I just got home from visiting Helly this morning 
Also after chatting for years i finally got to meet
Also after chatting for years i finally got to meet
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Was really good to chat with karen , marty and sin. Next time we will hit the booze
Some time in the next 12hours two of my favourite people on this site will my the journey to Knoxville, TN to farewell a sister , aunt , daughter and friend. They will carry the heavy hearts of all that cant be in Knoxville to farewell our girl Melanie.
The journey to the place they are traveling will be without a doubt one of the longest drives they will ever have to make. It times like this that you think of friendship and what it means to you as a person.
Melanie not only brought these two people into my life but she made them apart of my life. I consider both of them my family. I would do anything in my power for both of these people.
Without them both here over the last week i would have been alone. I had spoken to them both either by phone / FB or in SG chat. They held me together and i hope that i did the same for them. I hope i was as much a rock as they were to me.
I thank God for bringing Melanie into my life and thank her for sharing her life with me. She taught me about love. How to love someone during the good times and the bad. To treat people kind, not because you want to be treated the same way but because its right.
The lives Melanie touched will filter down through the generations of our lives. They sprit will guide us within our own lives and keep us on the right path. The path that she instilled in each and everyone of us. We was given more then just friendship from this girl. We was becoming better people without even knowing it. We was given the love and the chance to know what true friendship really means.
I am proud to call you my friend. You always gave and never asked for anything in return. You would cheer me up when i was down. You smile would light up the world. You was one of a kind and i can wait till we meet again.
If i could have been the trip to TN i would have kiddo. Im sending my love with my family ( Megzilla & Repo_man
This isn't a good by Melanie ... Its a see you later.
Your always in my heart kiddo... Love you Melanieface <3
The journey to the place they are traveling will be without a doubt one of the longest drives they will ever have to make. It times like this that you think of friendship and what it means to you as a person.
Melanie not only brought these two people into my life but she made them apart of my life. I consider both of them my family. I would do anything in my power for both of these people.
Without them both here over the last week i would have been alone. I had spoken to them both either by phone / FB or in SG chat. They held me together and i hope that i did the same for them. I hope i was as much a rock as they were to me.
I thank God for bringing Melanie into my life and thank her for sharing her life with me. She taught me about love. How to love someone during the good times and the bad. To treat people kind, not because you want to be treated the same way but because its right.
The lives Melanie touched will filter down through the generations of our lives. They sprit will guide us within our own lives and keep us on the right path. The path that she instilled in each and everyone of us. We was given more then just friendship from this girl. We was becoming better people without even knowing it. We was given the love and the chance to know what true friendship really means.
I am proud to call you my friend. You always gave and never asked for anything in return. You would cheer me up when i was down. You smile would light up the world. You was one of a kind and i can wait till we meet again.
If i could have been the trip to TN i would have kiddo. Im sending my love with my family ( Megzilla & Repo_man
This isn't a good by Melanie ... Its a see you later.
Your always in my heart kiddo... Love you Melanieface <3
My world as i know it has been rocked to the core. I am lost for words. I dont know what to do with myself. I sit here and i wonder why .. I have ask myself that question over and over again.
I met her years ago. I had once viewed her webcam and thought she seemed like a cool girl.
It wasn't until maybe 1 year later that we started to chat. We talk about everything and nothing. We talked about life and love. She was always caring. She was the one who emailed me on the day i was on the bus heading to basic training. She told him she misses my face. I found the email early this morning when i went looking for our chatting via email. It brought me to tears. I have cried for 2 days now.
I am lost .....
She never ask for anything. She was always there for me. She was always up for a chat and would bring a smile to your face when you saw her on cam.
She was placed on this earth to spread the love of god. To show us the kind of person we should hope to become. The person we should want to be. The person we could only ever hope become in peoples eyes. Its a high bar to reach.
I sit here and regret that i never got a chance to go to Dollywood with you. We spoke of it so many times. I wanted you to show your world. I wanted to hung you. Hold you .. and just been with you.
You sent me a song a couple of years ago. Its our song. Ill never forget it. Ill always play it. Its ours.
I still remember when we watched the Note Book together. We did it 12,000 miles apart but we did it together online. Your Allie and im Noah.
I remember back in 2009 when me and you would chat on AIM all day. I would be messaging you on my cell phone while at work. I would even keep you up past your bed time just so i would message you on my lunch break. We would share stories and learn about each other. We would talk for 6+ hours a day. You where my rock when i didnt have anyone to talk to. You where my girl. My everything.
