ok well this is prolly it untill the end of september. ill be gone for a while and its gonna suck. see ya all later.and happy 4th.

well its been a really long time sense i have blogged so i figure i would throw a new one out. its actually been a good year so far. work has been a so so event but other then that my life has taken a turn for the better finally. i have a new house. well im renting that is. but its nice in a wonderful area. other then that i got a new motorcycle and i love it. i just need to ride it more. other then thaqt i deploy again here in a month and that sucks so if anyone is interested in being my pen pall while im out there for my 2 month deployment let me know. anyways im out i have to go study.

Well everyone. after being gone for my deployment i am now back. It was a desent one this time so im happy. I will be on alot again soon. I missed youall and cant wait to talk to you agian. To all those i got emails from while i was gone thank you i needed the encouragement. To all those who thought about me thru it thank you too. talk to you all soon.

Well hello all. i have meet so many kick ass people recently i nthe chat rooms. i have had a blast just sitting and talking to you all. i hope you all keep in contact with me. I found aout some shity news today. I will be leaving on July the 8th till September 22nd. so ill have to leave my real email add on here for those of you that wanna talk while im gone. It sucks but i go when they say go. Anyways im gonna get on chat so talk to you all soon i hope.

Well it looks like no i may actually get to come home now. I am so glad. Im feeling way better in terms of my cold. its just my nose now. other then that. for those of you who wanted me to put some more pics up i have 2 new ones up. ill put more when i have time to edit them. talk to you all soon.

ok so if you have been talkking to me in the chat room you know that i have been sick and broke in japan. I was supposed to leave yesterday to head home. Well we got on the plain got really to leave and fucking broke again. can you beleive that shit.. im so mad and im sick still. im getting better but im still sick. i hate it. now i should be home monday night tuesday morning. god i cant wait to get home.

SO HERE IS A HAPPIER POST!!!! I bought another motorcycle yesterday. I have a 2001 Suzuki Intruder. I like it. its red hehe go figure. I was gonna go ride it today but thanks to the fogg and rain thats a big no. GRRR heheh.

Well as of yesterrday my ex says he fucking hates me and hopes i die. wow make me feel like a peice of shit. All i said was my trust in him is gone and i will not be getting back with him. it hurts to know he wants me to die. but what can you do when something like that is said by someone who will not talk to you now. Try to finish moving on i guess is all i can do. Fuck i need to post about something happier!!!

Well i have been on here forever and do think i have ever blogged! Well today I do. HEHE!! Now as of December my guy of 3 years cheated on me, lied to me about it, and dumped me. ASSHOLE. Now he wants me back but im not going. SO I am free and really enjoying it. I havent dated in years and yeah im a bit rusty on the actual flirting thing but im working on it. I have been looking for some good new exciting peeps to hang out with in my general area. I dont mind driving or meeting up with people. I love dancing, drinking, and having a good time. If this sounds like you and ya wanna hang out and have fun im your girl!. Other then that im at home in New mexico at the moment until the 30th of March. Its so good to come home and see my family. I get my tounge done today or tomorrow and im getting 2 tats fixed then maybe another one will be added in. i think i might buy another bike to leave down here with my parents so i have one to ride while im here. now the big question Sports or cruser!?!