I want to get away with a special friend soon ... this is the best I have felt in a long time, she really makes feel feel good deep down inside. I just want to hold her in my arms all night

Grrr ... my family sucks They're already lining up wondering who's getting what if I die. A sister is telling my mother how she needs to see a shrink, and that her son should get this or that. WTF I'm not dead yet What the hell happened to get well soon ... I swear my family has the market cornered when it comes to gold diggers So anyways ... it seems that a couple more relatives are now dead to me. It never occurs to them that bullshit like this is not helping me get better. This is worse than the corporate boardrooms ... I expect them them to line up like wolves, but they know to be carefull of what they say as I may be very ill ... but I'm STILL THE CEO ... and a vengeful one too