So I've been using this thing called Yahoo! Answers and I've somehow become totally addicted to it. Who knew that I just fucking LOVE ANSWERING QUESTIONS!
So - ask me something?
So - ask me something?
I really don't understand how or why I'm a Celebrity exists. They stick a load of nobody's in the jungle and let them eat a whole load of insects and the body parts of various other creatures for entertainment, not to mention they probably terrify the shit out of the local wildlife. It's shameful and must be an absolute waste of time for those who choose to watch it. To die only to be consumed by a retching 'celebrity' is an insult to that animals life.
Rant over.
Rant over.
Reel fish, reel big fish!
Ok so I know you are used to be badgering on about Pearl Jam 24/7 but I've changed my tune today cause I got tickets to see RBF next Feb in London. This will be either my fourth or fifth time seeing them in the past ten years and I still get excited about their shows. They are so much fun and completely brilliant showmen and their songs all rock - you know it's true. I feel 15 again when I listen to them
They are one of the bands where I prefer their live stuff to the studio versions. I once chose to watch these guys over Muse at Reading fest '06. Ya, I said that. And I bet I had a much better time than anyone who chose Muse!
Ok so I know you are used to be badgering on about Pearl Jam 24/7 but I've changed my tune today cause I got tickets to see RBF next Feb in London. This will be either my fourth or fifth time seeing them in the past ten years and I still get excited about their shows. They are so much fun and completely brilliant showmen and their songs all rock - you know it's true. I feel 15 again when I listen to them
They are one of the bands where I prefer their live stuff to the studio versions. I once chose to watch these guys over Muse at Reading fest '06. Ya, I said that. And I bet I had a much better time than anyone who chose Muse!
Fireworks mean something to me now. For a few years I couldn't enjoy the November fireworks because they always brought me back to November 4th 2006 - the day my boyfriend broke up with me only two weeks after my best friend had died in our house.
I don't want this to be a long detailed blog because it's a positive feeling I want to get across. I lost my best friend at university on October 11th 2006 in our shared flat and became very angry at everything and everyone whilst trying to come to terms with it. So angry, I took it all out on my boyfriend at the time who lost all energy to try and help me and broke up with me on fireworks night (well, the night before) 2006. These few weeks were the loneliest and saddest times I've ever gone through. For a few years following Shaun's death and my break-up fireworks brought that night back and I would be overcome with the grief of losing two friends in such a short space of time.
However, last night November 4th 2011 I was watching a firework display with my boyfriend of almost two years I smiled and it was a proper genuine smile. Writing this I am getting a teary again but I like to cry over Shaun (RIP) because I've come to terms with knowing how to deal with those emotions and for me, crying is a good thing. And it makes me smile so much to see how my life has changed for the better and worse throughout the last 5 years. I feel very grateful to have been seen through those tough first few months by my friends and I'm glad to be on the other side of it and to be capable of remembering Shaun and enjoying those memories.
I just wish, go back five years I could have let the broken 20 year old me know that it was all going to be ok and I got through it and five years down the line I'd be in love again and happy and watching a firework display with happy tears and lots of smiles. Oh and to say 'Hey Veder you know what? You're so much stronger than you know'
(Oh and me and my ex are actually very good friends these days too, which is awesome)
Me and Shaun - the worlds best present to me. RIP my lovely friend.
Fireworks make me smile
I don't want this to be a long detailed blog because it's a positive feeling I want to get across. I lost my best friend at university on October 11th 2006 in our shared flat and became very angry at everything and everyone whilst trying to come to terms with it. So angry, I took it all out on my boyfriend at the time who lost all energy to try and help me and broke up with me on fireworks night (well, the night before) 2006. These few weeks were the loneliest and saddest times I've ever gone through. For a few years following Shaun's death and my break-up fireworks brought that night back and I would be overcome with the grief of losing two friends in such a short space of time.
