A music inspired title. To go with how I feel at the moment.

And so I’m posting again today!

I went ahead and talked to convention buddy of mine that I hadn’t talked to in a while. Basically I told him I was really down and needed someone to talk to. He’s a great guy, he’s always there to listen and offer his words of wisdom. Talking to him for a couple hours, it reminded me of old times. We always have good conversations about movies and geeky stuff too (STAR TREK FTW!). It’s good to know someone who goes through the same things as me. And so, talking to him made me feel a million times better. He wishes he lived closer to we could be workout buddies. That would be nice, just to see him once in a while, he’s such a sweetheart.

And that reminds me, today I am going to the gym for the first time in a few days. I’ve not wanted to go since I’ve been depressed. I shouldn’t let anything stop me! I can do whatever I put my mind to (even marry Bruce Campbell, but don’t tell his wife, lol)! Need to stop having these up and downs. Need to just have ups and ups! Be happy! Be confident! You know you are amazing (not to mention sexy)! Now I just need to buckle down and get my permit! Then I could go out to work on this stuff anywhere I want. And pick up hos in my fly car.. I have a feeling my parents would make me use the van. I hate that ugly thing. It’s too white. I wanna paint it rainbow.

And speaking of paint. I plan on coloring my hair tomorrow evening. Let’s hope that works out. I shall post pictures! O:

A music inspired title. To go with how I feel at the moment.

And so I’m posting again today!

I went ahead and talked to convention buddy of mine that I hadn’t talked to in a while. Basically I told him I was really down and needed someone to talk to. He’s a great guy, he’s always there to listen and offer his words of wisdom. Talking to him for a couple hours, it reminded me of old times. We always have good conversations about movies and geeky stuff too (STAR TREK FTW!). It’s good to know someone who goes through the same things as me. And so, talking to him made me feel a million times better. He wishes he lived closer to we could be workout buddies. That would be nice, just to see him once in a while, he’s such a sweetheart.

And that reminds me, today I am going to the gym for the first time in a few days. I’ve not wanted to go since I’ve been depressed. I shouldn’t let anything stop me! I can do whatever I put my mind to (even marry Bruce Campbell, but don’t tell his wife, lol)! Need to stop having these up and downs. Need to just have ups and ups! Be happy! Be confident! You know you are amazing (not to mention sexy)! Now I just need to buckle down and get my permit! Then I could go out to work on this stuff anywhere I want. And pick up hos in my fly car.. I have a feeling my parents would make me use the van. I hate that ugly thing. It’s too white. I wanna paint it rainbow.

And speaking of paint. I plan on coloring my hair tomorrow evening. Let’s hope that works out. I shall post pictures! O: