To any Ausi's who may be reading this muahaha we kicked your ass!

Better luck next time kids

So last night we drove 30 minutes out of town to watch my brothers band play, i drove..driving at night when your half asleep and its raining is not my idea of fun.





And some body shots..

Look at this homeboy, the first turban wearing copper in NZ, yeehaw !

Get ya cunt out !

Im so friggin tired and disorientated, i actually feel like im about to pass out, its just fucking loovely.

Erm, yes not sure what im doing tonight, maybe i should just stay at home and shake my cunt around the room.

Omg im so fucking tired, i havent slept for more than 4 hours a night all week and im up at 5am every morning..im really getting fucked up.

So got the hair done today...



Cruddy pics but you get the jist of it .



Ive been trying to find a photographer but fuck its useless, im starting to get rather fucked off to be honest...what to do,..what to do..

So i went and did some shopping today and i purchased..

annnnndd


$200 odd bucks later... = happy me !

So the said lady came into work today and i said straight out, regarding yesterdays conversation its a definate no, its not my thing sorry and i really am doing enough already, she took it okay..

Im having horrible problems sleeping at the moment i am absolutely exhausted, heres hoping i get some bloody sleep tonight
!

This woman at work this morning drove me fucking insane..trying to get me involved in some merchandising business that im not interested in at all. I made all the excuses under the sun but she just kept coming at me, trying to get my phone number and everything.(which she didnt get)

Anyway she fucking stressed me out and shell be back into work tomorrow yabbing her shit, and im stressing . I cant just tell her to fuck off, i tried telling her im too busy right now but she just wouldnt let up and now shes trying to get me to go to some stupid fucking seminar.

Gosh.

This is the scum ass hoe my bf cheated on me with..



This might be "immature" but i really dont give a fuck, if i could kill her i would, you wouldnt believe how angry she makes me.

Anyway went walking with the ex, asked me back out..i said no. Does he think im fucking stupid or what?

Okay, so my ex just arrived at my house and had acry about the fact ive been talking to some guy he hates. Fuck hes an idiot. Moments like these make me glad im not with him. Then he had the cheek to ask me if id been with another guy...like its his fucking business. I havent anyway, but still..wtf.Idiot.

Its 12.23 am in delightful NZ...and i have a delightful fucking headache. Went out to a big kickboxing,MMA tournament with my older brother tonight. It was mint, but he kept buying me alcohol and i had to drive home, so to say the least it was an interesting drive home.


Thats my brother with my best friend. Obviously we dont look too alike, different skin tones etc.Hes a good guy though and hopefully we can spend more time together !

My computers being completely fucking retarded and inconsiderate to my state so this blog ends right HERE

So it ended, finally..i know some of you have been waiting for months...it sucked we screamed ,yelled, called names, i threw him into a wardrobe, so yeah didnt go well, but its over ...i dont know how i feel, numb i guess, i havent cried...

I think ill go out tonight to the pub, dunno about drinking..im so exhausted, but i dont want to sit around and mope like a sad sack.


my big pimp daddy <3

oh and btw, does anyone know who this sexual woman happens to be !?

I felt gross tonight, self conscious and fat. I hate feeling like this...when does it ever end?

Wiiiing chong



So so soooo, work is the bomb diggity i am loving it..so something is going right in life..
The 5am wake ups did get to me after a few days of no sleep, i pretty much crashed yesterday, slept most of the day and most of the night, so wasnt so bad this morning.

its 6.46am yeehaw, im at work.. being awesome and stuff...getting up was rather difficult this morning..