Wow, even when I do log on here its for no real reason. 80% of the gang has left or doesnt post any more.
Notes:
Be careful which live version of Want you to want me LIVE You download. Some plain suck.
I think im now addicted to the money my job can offer me.This means id be using it to replace my social life.Hense why ive been missing so much lately and probably pissing off a few people.
Tomorrow ill be mostly done with christmas shopping so if your taking the time to read this PM me your address for my christmas card list.May even throw in a locke of hair for your voodoo doll of me incase in need you to smack it and tell me to relax.
As much as I want a relationship I dont think id be able to give it my all.
I dislike christmas and all the stress it bring on society in general.Yeah people tend to get into it and act like the give-a-shit they have this time of year means something but reallydont fool. yourself.
ill be posting a thread soon for yet another year of snowtubing and after party for my next birthday.Which I gladly share with my friend SYH if he willing to make the trip with his lovely wife this time.
Whens the last time you thought of a time we hung out?
Netflix needs to have new releases be availible on instant watch right away.
I love snowboarding so of course this year is lack of snow.
I think for ever game they make for x-box they should imediately make a LEGO version.
Not that its a big deal or anything I noticed that I own all of Zach Snyders movies.
Trust in my life is getting switched around.
Im getting more guns soon.
Im getting tired of the gym.
Im getting a new bed soon.
Im drinking right now.
Im getting LOST season 5 tomorrow.
Im listing to alot of late 90s early 2000s song lately.
Ive never used the phrase "played hell" so much until I started my new job.
My crush is still Serinda Swan.
Green Lantern is still my craze.
Even though I think zombies got played out to fast to soon and also believe they are the retarded verion of vampires (no offense OZ) im really enjoying Blackest Night and Left 4 Dead 2.
Whats your thoughts right now?
Notes:
Be careful which live version of Want you to want me LIVE You download. Some plain suck.
I think im now addicted to the money my job can offer me.This means id be using it to replace my social life.Hense why ive been missing so much lately and probably pissing off a few people.
Tomorrow ill be mostly done with christmas shopping so if your taking the time to read this PM me your address for my christmas card list.May even throw in a locke of hair for your voodoo doll of me incase in need you to smack it and tell me to relax.
As much as I want a relationship I dont think id be able to give it my all.
I dislike christmas and all the stress it bring on society in general.Yeah people tend to get into it and act like the give-a-shit they have this time of year means something but reallydont fool. yourself.
ill be posting a thread soon for yet another year of snowtubing and after party for my next birthday.Which I gladly share with my friend SYH if he willing to make the trip with his lovely wife this time.
Whens the last time you thought of a time we hung out?
Netflix needs to have new releases be availible on instant watch right away.
I love snowboarding so of course this year is lack of snow.
I think for ever game they make for x-box they should imediately make a LEGO version.
Not that its a big deal or anything I noticed that I own all of Zach Snyders movies.
Trust in my life is getting switched around.
Im getting more guns soon.
Im getting tired of the gym.
Im getting a new bed soon.
Im drinking right now.
Im getting LOST season 5 tomorrow.
Im listing to alot of late 90s early 2000s song lately.
Ive never used the phrase "played hell" so much until I started my new job.
My crush is still Serinda Swan.
Green Lantern is still my craze.
Even though I think zombies got played out to fast to soon and also believe they are the retarded verion of vampires (no offense OZ) im really enjoying Blackest Night and Left 4 Dead 2.
Whats your thoughts right now?
Fuck love and any feeling mistaken for it.Crushs fuck them too.
People who have love going for them fuck you.
People who look for love but are too shallow to knows its there fuck you twice.
Fuck jealousy.Fuck envy.Fuck panic.
Fuck hopeless romantics.
Fuck the 2 holidays we dedicate every year to the big red heart and hallmark.
Fuck stoners who look at penthouse and write those sorry ass cards.
Fuck her cause shes an idiot.
Fuck him cause he fucked her.
Fuck dirtbikes.
Fuck cliques.
Fuck leading motherfuckers on.
Fuck girls who are too fucking stupid to be honest.
Fuck you if your not being yourself.
Fuck victoria and her secret.
Fuck the last girl I kissed.
Fuck former fuck buddies.
Fuck future fuck buddies.
Fuck the NFL.
Fuck this blog.
