Ill. Sick of getting this bad . Why cant I have just a normal cold ? This one has seen me laid up for 3 days now. Still, not as bad as I was yesterday, so maybe this is coming to an end

Pierced tongues

Are they as good as what people say for oral sex ? Something I really would like to feel, Like my ink but no piercings

Well, hungover and soo tired, have to take my father shopping so thats the morning taken care of. Then a nice long massage to help me destress, then off into the local city to watch some football ( soccer)
Booked more tattoos but not until Jan 2013, thats the earliest appointment I can get

I am never ever drinking again. Jeagerbombs are called so, as they blow your head off

Feel rellay unloved at the minute. maybe its the depression, work who knows, but hey I am still here I think

Stress:

Been off a while with stress, work and home
I do have a stressful job, but I can cope with that, its when I come home and dont get chance to unwid due to parents being unwell. Mother is suffering badly and getting worse with Alzheimers and my dad has Mascular degeneration. Pretty much depending on me now to see that they get their daily provisions.
Mother needs care and father wont admit to wanting help. He has relented and will admit a carer in once a week
She needs it day to day. me ? I am not sleeping too well, with my mind going 100mph all the time and not shutting down when I sleep. Work isnt helping with backstabbing bastards who insist on running to managment with everything I do

Apart from this life is rosy

Well
after a bad bout of serious depression before Christmas which cost me 4 months of my life spent comfort eating and sleeping, god bless Prozac, I am now on the up and mend. And to make things even better

I was given the all clear at hospital this week.
No more check ups
No more worries about whether the cancer has come back
No more getting down due to being ill all the time

Onwards and upwards now, so fingers crossed I can put the last few 5 years behind me and move on

Well to all my freinds, I hope you all had a fantastic Xmas and a very very boozy New Year, I spent New Year in bed nursing flu and a upper body respiratory virus
Well its been a while and I have finally got around to adding some new pics. I have had more work done too, and pretty pleased with what I have had done. I should be having work started on my other leg in the next few months, so watch this space
So what have I been up too ? Teaching kids how to paint. Yes, I have become a teacher w00t. Working with the kids I do, its a doddle.
Also, as a treat I bought myself this little beauty as I have been learning to play the guitar now for a good few months
On the health front, not too bad. Seem to catch every fucking bug under the sun, to the point its making me really ill. I hope the caner isnt back
Ah well, time to go and I promise to update on a more regualr basis now

Playing football will be the death of me. First I twist may ankle playing on holiday damaging the tendons and ligaments. The I run into somone at work playing 5 a said and break a piece of bone of my knee. Soo. an op beckons in the New Year, January 15th, to whip out the broken piece of bone
And I was so going to get more ink in the New Year as well, more added to my pubic one and the start of a sleeve

*SIGH*

Well had another check up for the cancer and at the minute I am still clear. Asked when i would be given the all clear and the likleyhood of it coming back and I was told that they normally wait for 5 -6 years before giving the all clear and that the longer I go without any problems, the less chance it has of coming back.
Get the fuck in ! Bit relieved actually as I had read a lot of cases of my kind of cancer coming back and on top of that I had it pretty bad. On a scale of 1to4 I had it at 2 !

Off work at the minute with Man flu and a knackered ankle, thank you Turkish footballers !