Member: Vacio
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MARCH 7, 2012 @ 09:56 PM


So my boyfriend cheated on me, then decided that we cannot be together, regardless of what i say or what i want. I am still in love with him, id do anything, and i know im probably a fucking idiot, but love is blind.
In the meantime i havent eaten properly in nearly 2 weeks, im using sedatives whenever i get the chance, and i keep texting him, getting amgry, getting sad...wanting him, hating him, still loving him. Im so fucking confused.How the fuck do i move on.
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Jozsef

Jozsef

Toronto, ON
July 2007

MAR 07, 2012 10:34 PM

All you need to answer that is time to comprehend the situation in all its complexity. I know you can. Love you! kiss

Sjenda

Sjenda

I'm lost
March 2012

MAR 07, 2012 10:51 PM

its so hard not to text them anymore! You just have to come to terms that they cheated on you and don't care about you anymore and you don't deserve to be treated like that and need to move on.

chipdanger

chipdanger

I'm lost
November 2006

MAR 07, 2012 11:23 PM

sorry to hear about that. but i'm sure you're making the right decision. You need separation and someone that will treat you right. Hang in there.

linedrawing

linedrawing

Australia
January 2008

MAR 07, 2012 11:54 PM

I'm so sorry to hear that. Hope you can stay safe while you ride out the worst of the feelings ... you're so strong, you really are. xxxxx

FindingThePath

FindingThePath

New Zealand
January 2007

MAR 08, 2012 01:23 AM

That's a shitty situation, what can you really say that's not been said before? My thoughts, Focus on yourself, keep the routine, keep healthy, look at how far you've come in the last year and realise that this was all you! Maybe get away for the weekend. You will get over this and you will move on.

violently

violently

Decatur, GA
July 2003

MAR 08, 2012 03:04 AM

i know you still love him, but eventually those feelings will pass. you deserve more. you deserve someone that will recognize what a wonderful person you are and is willing to fully commit to you. it isn't too much to ask of someone or a relationship. you will move on, it just takes time, and it completely sucks. i had an ex i was so incredibly in love with i thought i'd never get over, but eventually i did...and now i look back, years later, and i am SO GRATEFUL for everything, even for the pain i went through (though i had to learn my lesson the hard way), because i realize now i am so much better off without him in my life. i am in such a better place now that i never would have been had he stayed. you are much better off now, and will always be, without someone that doesn't respect you in your life.

hang in there girl. things will get better. my thoughts are with you.

misterwolf94

misterwolf94

Brazil
June 2008

MAR 08, 2012 04:59 AM

move on... it looks to me that the first thing is to take care of your health dear vacio... try hard not to bring another problem to your relstionship problem.. i dont know... try to read your own blog as if you were someone else in this site... that is to say, from the perspctive of someone else... maybe, from another perspective, you could get to the opposite side... could begin to see that your relationship with this guy is not really important to your life... (sex?... well.. you are beatiful... )... dear vacio.. .

feed your body properly, and dont let any guy "fool your heart"...

Metaverse

Metaverse

USA
March 2005

MAR 08, 2012 08:35 AM

You just do. It's never easy. I wish I could say something that would be more helpful..but that's all I got right now. Hang in there.

John_

John_

Great Falls, MT
May 2011

MAR 08, 2012 05:48 PM

Totally sucks frown just gotta hang in there and try not to kill anyone in the mean time. You look amazing and in awesome shape, you will come out on top.

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