Fuck self-centered bitches whoo think I give a fuck about how your doing.
Fuck teases.
Fuck that girl at work.
Fuck shady people.
Everyones except bootycalls.They know why they came over.TO GET FUCKED.
People who have love going for them fuck you.
People who look for love but are too shallow to knows its there fuck you twice.
Fuck jealousy.Fuck envy.Fuck panic.
Fuck hopeless romantics.
Fuck the 2 holidays we dedicate every year to the big red heart and hallmark.
Fuck stoners who look at penthouse and write those sorry ass cards.
Fuck her cause shes an idiot.
Fuck him cause he fucked her.
Fuck dirtbikes.
Fuck cliques.
Fuck leading motherfuckers on.
Fuck girls who are too fucking stupid to be honest.
Fuck you if your not being yourself.
Fuck victoria and her secret.
Fuck the last girl I kissed.
Fuck former fuck buddies.
Fuck future fuck buddies.
Fuck the NFL.
Fuck this blog.
Fuck self-centered bitches whoo think I give a fuck about how your doing.
Fuck teases.
Fuck that girl at work.
Fuck shady people.
Everyones except bootycalls.They know why they came over.TO GET FUCKED.
Nothing to talk about here because Ive litterally only been like8 place in the last two weeks.
Home
Gym
Work(alot)((EVERYDAY ALOT))
Grocery store
Walmart
Tacobell
My truck
The exs house
This will more than likely be the way it is til christmas eve.Hopefully at least.But I do get to go to michigan for a friends wedding.
Im hoping I dont get too addicted to the cash and never have a day off again by taking all the overtime im offered.We'll see.
Why do people live in fear? Even if they cant admit it or know it im not sure why it happens.
That was only kinda random.
Ive lost 3 friends from sg in a week.Only on SG though we're still friends elsewhere.One I dont know why she left but shes gone.The other two by choice.Maybe they are the smart ones.Really what do we all do anymore as a group that matters?
When this winter accually starts(and I dont mind it staying this way) im going to have to start preping each day ahead of time.I figure the 30 minutes I wander around the house in a sleepy daze will need to be usued to defrost the truck.Better start on that soon. Have a good week everyone.
Home
Gym
Work(alot)((EVERYDAY ALOT))
Grocery store
Walmart
Tacobell
My truck
The exs house
This will more than likely be the way it is til christmas eve.Hopefully at least.But I do get to go to michigan for a friends wedding.
Im hoping I dont get too addicted to the cash and never have a day off again by taking all the overtime im offered.We'll see.
Why do people live in fear? Even if they cant admit it or know it im not sure why it happens.
That was only kinda random.
Ive lost 3 friends from sg in a week.Only on SG though we're still friends elsewhere.One I dont know why she left but shes gone.The other two by choice.Maybe they are the smart ones.Really what do we all do anymore as a group that matters?
When this winter accually starts(and I dont mind it staying this way) im going to have to start preping each day ahead of time.I figure the 30 minutes I wander around the house in a sleepy daze will need to be usued to defrost the truck.Better start on that soon. Have a good week everyone.
I figured Id write over that last blog.Downer in a down moment.Its still true but wanted to leave on something a little more upbeat.
I've woken up many ways but laughing isnt something im used to.but for some odd reason I dreamt about dancing.Which I dont do.Ever. However it was me in my Halloween costume (which only a few of you have seen) Micheal Jackson hip thrusting to this song.
Maybe I was having a fallen stars of summer 09 moment or something.
tomorrow im hiting Target and Wally world for discount Decor and Good stuff.
I still envy posh.I may go to San Fran next year.
I ve found that workout music has changed.the Fray is in it now.That and some 80s hair metal.
I also found out if you send out random requests on facebook (to get nieghbors for farmville rewards) they accept and try really hard to figure out where they "know" you from.sorry people once I get the blue ribbon your all gone.
I will change my name to Kyle Rayner if im ever in the witness protect program.So if I disappear for a long while just look him up.
Im totally infatuated with Serinda Swan.Makes me want to play poker more than I do now.no pun intended.
I decided if all goes as planned im Buying 6 costumes next year go to parties and mess with drunks with quick wardrobe changes.
Flightsuit Hal Jordan,Green Arrow, ghostbuster and elvis come to mind.
