Member: Trekka

Trekka ...I'm not here looking for absolution

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JANUARY 4, 2010 @ 07:21 PM


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I've had a bunch of you ask about this drawing that I showed during chat the other day, so i figured I'd just do a quick blog about it.
I did it in my first year of advanced art my freshman year of high school. It's in charcoal. I COMPLETELY rushed the other side of the drawing and don't EVER include it in pictures because I don't like it. There's an owl that I literally drew THE day I turned it in. I got an A- with the comment of "Nice work sista!" from my art teacher Mr Stephens (the coolest person I have EVER known to date). Anyways, I have No clue who the kid is. I saw his picture in a National Geographic and my precious little bleeding heart ached when I saw the photograph. It was so beautiful. I wanted to recreate it. I spent the majority (99.9%) of the time on the kid and zero time on the damn owl and now i'm stuck with 1/2 one of my favorite drawings, 1/2 one of my LEAST favorite. EVER.
I think that was everyone's questions. . . . lol!
I've had requests to see more of my art and I will share it in time as I get to know everyone. Art is kinda the only thing sacred in my life and I like to keep it that way. I sold one painting once when I was 16 for $300. I had HORRIBLE separation anxiety, as it was a painting that I had done while going through my first hard breakup and so many of my tears and blood (literally) where in that paint. . . I cried myself to sleep the night I sold that painting. ...
The next morning I called my classmate's mom and bought it back.
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Honestly, it's just because I know no one will ever love my art the way I love it. It's my blood, sweat, and tears. It's my nights laying awake for hours trying to decide between a red flower or an orange flower. It's my spare time for days, weeks, months sometimes. It's my heart every time and I guess that's what scares me about selling it off to someone who will never know what I went through to create it.
This got super deep, super fast and that was honestly not my intention. Hmmm...... I gotta fix this.....
Hey everyone! Let's laugh at these morons! lol
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xoxox
~PeachE
Comments
Cadavre

Cadavre

HOPEFUL

Seattle, WA

JAN 04, 2010 09:08 PM

Well it is a great piece. I don't have the skill or patience for charcoal! If I thought I was good enough with my art I'd probably have the same problem letting it go. I'm that way with a few of my photographs. Hope to see more!

pawko4b

pawko4b

Mechanicsburg, PA
May 2008

JAN 05, 2010 08:27 AM

Well it's good you hold things sacred to you.
So I see you and the cat made up. I think lol.

Chrysis

Chrysis

SUICIDEGIRL

Ohio, USA

JAN 05, 2010 11:09 AM

I'm so jealous of that cat. Well, .. of you for having the cat, and of the cat for getting snuggles from you. Bahaha. So why didn't you ever get a kitten for you kitty? You totally should! Then take more picturesssss. So I can live vicariously through you! :]]]]]]]]

Chrysis

Chrysis

SUICIDEGIRL

Ohio, USA

JAN 05, 2010 11:10 AM

By the way, that piece is amazing.. I'm not talented in pretty much any way at all, but I am always very impressed and enamoured by others' talents -- mostly [visual] art and music. I just color with markers and tape / glue random things together. :]

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