You have no idea what impact you have had on my life ... You taught me how to care and treat people. You taught me about life and what i should aim for.
You would be the first person to say hello to me and brighten up my day.
I hope i made your proud .. Cause honey you have no idea how proud i am of you. If in life i could be even half the person you are i would be happy. You brought me so much happiness from the time i met you and forever.
I dont say good byes. I say see ya later.
know this kiddo ... Kieranface will see you later <3
Your part of my family kiddo. You and Ronald are my family
I LOVE YOU
I met her years ago. I had once viewed her webcam and thought she seemed like a cool girl.
It wasn't until maybe 1 year later that we started to chat. We talk about everything and nothing. We talked about life and love. She was always caring. She was the one who emailed me on the day i was on the bus heading to basic training. She told him she misses my face. I found the email early this morning when i went looking for our chatting via email. It brought me to tears. I have cried for 2 days now.
I am lost .....
She never ask for anything. She was always there for me. She was always up for a chat and would bring a smile to your face when you saw her on cam.
She was placed on this earth to spread the love of god. To show us the kind of person we should hope to become. The person we should want to be. The person we could only ever hope become in peoples eyes. Its a high bar to reach.
I sit here and regret that i never got a chance to go to Dollywood with you. We spoke of it so many times. I wanted you to show your world. I wanted to hung you. Hold you .. and just been with you.
You sent me a song a couple of years ago. Its our song. Ill never forget it. Ill always play it. Its ours.
I still remember when we watched the Note Book together. We did it 12,000 miles apart but we did it together online. Your Allie and im Noah.
I remember back in 2009 when me and you would chat on AIM all day. I would be messaging you on my cell phone while at work. I would even keep you up past your bed time just so i would message you on my lunch break. We would share stories and learn about each other. We would talk for 6+ hours a day. You where my rock when i didnt have anyone to talk to. You where my girl. My everything.
You have no idea what impact you have had on my life ... You taught me how to care and treat people. You taught me about life and what i should aim for.
You would be the first person to say hello to me and brighten up my day.
I hope i made your proud .. Cause honey you have no idea how proud i am of you. If in life i could be even half the person you are i would be happy. You brought me so much happiness from the time i met you and forever.
I dont say good byes. I say see ya later.
know this kiddo ... Kieranface will see you later <3
Your part of my family kiddo. You and Ronald are my family
I LOVE YOU
USA TRIP 2012
Im 90% sure ill be booking my 2012 USA trip within the next month. The prices are pretty dam good at the moment.
The dates im looking at are: Flight into LAX September 14th and Fly out of LAX 1st October
At this point in time im going to be visiting the people who i have known for years and havent met.
Cali:
Im planning on staying with a guy i met in West Hollywood last time i come over. He lives in Santa Monica. So ill be staying there for a couple of nights. LED & Atlas will be the first people i visit and and TheRedKing .. he will take me 2 riverside ... oh and my hot lover girl Shuttersounds .. oh and theecontender
Vegas:
Will be hitting vegas up for about 2-3 nights. Will stay at the Hilton. Always stay there when im in Vegas.
If you live in Vegas hit me the fuck up
Colorado:
Ill be flying into Denver to head up to Vail. Lived and worked in this amazing place for 2 years and always head back to visit my mates. Also will be stopping in to see my amazing Australia BFF MahalBella who ill be teaching how to drink cause she is a little bitch pussy living in the US now and forgot how to drink like an aussie. ( again if your in CO hit me up )
Tennessee:
Never been and 3 of my fav peeps live here. MelaineK , f1ster & Pajami
New York:
Ill be in NY for maybe 5 nights. Will go and see Showtime ( i think she went grey ) and of course my main man Repo_man ... we will get strippers and blow and booze
Massachusetts:
I cant come to the USA without going and staying with my boy KiltedGoth
After this im thinking of heading to the small towns no Australian visit ... I wanna hit a random state and a random town and get drunk in the small local bars. So if you have any ideas left me know.
Ill be able to lock in dates for all these locations within the next month.
If you want me to visit your start let me know what the girls are like and if they is easy to bang
Heres a photo from my last US trip
Im 90% sure ill be booking my 2012 USA trip within the next month. The prices are pretty dam good at the moment.
The dates im looking at are: Flight into LAX September 14th and Fly out of LAX 1st October
At this point in time im going to be visiting the people who i have known for years and havent met.