This weeks stress relief is coming in the form of New yoga.Hopefully it help my new workout and the mind easing I need.
I missed SGhalloween but im told i didnt miss much.That sucks on the hand that it shouldve been a blast but on the other it couldnt have been to great without me there.
My grocery list this week is going to be epicMaybe 2 trips.
Trick r Treat is an awsome movie some of you are getting it for your birthdays.
got a new Bondage kit too.
Hows that for upbeat and random.
I've woken up many ways but laughing isnt something im used to.but for some odd reason I dreamt about dancing.Which I dont do.Ever. However it was me in my Halloween costume (which only a few of you have seen) Micheal Jackson hip thrusting to this song.
Maybe I was having a fallen stars of summer 09 moment or something.
tomorrow im hiting Target and Wally world for discount Decor and Good stuff.
I still envy posh.I may go to San Fran next year.
I ve found that workout music has changed.the Fray is in it now.That and some 80s hair metal.
I also found out if you send out random requests on facebook (to get nieghbors for farmville rewards) they accept and try really hard to figure out where they "know" you from.sorry people once I get the blue ribbon your all gone.
I will change my name to Kyle Rayner if im ever in the witness protect program.So if I disappear for a long while just look him up.
Im totally infatuated with Serinda Swan.Makes me want to play poker more than I do now.no pun intended.
I decided if all goes as planned im Buying 6 costumes next year go to parties and mess with drunks with quick wardrobe changes.
Flightsuit Hal Jordan,Green Arrow, ghostbuster and elvis come to mind.
This weeks stress relief is coming in the form of New yoga.Hopefully it help my new workout and the mind easing I need.
I missed SGhalloween but im told i didnt miss much.That sucks on the hand that it shouldve been a blast but on the other it couldnt have been to great without me there.
My grocery list this week is going to be epicMaybe 2 trips.
Trick r Treat is an awsome movie some of you are getting it for your birthdays.
got a new Bondage kit too.
Hows that for upbeat and random.
Happy Halloween everyone.
Hope everyones having a great weekend.
Whole lotta venting under the spoilers.
Hope everyones having a great weekend.
Whole lotta venting under the spoilers.
Ah.I feel a little better.
Once again Happy Halloween everyone.
Thanks to everyone who came out this weekend.It was fun hangingout with everyone.Well all but one who is no longer welcome at my house.Sorry she decided to disect every things about everyone and insult a few people.
This weekends costume party is still a maybe.Depends on work.Next year im making this month epic.Saving for it now.
Ive got only 1 travel plan in the future.Wedding in december.This itself will be a quick visit unless I get a sunday off.BUT fingers crossed I get off job probation on time and can spend my last vacation day right before christmas and visit new york and see the big tree and whatnot.
took this from face book and one of my favorite SGs.
25 things you dont know about me.Which im sure if you all got together (for a change) you would combined know it all.
1.My first dog was named Charlie after my uncle.
2.Ive had 5 pet turtles in my life.
3.I have distant relatives in the irish mob.
4.Want to name my son Archibal.
5.I dont like the color purple by itself
6.im hammer toed.
7.Can remember things from talking to people but not thier names.
8.Didnt have the internet til i was 21.
9.Never really wanted to be anything when I grew up.
10.Would have Jonah Hill play me in a movie til i was 28 thenBruce Willis.haha.
11.Never had any urge what so ever to visit California til last month.
12.Can only remember 1 night mare Ive ever had.
13.I dislike lager.
14.Frankenstien is my favorite movie monster.
15.Not very political.
16.I can take alot of physical pain unless its my fingers. Then im a puss.
17.Like it rough.
18.I have a decent nest egg built up but when im out of current money I still cllaim to be broke.
19. I have 2 & 1/2 siblings.Ask about this one.
20.Im a pretty die hard loyal friend but a total nightmare of an enemy
21.I for some reason hate the sound K makes when spoken.
22.I collect Green Lantern and Zatanna stuff.
23.It takes me about 2 years for the latest tech to get my interest(not counting my tour)
24.I called Dave Mustaine a bitch and gave him the finger when I worked at Nationwide Arena
25.I never have been able to toally relax.Even on vacation.I always have to be doing something or about to do something.
Lame yes but I had to fill 25.
Whats something about you I dont know?
