothing is ever really lost, or can be lost,
No birth, identity, form--no object of the world.
Nor life, nor force, nor any visible thing;
Appearance must not foil, nor shifted sphere confuse thy brain.
Ample are time and space--ample the fields of Nature.
The body, sluggish, aged, cold--the embers left from earlier fires,
The light in the eye grown dim, shall duly flame again;
The sun now low in the west rises for mornings and for noons continual;
To frozen clods ever the spring's invisible law returns,
With grass and flowers and summer fruits and corn."
-Walt Whitman

"I married music a long time ago for a reason. I'm going to go ahead and keep that relationship going because its the only one that's ever made sense."
-Me



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