Cali:
Im planning on staying with a guy i met in West Hollywood last time i come over. He lives in Santa Monica. So ill be staying there for a couple of nights. LED & Atlas will be the first people i visit
and and TheRedKing .. he will take me 2 riverside ... oh and my hot lover girl Shuttersounds .. oh and theecontenderVegas:
Will be hitting vegas up for about 2-3 nights. Will stay at the Hilton. Always stay there when im in Vegas.
If you live in Vegas hit me the fuck up
Colorado:
Ill be flying into Denver to head up to Vail. Lived and worked in this amazing place for 2 years and always head back to visit my mates. Also will be stopping in to see my amazing Australia BFF MahalBella who ill be teaching how to drink cause she is a little bitch pussy living in the US now and forgot how to drink like an aussie. ( again if your in CO hit me up )
Tennessee:
Never been and 3 of my fav peeps live here. MelaineK , f1ster & Pajami
New York:
Ill be in NY for maybe 5 nights. Will go and see Showtime ( i think she went grey ) and of course my main man Repo_man ... we will get strippers and blow and booze
Massachusetts:
I cant come to the USA without going and staying with my boy KiltedGoth
After this im thinking of heading to the small towns no Australian visit ... I wanna hit a random state and a random town and get drunk in the small local bars. So if you have any ideas left me know.
Ill be able to lock in dates for all these locations within the next month.
If you want me to visit your start let me know what the girls are like and if they is easy to bang
Heres a photo from my last US trip
Nice guys always finish last
You hear the saying all the time but i really am starting to believe it. Unless you are a wanna be bad ass mofo in this world you dont have a shot in hell. Girls love them .. They cant live without the drama that comes with them. I worked with girls that have dated and still date the " bad boy " type guy. You hear about the problems every second day of the week. Do you think they ever leave the guy? Yeah some maybe do after months if not years of being treated like shit. The girls takes some time off to try and work out whats wrong with herself... Then she goes straight back onto the pain train and rides it for another couple of months/years.
The best part i find is when a girl asks for your opinion on what you think is wrong with her relationship. So for a minute you think to yourself if its worth getting involved in the drama and if you do is she going to listen. Finally you fucking unleash on her and tell her what a fuck bag the guy is and nail every single point on the head. ONLY to have her 110% agree with anything you say. You finally think you may have go it into her head to fuck this loser off. OHHHH NO ... she still stays with him ... i mean REALLY?!?!?!?! ARE YOU KIDDING ME?
Most of the girls i talk to seem to think that most of the relationship problems are the things they are causing.. These are the girls you cant help. They are so mind fucked its not even funny. The guy now owns then. They can get a beat down and still love the guy and still go back to him.
I work with a girl whos boyfriend spends all his own money on beer , drugs and hookers and then asks her for more money as he is broke. Whats she do? gives him any amount he wants and never gets a cent back. Does she care? No ... why? cause he is the hot guy around town that has the nice car and muscles. All the girls want him so she cant give that up. She knows he fucks other girls every week but she doesn't care.
If any girls read this do this for me ... Next time your at a club / coffee shop / whatever and a normally looking guy say hello or smiles at you how about you say hello back or ever have a chat with him. It takes some fucking balls for some people to say hello to a nice looking girl. Dont think you dont stink cause honey looks dont last forever and you will most likely soon be turning tricks to make ends meet and you wont have a friend in the world.
Also dont be playing no guys ... That shit is really fucked up. I have been played more times that i care to count. Dont play a guy into taking you out for dinner or buying you nice things only to drop him on his ass when you never had an intention of dating him. Im not talking about the money side of things .. that can be covered .. Im talking about breaking the poor fuckers heart.
( sorry for all the spelling fuck ups )
Im out <3
You hear the saying all the time but i really am starting to believe it. Unless you are a wanna be bad ass mofo in this world you dont have a shot in hell. Girls love them .. They cant live without the drama that comes with them. I worked with girls that have dated and still date the " bad boy " type guy. You hear about the problems every second day of the week. Do you think they ever leave the guy? Yeah some maybe do after months if not years of being treated like shit. The girls takes some time off to try and work out whats wrong with herself... Then she goes straight back onto the pain train and rides it for another couple of months/years.
The best part i find is when a girl asks for your opinion on what you think is wrong with her relationship. So for a minute you think to yourself if its worth getting involved in the drama and if you do is she going to listen. Finally you fucking unleash on her and tell her what a fuck bag the guy is and nail every single point on the head. ONLY to have her 110% agree with anything you say. You finally think you may have go it into her head to fuck this loser off. OHHHH NO ... she still stays with him ... i mean REALLY?!?!?!?! ARE YOU KIDDING ME?
Most of the girls i talk to seem to think that most of the relationship problems are the things they are causing.. These are the girls you cant help. They are so mind fucked its not even funny. The guy now owns then. They can get a beat down and still love the guy and still go back to him.
I work with a girl whos boyfriend spends all his own money on beer , drugs and hookers and then asks her for more money as he is broke. Whats she do? gives him any amount he wants and never gets a cent back. Does she care? No ... why? cause he is the hot guy around town that has the nice car and muscles. All the girls want him so she cant give that up. She knows he fucks other girls every week but she doesn't care.
If any girls read this do this for me ... Next time your at a club / coffee shop / whatever and a normally looking guy say hello or smiles at you how about you say hello back or ever have a chat with him. It takes some fucking balls for some people to say hello to a nice looking girl. Dont think you dont stink cause honey looks dont last forever and you will most likely soon be turning tricks to make ends meet and you wont have a friend in the world.
Also dont be playing no guys ... That shit is really fucked up. I have been played more times that i care to count. Dont play a guy into taking you out for dinner or buying you nice things only to drop him on his ass when you never had an intention of dating him. Im not talking about the money side of things .. that can be covered .. Im talking about breaking the poor fuckers heart.
( sorry for all the spelling fuck ups )
Im out <3
Im sitting out side of my apartment having a beer and listening to country music. Its summer time here in Australia yet we havent really seen any sunshine as of late.
Anyways i got to thinking about relationships and how some work and some fall apart. Now for me i havent been in all that many relationships but i have leant a few things along the way in my 28years of this earth.
One of the main things i have witnessed in peoples relationships is you forget why you fell for the person in the beginning. You remember the first time you laid ones of that person or have your first conversation with them? You remember how you felt like time stood still. You looks into each others eyes and you knew there was something special about them. Its all the little smalls things that make you fall for someone. Its the little things that people forget when they finally start dating the person.They take the person for granted and live day by by expecting them to still be there in the morning and still have the same feelings for them.
Dont get me wrong , I know relationships have highs and lows but you gotta bring it back to the basics. Yes we grow older and things change but take a moment and think to your self when was the last time did the little things that made them date you to start with?
The little things are what makes a person. They are the cute things that make you think of them when your sitting at work or just before you lay your head down on the pillow at night. The first person you think of when you wake in the morning. They are the person that makes you check your cell phone for a txt or a facebook message the minute you wake up.
Also remember to try new things. Take dance lessons ... go to the theatre and catch a broadway show. Learn to do step outside your comfort zone. Relationships are about learning as well as remembering.
The little things in life are the sweetest and maybe if more people would remember the little things about each other then maybe ... just maybe people would stay together.
I wish all of you a Merry Christmas <3 I want like to thank all of my brothers in arms who wont be home for Christmas. Thankyou ,God speed and God Bless.
Anyways i got to thinking about relationships and how some work and some fall apart. Now for me i havent been in all that many relationships but i have leant a few things along the way in my 28years of this earth.
One of the main things i have witnessed in peoples relationships is you forget why you fell for the person in the beginning. You remember the first time you laid ones of that person or have your first conversation with them? You remember how you felt like time stood still. You looks into each others eyes and you knew there was something special about them. Its all the little smalls things that make you fall for someone. Its the little things that people forget when they finally start dating the person.They take the person for granted and live day by by expecting them to still be there in the morning and still have the same feelings for them.
Dont get me wrong , I know relationships have highs and lows but you gotta bring it back to the basics. Yes we grow older and things change but take a moment and think to your self when was the last time did the little things that made them date you to start with?
The little things are what makes a person. They are the cute things that make you think of them when your sitting at work or just before you lay your head down on the pillow at night. The first person you think of when you wake in the morning. They are the person that makes you check your cell phone for a txt or a facebook message the minute you wake up.
Also remember to try new things. Take dance lessons ... go to the theatre and catch a broadway show. Learn to do step outside your comfort zone. Relationships are about learning as well as remembering.
The little things in life are the sweetest and maybe if more people would remember the little things about each other then maybe ... just maybe people would stay together.
I wish all of you a Merry Christmas <3 I want like to thank all of my brothers in arms who wont be home for Christmas. Thankyou ,God speed and God Bless.