However, last night November 4th 2011 I was watching a firework display with my boyfriend of almost two years I smiled and it was a proper genuine smile. Writing this I am getting a teary again but I like to cry over Shaun (RIP) because I've come to terms with knowing how to deal with those emotions and for me, crying is a good thing. And it makes me smile so much to see how my life has changed for the better and worse throughout the last 5 years. I feel very grateful to have been seen through those tough first few months by my friends and I'm glad to be on the other side of it and to be capable of remembering Shaun and enjoying those memories.
I just wish, go back five years I could have let the broken 20 year old me know that it was all going to be ok and I got through it and five years down the line I'd be in love again and happy and watching a firework display with happy tears and lots of smiles. Oh and to say 'Hey Veder you know what? You're so much stronger than you know'
(Oh and me and my ex are actually very good friends these days too, which is awesome)
Me and Shaun - the worlds best present to me. RIP my lovely friend.
Fireworks make me smile
Boo! I'm back!
God dam internet went in my building for like 3 long assed days and then my laptop broke!
But all has been fixed so hello!
Did everyone have an awesome Halloween? I love Halloween!! I carved a penguin pumpkin which looks a bit like a child did it....
On Saturday night myself and Chloe (red head) had a 5 hour dj set in the local rock club, it was immense! 5 hours of playing absolute tunes and throwing in a few cheeky Halloween tracks! Work has been hectic lately so I didn't have time to do a real costume so I just went as dead Veder!
And when I saw cheeky Halloween tracks - Yes I did play this. (Did not go down so well with some!)
On Monday (real Halloween) I snuggled down with my boy with some beers for his first ever viewing of The Shining. How he has gone his 25 years of life without seeing this masterpiece, astounds me!! I love this movie and this book. So god damn creepy!
Listen to this. Because it is awesome.
God dam internet went in my building for like 3 long assed days and then my laptop broke!
But all has been fixed so hello!Did everyone have an awesome Halloween? I love Halloween!! I carved a penguin pumpkin which looks a bit like a child did it....
On Saturday night myself and Chloe (red head) had a 5 hour dj set in the local rock club, it was immense! 5 hours of playing absolute tunes and throwing in a few cheeky Halloween tracks! Work has been hectic lately so I didn't have time to do a real costume so I just went as dead Veder!
And when I saw cheeky Halloween tracks - Yes I did play this. (Did not go down so well with some!)
On Monday (real Halloween) I snuggled down with my boy with some beers for his first ever viewing of The Shining. How he has gone his 25 years of life without seeing this masterpiece, astounds me!! I love this movie and this book. So god damn creepy!
Listen to this. Because it is awesome.
OH wow - I'm back and all thanks to ONE AMAZING SG friend! Kultboy you just made my YEAR!
Fuck I've missed this place and wow do we have a LOT to catch up on...!!! 
How is everyone? I have almost forgotten how to work this website!!
Once home from work today I am writing the fattest blog ever letting you all know how my travels went and what's been going on since. I wanna hear back though!
YAY!!!
Veder
Fuck I've missed this place and wow do we have a LOT to catch up on...!!!
How is everyone? I have almost forgotten how to work this website!!
Once home from work today I am writing the fattest blog ever letting you all know how my travels went and what's been going on since. I wanna hear back though!
YAY!!!
Veder
It's finally happening,
quit my job
booked my bus
got my tax back
I am off up the East Coast for some fun sun and adventure!
For those of you who gave me your email address, I promise to write once my SG account actually boots me off!
I'm so excited/nervous/excited!!!
Hope you're all well
xxxx
quit my job
booked my bus
got my tax back
I am off up the East Coast for some fun sun and adventure!
For those of you who gave me your email address, I promise to write once my SG account actually boots me off!
I'm so excited/nervous/excited!!!
Hope you're all well
xxxx
Well a year goes nice and fast doesn't it?!
I just realised my year with SG is almost up *sob sob*
I will be rejoining, but not for a few weeks/months maybe
If any of you wanna keep in touch, cause I know I do, send me your emails....quickly
Love you all,
Veder
xxx
I just realised my year with SG is almost up *sob sob*
I will be rejoining, but not for a few weeks/months maybe
If any of you wanna keep in touch, cause I know I do, send me your emails....quickly
Love you all,
Veder
xxx
