Member: Trekka

Trekka ...I'm not here looking for absolution

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JANUARY 18, 2010 @ 11:00 AM


"I wanna feel the metamorphosis and
Cleansing I've endured within
My shadow
Change is coming.
Now is my time. "


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Do you ever just have one of those days that you feel numb? I'm not sad or depressed and I'm not completely happy either. I'm just here. This morning was nice, though. Had breakfast and played Godfather II on PS3 cuz I'm a rock star like that. But, as the day progresses and the rain pours on my back porch, I feel less and less alive. If I was feeling up to par I would be like, "Come on baby, we're runnin in the rain!". Alas all I can think about how the rain drop sliding down the window look like tears. And yet, I'm not sad!

Whatever. Guess it's just a case of the blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs.

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On an extremely light note, last night, I watched "Honey, I Blew Up The Kid"! A-can-I get an a-men-a! Hella good movie... brought me back to being like.... SUPER young. I dunno, like 4th grade or some ridiculousness like that! smile

Time for me to put on my happy hippie panties and go take on the day with a smile on my face! biggrin
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Comments
wheredango2

wheredango2

Yellowstone National Park, WY
December 2009

JAN 18, 2010 11:12 AM

its just the rain. does that to everyone. i live right near the only area in the us thats considered rain forest. the sun will return, and like birdman, we'll all feel better!smileand now, a pirateARRR!!!

MrBubbleWrap

MrBubbleWrap

USA
November 2007

JAN 18, 2010 01:56 PM

Miss seeing your face...changing my schedule around to be up in the afternoon before work. so I can "get more things done". So we'll see how that works for me. <333

Some happy puppy pics for you...

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

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...pay no attention to Pullo's "muffin top" neck roll..... he's not fat (I don't care what my GF says)
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madeincanada

madeincanada

Canada
August 2009

JAN 18, 2010 05:08 PM

i fuckin love those panties!
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Technology

Technology

Columbus, OH
December 2009

JAN 18, 2010 05:51 PM

peache....haven't you ever seen office space? i def. think you are suffering from a case of the muunndays!frown yeah that's really not that funny now that I read that back to myself. oh well its funnier on the movie. get some endorphins flowing or something that'll help.

redd3vil

redd3vil

I'm lost
January 2006

JAN 19, 2010 09:24 AM

meh that guyz the biggest wanker since Steve Erkel

Chrysis

Chrysis

SUICIDEGIRL

Ohio, USA

JAN 19, 2010 10:01 AM

It's nice that you say I seem to be keeping my cool. That is mostly because I have been staying away from these websites, or saying much. Which isn't hard, because I am shutting down completely. I seemed to be getting a lot accomplished by sheer force of will, but then I started hitting brick walls with it all. Now I can't even write about it all or my throat starts to close up and I can't breathe.

Gotta keep up appearances to a point.

Lusean

Lusean

San Francisco, CA
September 2004

JAN 19, 2010 10:53 AM

Do tell....

Chrysis

Chrysis

SUICIDEGIRL

Ohio, USA

JAN 19, 2010 08:21 PM

I know this, silly. All piercings are. I am fine.

mildots

mildots

USA
September 2007

JAN 20, 2010 10:39 AM

I love how some movies can take you back in time.

HandSolo

HandSolo

Zimbabwe
November 2005

JAN 20, 2010 01:28 PM

amazing smile.
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pawko4b

pawko4b

Mechanicsburg, PA
May 2008

JAN 20, 2010 09:16 PM

We warned you to stop with the thinking. It can cause bad things to happen

MrBubbleWrap

MrBubbleWrap

USA
November 2007

JAN 20, 2010 10:00 PM

I have the same problems....thinking is ok, obsessing is not. <3

MrBubbleWrap

MrBubbleWrap

USA
November 2007

JAN 21, 2010 07:42 AM

here's a video I think may sum up how you feel.



though it brings a tear to my eye when I watch it...

Hiro

Hiro

Salt Lake City, UT
February 2006

JAN 21, 2010 04:37 PM

the first photo makes me wanna go trip on shrooms.

MrBubbleWrap

MrBubbleWrap

USA
November 2007

JAN 21, 2010 04:40 PM

Sorry luv, I think in music lyrics some times....as I'm fighting the urge to wright some down.

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