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Lately its like everything i do is fucking wrong..he arrived just as id finished a bike ride, he grabbed me and said your losing weight again and i said i know and he was like well stop..its like he expects me to do everything he wants me to do. With the weightloss i can understand, but with the ear stretching etc..god..im just at a loss right now..why cant he see past all of that..it makes me think hes simply with me because of my exterior. I feel if he cant learn to accept me like this then, i should leave him..he basically has called me a freak and pointed out that my body mods are un-attractive.Fuck him. Im me, and i will do what the fuck i want.
On a lighter note, look at that wee munchkin, isnt he the cutest thing youve ever seen, he didnt like getting his wee feet dirty so his owners put wee booties on him!!!
June 16, 1971
Mama gave birth
to a hell raisin' heavanly son.
See the doctor tried to smack me
but I smacked him back,
My first words were "thug for life"
and "Papa pass the Mac."
Its 2pacs birthday! yay happy birthday pac, i dont give a shit if he's "dead" im still celebrating. I have this really odd attraction to this man, bordering on obssession, i dont know what it is, but i swear he even visited me in my dreams once, i probably sound like a lunatic, but hey..i have papers to prove that point.Gah i love him.
and anyone whos reading this go leave some love and a billion beautiful comments for this beautiful woman on her set!!!!!!
http://suicidegirls.com/members/Calliope/albums/site/7090/#
JUN 15, 2008 10:24 PM
If the bf knew anything at all about love, he would express concern if he felt you were making a mistake, tell you he hopes that his concern is unjustified, and then promise to be there to help you through anything that ever causes you pain and fight every battle by your side. If he finds your taste so nauseating that he feels compelled to call you names, then you have to decide if such a relationship is a net benefit in the happiness stakes. He clearly believes that he can force you through relentless pressure and insults to adopt his version of truth, obviously in the belief that every single aspect of life maps onto a binary system of right and wrong of which he has appointed himself the ultimate arbiter.
We are each in charge of our own life and get to decide whether to celebrate our differences and rejoice in our similarities, or cling to a primitive belief that trivial disagreements are acts of hostility and we therefore need to instigate and emerge victorious from, an endless series of meaningless conflicts. Tell him to read a book, grow up, learn some respect or find someone who craves to be dominated and dictated to.
I respectfully submit that you're a treasure who can have any guy worth having. I'd also like to remind you that you were dealing with anorexia when you appeared here, so difficult as it undoubtedly is, you do know what's going on and you're not going to starve yourself into an early grave just because you don't want to get fat. Fears never disappear overnight.
And I still think 2Pac is alive! I mean come on...he has a new cd come out every year..sometimes 2!! hehe
JUN 16, 2008 08:23 AM
He was "kinda right" for the weight lost. But he's so not doing it the right way... I would have kick him in the nuts for that...
As for the body modification... you only have to ask your self... do you di it because you think it's pretty or because it's way out like cuting... If it's because you like it then he doesn't have anything to say about it... at least not the way he did it. I personnaly don't really like stretch ears because people tend to go over board. But I would never get in a fight because of it
You need a new boyfriend... one that don't constently remind you that you're self consious about your body...
Big hug and 
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