Someone renewed my account for me. That was nice. I'm guessing its a marketing tool to get folks to renew. Either way, I'm here.
I've constantly been somewhere else for over a month. I really need to return to the here and now.
Getting my eating and sleeping patterns back to a regular schedule would help immensely.
When I don't eat I'm extremely grumpy and down. When I don't sleep I over analyze things way to much.
Its funny how much those two things effect my quality of life.
In other news, my rental appliction was approved and I'll be out of my nice own home and into a shared apartment soon. Most would consider it a huge step backwards but a heavy weight will soon be off my shoulders. I'm really not into deep roots these days.
Getting my eating and sleeping patterns back to a regular schedule would help immensely.
When I don't eat I'm extremely grumpy and down. When I don't sleep I over analyze things way to much.
Its funny how much those two things effect my quality of life.
In other news, my rental appliction was approved and I'll be out of my nice own home and into a shared apartment soon. Most would consider it a huge step backwards but a heavy weight will soon be off my shoulders. I'm really not into deep roots these days.
I volunteered to be part of a tattoo exhibit at the request of my tattoo artist which is pretty wierd because I really dislike attention and dislike being looked at even more. I just went to the dress rehearsal and found out people have to pay 45 bucks to get in which makes it that much creepier.
I should probably keep an open mind about it, but I just imagine some stuffy rich old couple staring at me thinking who knows what.
What the fuck is my deal with self conciousness lately
I should probably keep an open mind about it, but I just imagine some stuffy rich old couple staring at me thinking who knows what.
What the fuck is my deal with self conciousness lately
Banner fucking weekend as far as my love life goes (or should I say previous loves life).
What a fucking trainwreck.
I used to hate my job and love the rest of my life.
Now its the complete opposite.
I feel completely fucked over but more than anything its just me taking things far too personally. The people doing the fucking are not at fault. I need to stop playing the victim and just move the fuck on.
What a fucking trainwreck.
I used to hate my job and love the rest of my life.
Now its the complete opposite.
I feel completely fucked over but more than anything its just me taking things far too personally. The people doing the fucking are not at fault. I need to stop playing the victim and just move the fuck on.
My social scene is starting to feel like a dead end. Unfortunately its based around something that is crazy important to me.
Someone just told me they wished they could erase the past year that they knew me.
No matter how shitty a break up, that really hurts and is uncalled for.
No matter how shitty a break up, that really hurts and is uncalled for.
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