This weekends costume party is still a maybe.Depends on work.Next year im making this month epic.Saving for it now.
Ive got only 1 travel plan in the future.Wedding in december.This itself will be a quick visit unless I get a sunday off.BUT fingers crossed I get off job probation on time and can spend my last vacation day right before christmas and visit new york and see the big tree and whatnot.
took this from face book and one of my favorite SGs.
25 things you dont know about me.Which im sure if you all got together (for a change) you would combined know it all.
1.My first dog was named Charlie after my uncle.
2.Ive had 5 pet turtles in my life.
3.I have distant relatives in the irish mob.
4.Want to name my son Archibal.
5.I dont like the color purple by itself
6.im hammer toed.
7.Can remember things from talking to people but not thier names.
8.Didnt have the internet til i was 21.
9.Never really wanted to be anything when I grew up.
10.Would have Jonah Hill play me in a movie til i was 28 thenBruce Willis.haha.
11.Never had any urge what so ever to visit California til last month.
12.Can only remember 1 night mare Ive ever had.
13.I dislike lager.
14.Frankenstien is my favorite movie monster.
15.Not very political.
16.I can take alot of physical pain unless its my fingers. Then im a puss.
17.Like it rough.
18.I have a decent nest egg built up but when im out of current money I still cllaim to be broke.
19. I have 2 & 1/2 siblings.Ask about this one.
20.Im a pretty die hard loyal friend but a total nightmare of an enemy
21.I for some reason hate the sound K makes when spoken.
22.I collect Green Lantern and Zatanna stuff.
23.It takes me about 2 years for the latest tech to get my interest(not counting my tour)
24.I called Dave Mustaine a bitch and gave him the finger when I worked at Nationwide Arena
25.I never have been able to toally relax.Even on vacation.I always have to be doing something or about to do something.
Lame yes but I had to fill 25.
Whats something about you I dont know?
Well today has been interesting.At least it felt that way.Seems like alot to process at a certain time but anyway looking back and if I could even go back like 3 days itd be slightly different.More planning.Basically I got a new job at work.Its something ive wanted for more than a year now.Its more money all the OT I could want and more so something that I feel will let me expand my abilities and help me at keeping my mind focused.
I didnt plan on getting this job.At least not until another week or so.However I got it today.So thats good.As long as I pass my training and probation period.However...
This basically killed all my plans for the next who knows how long.That means next weekend. The one ive been looking forward to now for about 2 months.The one i still had hope i could work around isnt going to happen.Because when you are on said work probation.If you want the job you do whatever they say whenever they say it.that means weekends are a must and coming in at 5 in the morning is regular until your probation is up.So an upside is really good christmas gifts for everyone.lol.It also means ill be going to second shift probibly sometime early next year.So unless I get failed on the job and go back to my shipping position.I wont be attending next weekends SGcolumbus Halloween costume party.Or making my way to Ann Arbor thursday night.This really bugs me cause I was really wanting to go.My party is going to happen tomorrow though.Hope to see some of you there.
Take the bad with the good right?
I didnt plan on getting this job.At least not until another week or so.However I got it today.So thats good.As long as I pass my training and probation period.However...
This basically killed all my plans for the next who knows how long.That means next weekend. The one ive been looking forward to now for about 2 months.The one i still had hope i could work around isnt going to happen.Because when you are on said work probation.If you want the job you do whatever they say whenever they say it.that means weekends are a must and coming in at 5 in the morning is regular until your probation is up.So an upside is really good christmas gifts for everyone.lol.It also means ill be going to second shift probibly sometime early next year.So unless I get failed on the job and go back to my shipping position.I wont be attending next weekends SGcolumbus Halloween costume party.Or making my way to Ann Arbor thursday night.This really bugs me cause I was really wanting to go.My party is going to happen tomorrow though.Hope to see some of you there.
Take the bad with the good right?
Even for snagging 12 hours of OT this weekend.Its been pretty un-eventful.After work I workedout (even though I feel a cold coming on) then went home and started clearing out my house of stuff Im getting rid of.Its alot of stuff.I came across a box that had some sashs in it from when I was 12 and was in martial arts.Thats when little flashbacks happened.Some good, some bad.Plus alot of clothes that I decided to take to my sisters re-sell store.Other than that im selling things on ebay.
