Just incredible..

If you haven't seen Patton's newest suspension video please watch it NOW

This video brought literal tears to my eyes. She looks so beautiful and calm and that in combination with the song is just.... unbelievable. I mean, truly! If you have a weak tummy, you may not wanna watch the video but you should listen to the song anyway because it's so lovely and I can relate to it so strongly. But, you you can manage watching the suspension, I highly recommend it. She is magical. Just magical...


Plus she's a Tool fan, which automatically makes her the shit in my book


This video alone has given me even more inspiration to get my ass out to Ohio. I'd love to suspend there and I'd have a cozy place to stay with my dear dear friend Drama. I very seriously sat down and tried to figure out how much money I'd have to save to head out there by the end of the year for a few days. I need to make this happen! lol I was told at Hell City by a piercer that I have a good body type for suspending and that I'd "look beautiful doing it" so... yeah. I need to make it happen.

OK! Other things!!!
I had so much fun yesterday with my girl friend, Katie! Our friend Dylan who's a photography and art student ended up coming along too and he shot some pictures as well! It was such a blast just just hiking around the river with my buddies and having them both shoot me and just laughing and enjoying mother nature. It was incredible!

Me and Katie played with some of the pictures, but not all of them. She shot about 400 and I think we got a solid 150 pics out of it. Just for fun, nothing serious, ya know? It was awesome! Plus, I haven't even seen Dylan's pictures yet, but I have a feeling his are gonna be a little better. Shhhh! Don't tell her I said that. lol But, he's a Pisces like me and our artistic styles are a little more similar. So, he better hurry his ass up and show me what he's got! haha! Here are a couple of Katies that I think are cute:






Dylan has a different editing style so I'm actually bugging him -right now- via text message to hurry up so I can see some. Haha! He said he had fun shooting me and wants to take me up to this spot in the mountains soon. So, once I see his pics, we'll probably be planning that pretty soon. He's a really chill guy and our personalities mesh really well, so I think it could be fantastic. As far as artwork goes, anyway.

Well, I was trying to upload more pictures from my iPhone, but I'm having technical difficulties with that right now. Boooooooo! Hisssss!

I do have to say, on a more personal note, that my spirits have certainly been lifted over the last couple days. With the fun photo shoot with my friends and spending some quality time with them and talking about some of my issues with Drama and letting him coach me a little on life in general. People have just been making me smile! And it reminds me of the things in life that are -truly- important. I think this "single" thing is gonna be easier than I anticipated and that puts a big goddamn smile on my face! Like this ---> only maybe goofier. lol

So thank you all for your uplifting comments and messages. You are some fabulous friends! And thank you Drama for making me smile. And thank you Bradley for doing the same, as well as many other beautiful girls and guys. And really, THANK YOU Patton for sharing your videos with us. You are beyond inspiration!

Here's some blues for those of you who will appreciate it. This is one of my favorites and is particularly relevant today:

I'm on the bridge to better days... and the days are comin' now!

Thanks guys! And hopefully more fun pictures later gaters.

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