Ok.. well this update can only be described as SHENANIGANS!!! LOTS AND LOTS OF SHENANIGANS!!

To start, I'm not at all bummed about that last girl working out, on the local Detroit Gotic forum, she turned out to be creepy, fucking weird, and extremly stuck up.. a classic troll in denial to put it simply..

But I'm back in germany... thank god.. things did get pretty depressing while I was home on leave, my best friend was ruining his life due to vicodine.. and an update to that.. he's now living out of his car.. his wife and him are through supposedly.. I don't know what the fuck happened, he used to be the coolest guy and soo full of promise.. came back a bit injured from iraq.. military doctors tossed him tons of vikes, he got hooked.. and it all went downhill from there... it's fucking sad to be honest... and I don't know how I can help him... he's in a situation i used to be in (thouhg i wasn't on drugs, just hard luck) and this situation is the boiling point, where it all boils down to the ultimatum, get back on track, or sink. I hope he straightens out and gets his life back in order.. I really hope he does, I don't want to see him give up.. maybe this is the wakeup call he needs.. but he's been my best friend for over 9 years now.. and the reality of the possibility that it just might be too late, or he's not gonna make it is just too close for anyone's comfort. There's not much I can do for him at this point but watch and hope..

As for other things.. I have found a girl.. soo effing beautiful on the inside just as she is on the outside. Been friends for almost a year now.. but she's been steadily sweet and persistant with me, so i gave in and agreed to be in a relationship with her and wow... just honestly wow.. iit's almost too good to be true, and she proves it's true all the time constantly.. I've never had anyone this loving and caring ever.. it's unreal.. but her kindness and love is returned 100%. There's nothing I wouldn't do for her.. finally...

Ok.. well this update can only be described as SHENANIGANS!!! LOTS AND LOTS OF SHENANIGANS!!

To start, I'm not at all bummed about that last girl working out, on the local Detroit Gotic forum, she turned out to be creepy, fucking weird, and extremly stuck up.. a classic troll in denial to put it simply..

But I'm back in germany... thank god.. things did get pretty depressing while I was home on leave, my best friend was ruining his life due to vicodine.. and an update to that.. he's now living out of his car.. his wife and him are through supposedly.. I don't know what the fuck happened, he used to be the coolest guy and soo full of promise.. came back a bit injured from iraq.. military doctors tossed him tons of vikes, he got hooked.. and it all went downhill from there... it's fucking sad to be honest... and I don't know how I can help him... he's in a situation i used to be in (thouhg i wasn't on drugs, just hard luck) and this situation is the boiling point, where it all boils down to the ultimatum, get back on track, or sink. I hope he straightens out and gets his life back in order.. I really hope he does, I don't want to see him give up.. maybe this is the wakeup call he needs.. but he's been my best friend for over 9 years now.. and the reality of the possibility that it just might be too late, or he's not gonna make it is just too close for anyone's comfort. There's not much I can do for him at this point but watch and hope..

As for other things.. I have found a girl.. soo effing beautiful on the inside just as she is on the outside. Been friends for almost a year now.. but she's been steadily sweet and persistant with me, so i gave in and agreed to be in a relationship with her and wow... just honestly wow.. iit's almost too good to be true, and she proves it's true all the time constantly.. I've never had anyone this loving and caring ever.. it's unreal.. but her kindness and love is returned 100%. There's nothing I wouldn't do for her.. finally the one has come to tame my wild heart..

Though I'm in the Army, stationed in Germany.. ironicly... her dad is a cheif warrant officer stationed somewhere in germany too... talk about playing with some serious fire heheheh... but ya know, life's all about taking risks and living dangerously to get anything worth while in it.. And the danger of this just makes it so much more fun... damn i have to be a thrill seeker in everything I do lol.

But that's about it for now, only a couple more weeks before I hit the big sandbox again...

Maybe I'll see her dad out there.. and be like, Yeah btw sir, I'm you'r daughter's steady boyfriend with plans of getting engaged to her after Iraq" My my my.. that WOULD be an interesting wedding now wouldn't it?