Which brings me to a quick bit of wonderment.I bought my costume on ebay.But I was trying to find one that Mike wanted too.He wanted a Green Arrow costume from Smallville.I found one.$600.WTF The reason being it really was a great looking highly detailed costume with the arrows and gauntlets and what not.BUT it came with a real compound bow that was custom painted. Really a real fucking bow with arrows?What nerd is going to get away with taking this thing into any comic-con or (not house) costume party? A bit of role play overkill.The bow alone is worth $350.Then try and sell just the costume dude.Might get a bite.
So this week is up early every morning Maybe work saturday morning then costume party at my house.most of you know where Ilive so I might see you there.This is an SG event but I believe my local friends will be showing up too.Also given my costume and a few people I talked to already it seems SuperHero is the unofficial theme.
Then maybe more early mornings Possible Vacation day friday.Leave for michigan thursday come back to columbus saturday party in costume with the SGColumbus people.Sunday soak my head in ice for the many beers i plan on killing.
How is everyone?
Q:Whats your costume/plans the Halloween?
Everyone have a great week.
Which brings me to a quick bit of wonderment.I bought my costume on ebay.But I was trying to find one that Mike wanted too.He wanted a Green Arrow costume from Smallville.I found one.$600.WTF The reason being it really was a great looking highly detailed costume with the arrows and gauntlets and what not.BUT it came with a real compound bow that was custom painted. Really a real fucking bow with arrows?What nerd is going to get away with taking this thing into any comic-con or (not house) costume party? A bit of role play overkill.The bow alone is worth $350.Then try and sell just the costume dude.Might get a bite.
So this week is up early every morning Maybe work saturday morning then costume party at my house.most of you know where Ilive so I might see you there.This is an SG event but I believe my local friends will be showing up too.Also given my costume and a few people I talked to already it seems SuperHero is the unofficial theme.
Then maybe more early mornings Possible Vacation day friday.Leave for michigan thursday come back to columbus saturday party in costume with the SGColumbus people.Sunday soak my head in ice for the many beers i plan on killing.
How is everyone?
Q:Whats your costume/plans the Halloween?
Everyone have a great week.
Today was a crappy day.For several reasons but tomorrow is always a new one right?
Im being transfers at work which mean im doing the bare minimum as far as work goes.Fuck stockroom.But I am getting OT so its not a total failure.
Ive been playing around with the phone alot really liking it.Even the preloaded games ar better than my old ones.Internet all the time.Different messaging got me hooked.Thinking about taking them up on that mini-laptop deal they offered.
Ebay sales went and are going better than Ihoped still loads more to sell.Got my costume but I need boots for it.Im hoping by Halloween my general "stuff" is down 25%.Hopefully.
In other news.Im thinking its time to start cuttting somepeople out of my life some "friends" cause if today showed me anything its something ive always known. Sooner or later EVERYONE lets you down.And when it does happen its usually a truth that gets learned as to what kind of person these people really are.
Anyway this is my last free weekend.Next weekend is my costume party for SG the following weekend is Detroit then SGOhio halloween in columbus.Then the weekend after that a friends sister is having a wine party.Never been to ones but she throws great parties.
Lastly I find that nice guys dont only finish last they are in the wrong race.Assholes win.Time to be a winner again.
Im being transfers at work which mean im doing the bare minimum as far as work goes.Fuck stockroom.But I am getting OT so its not a total failure.
Ive been playing around with the phone alot really liking it.Even the preloaded games ar better than my old ones.Internet all the time.Different messaging got me hooked.Thinking about taking them up on that mini-laptop deal they offered.
Ebay sales went and are going better than Ihoped still loads more to sell.Got my costume but I need boots for it.Im hoping by Halloween my general "stuff" is down 25%.Hopefully.
In other news.Im thinking its time to start cuttting somepeople out of my life some "friends" cause if today showed me anything its something ive always known. Sooner or later EVERYONE lets you down.And when it does happen its usually a truth that gets learned as to what kind of person these people really are.
Anyway this is my last free weekend.Next weekend is my costume party for SG the following weekend is Detroit then SGOhio halloween in columbus.Then the weekend after that a friends sister is having a wine party.Never been to ones but she throws great parties.
Lastly I find that nice guys dont only finish last they are in the wrong race.Assholes win.Time to be a winner again.
