Rockband and Taco Tuesday at Casa de McMellon this week!
I can't wait!
Eta: Never mind. Just realized Hubbster has to work. LAME.
I can't wait!
Eta: Never mind. Just realized Hubbster has to work. LAME.
It's a Spencer and Mommy weekend, and neither of us seems to have any gumption to do anything...hmmm
Are there things in your life that you only talk about when you're black-out drunk? Yeah...me too. I really need tosstop that. My head is a messed up place.
I love Spencer more than anything. I was meant to be his mom, and he is very special. That being said, I'm about 80% sure that I don't want to have any more kids. At least not biologically. I'm not ruling out adoption, but I'm also not officially planning on it.
My pregnancy was great. No problems. My birth experience on the othe r hand, was VERY scary. Spencer was basically a month early. I had bad contractions all day long with some bleeding, and by the time we actually made it to the hospital (Jeff was broken down in Lake County all day, but that's another story), it seemed like all hell broke loose.
I was hooked up to a monitor, and it was kind of up and down. My contractions got worse and worse, and closer and closer, and the bleeding also got worse. Still the staff kept going back and forth on whether I was in actual labor or if I'd be sent home. Then all of a sudden the monitor started alarming and they stopped talking to us completely. Finally I was fed up and yelled "Jeff, something is wrong, MAKE them tell us what's going on!". They all stopped send looked at me, then they informed us they couldn't find the baby's heartbeat, I was still bleeding, and they were scheduling an emergency c-section immediately. We were terrified.
Everything ended up ok. Spencer was jaundiced. They did a blood transfusion on him because they could never figure out where all the blood was coming from. He was attached to so many tubes, but he is a fighter, and stronger for it today.
Anyway, I digress. I'm not sure why I decided to tell that whole story today, but I do know that I never want that to happen again. Not to mention the bad post partum depression that followed and lasted a really long time and put a HUGE strain on Jeff's and my relationship.
We can spoil one kid...more than that, not so much.
We'll see...I may get baby fever so bad that I give in, eventually...
My pregnancy was great. No problems. My birth experience on the othe r hand, was VERY scary. Spencer was basically a month early. I had bad contractions all day long with some bleeding, and by the time we actually made it to the hospital (Jeff was broken down in Lake County all day, but that's another story), it seemed like all hell broke loose.
I was hooked up to a monitor, and it was kind of up and down. My contractions got worse and worse, and closer and closer, and the bleeding also got worse. Still the staff kept going back and forth on whether I was in actual labor or if I'd be sent home. Then all of a sudden the monitor started alarming and they stopped talking to us completely. Finally I was fed up and yelled "Jeff, something is wrong, MAKE them tell us what's going on!". They all stopped send looked at me, then they informed us they couldn't find the baby's heartbeat, I was still bleeding, and they were scheduling an emergency c-section immediately. We were terrified.
Everything ended up ok. Spencer was jaundiced. They did a blood transfusion on him because they could never figure out where all the blood was coming from. He was attached to so many tubes, but he is a fighter, and stronger for it today.
Anyway, I digress. I'm not sure why I decided to tell that whole story today, but I do know that I never want that to happen again. Not to mention the bad post partum depression that followed and lasted a really long time and put a HUGE strain on Jeff's and my relationship.
We can spoil one kid...more than that, not so much.
We'll see...I may get baby fever so bad that I give in, eventually...
I haven't been blogging much. There's a lot in my head, just low on time. Debating on whether or not to continue my subscription after my 3 months are up. Still haven't decided.
So tired today. First Monday back since vacation, although I worked yesterday it doesn't really count seeing as I'm there only one here on Sundays.
Can I take a nap now?!
So tired today. First Monday back since vacation, although I worked yesterday it doesn't really count seeing as I'm there only one here on Sundays.
Can I take a nap now?!
It's my Birthday!!
Still hungover from the strip club last night, but having a great day anyway!!
Still hungover from the strip club last night, but having a great day anyway!!
Ever feel like you have written a book on something you really don't care about? Did it make you feel like you were wasting your talent? Your life? I have written a procedure manual for our customer service department at my company, and now I am in the process of writing (and re-writing) procedures for our new ordering system. People will read them, follow them, even find them helpful. Is it horrible that it makes me sad that nobody will really enjoy reading them? Much less care about all the work that went into writing them. If I were to write a novel, a children's book, a song, a television series, etc...people would enjoy that.
I have ideas swirling around in my head. A jumbled mess, really. Sit-com's, kids books, stories...you name it. I also figured out a short time ago that I probably should have pursued music production in college instead of jumping around back and forth between majors. They say do what you know and love...I just feel like if I had done that, then I'd be in a better place to do the other things. I dunno...deep thoughts, right? Lol
I have ideas swirling around in my head. A jumbled mess, really. Sit-com's, kids books, stories...you name it. I also figured out a short time ago that I probably should have pursued music production in college instead of jumping around back and forth between majors. They say do what you know and love...I just feel like if I had done that, then I'd be in a better place to do the other things. I dunno...deep thoughts, right? Lol
Dear co-workers,
In case you were wondering, (even though it's been 2 hours and you haven't said more than 2 words to me between the 3 of you), I am feeling better after being off sick 2 days last week.
Less than 1 week until vacation!!! WOO!!!!!
-Me
In case you were wondering, (even though it's been 2 hours and you haven't said more than 2 words to me between the 3 of you), I am feeling better after being off sick 2 days last week.
Less than 1 week until vacation!!! WOO!!!!!
-Me
