Ok so this month has been going pretty good. I hope it carrys over to next month into the mid-ohio-comic con and SG halloween costume party weekend. It'll be hard to top our last party but I think we can do it.
Its my favorite month and holiday.Last night was going to be a costume party at a bar but i went to a bonfire instead ended up not feeling so good and left early. Kinda glad I didnt go to the party as im pretty sure there were several fights.
Any who. I've been making good on watching a different horror movie everynight and bestbuy is having a huge sale right now so i may have to stop and complete my collection. There are however still some movies in theatres I need to see. But working til 2am and busy weekends make it kinda difficult.
But another reason this month has been great is because of one of the dreaded things that can really mess up your head. A girl.
Now ive known this girl for a long time and we've always been friends but recently we've been hanging out alot (more than we ever did) and it's still just a friends thing but my god I cant stop thinking about her.She the positive thing I need in my life. She so creative fun and smart. We've had alot of wierd conections in our past. Like her picking me out of a crowd on my 21st birthday at an Everlast concert. My parents went to her this year to get their taxes done and I guess had a pretty long conversation about me. Oddly enough my mom has mentioned several times how she would like her as a daughter in law.lol. But im always happy when im around her.Believe in signs? Theres a song that I here alot when thinking about her( pretty kiddish and sappy but its true) and next weekend her and I are going to her brothers halloween concert then doing some hopping afterward. The big thing is she makes me smile all the time.
Back the the halloween fun. Favorite line from TrickRTreat
"Charlie Brown is an asshole."
This weekend didnt even seems to happen.I did get half my halloween costume. Hungout at both my favorite bars with some of my favorite people.
Good thing I work second shift because not getting up til 9 a.m is getting to be a regular thing.I believe i am going to take a vacation day the 5th of november and head to c-bus a day early for the costume party and comic con. So I can see some people and get some good food for a change.
Need to do my 24 hour or at least when i'm awke photo blog soon. May just wait til that friday to do it.
There is no real point to this journal just rambling.
Good thing I work second shift because not getting up til 9 a.m is getting to be a regular thing.I believe i am going to take a vacation day the 5th of november and head to c-bus a day early for the costume party and comic con. So I can see some people and get some good food for a change.
Need to do my 24 hour or at least when i'm awke photo blog soon. May just wait til that friday to do it.
There is no real point to this journal just rambling.
Been meaning to update for awhile now.
Work is almost back to normal.They just need to throw on the O.T. where we stay over two extra hours and get paid more to do even less. Holidays, birthdays and other expences are coming up and I need the funds. Starting with Halloween decorations which I'm going to start putting up next weekend.
The Luau SG party was a blast and I had to change my favs afterward. Met two really kool people who are now some of my favorite people in general.Plus hanging with Copper and Dika again brings back memories of parties past.Also meeting brand new people and of course all my old friends. Cant wait for the Halloween party.
Things I am looking forward to.
A special BDs dinner date with one (or both) said people above.
Halloween period.
Costumes.
Spider-man: shattered Dimensions for x-box
Batman Arkum city (even though thats next year)
My new workout starting monday.
New yoga starting whenever.
A new hoodie. I fucking hate winter id take spring summer and fall year round.
I've also decided that for the next 4 weeks im hitting up the theatres(regular and dollar) to catch up on some movies ive missed. If anyone wants to hit up the drive to kill to birds with one stone i'm good on that too.
I'm also in the process of reading all the Bendis Daredevil TPBs then moving onto the Brubaker chapters finally catching up to Shadowland which I am enjoying so far. So right now favs are Daredevil ,Spiderman and Green Lantern.
on a side note. I don't believe in fate. I don"t believe in luck either. I do believe in sings of all sorts. Now after the week ive had and seeing some of the pics of what i'm missing this very moment. i'm taking in effect to make myself a very killer vacation plan for next year. I'll have enough days saved from work to make it happen no problem. So thats another thing im looking forward to.
best wishes people.
Work is almost back to normal.They just need to throw on the O.T. where we stay over two extra hours and get paid more to do even less. Holidays, birthdays and other expences are coming up and I need the funds. Starting with Halloween decorations which I'm going to start putting up next weekend.
The Luau SG party was a blast and I had to change my favs afterward. Met two really kool people who are now some of my favorite people in general.Plus hanging with Copper and Dika again brings back memories of parties past.Also meeting brand new people and of course all my old friends. Cant wait for the Halloween party.
Things I am looking forward to.
A special BDs dinner date with one (or both) said people above.
Halloween period.
Costumes.
Spider-man: shattered Dimensions for x-box
Batman Arkum city (even though thats next year)
My new workout starting monday.
New yoga starting whenever.
A new hoodie. I fucking hate winter id take spring summer and fall year round.
I've also decided that for the next 4 weeks im hitting up the theatres(regular and dollar) to catch up on some movies ive missed. If anyone wants to hit up the drive to kill to birds with one stone i'm good on that too.
I'm also in the process of reading all the Bendis Daredevil TPBs then moving onto the Brubaker chapters finally catching up to Shadowland which I am enjoying so far. So right now favs are Daredevil ,Spiderman and Green Lantern.
on a side note. I don't believe in fate. I don"t believe in luck either. I do believe in sings of all sorts. Now after the week ive had and seeing some of the pics of what i'm missing this very moment. i'm taking in effect to make myself a very killer vacation plan for next year. I'll have enough days saved from work to make it happen no problem. So thats another thing im looking forward to.
best wishes people.
Its bad enough taking a profile pic of yourself in the mirror (getting a pose you like and trying to make it look like your eyes are not focus on you camera/phone) BUT having one taken of you taking a picture of yourself in the mirror!?! Wow, thats dedicated.
In other news the weekend with the ex went good. Met some new people and even slept well in a bed I used to have trouble sleeping in. Good food to top it off.
This house im looking at seems like IT will cost cheaper and cheaper but the REPAIRS to it seem like they will more than make up for it. This makes me think either looking to go even more and debt and thinking about the house right up the road from it (closer to my favorite place in the world) finished, more land and bigger house.
A year ago this time I was extremely hopeful about something with someone. That lasted strong for about a month and slowly went back to friends the following months.Funny enough.Thats the last time I cared about someone that way.Truth be told. No real desire to care for someone that way again.Either that or havnt found someone that makes me want to care that much.
................. and to push this again hope to see some people here.
In other news the weekend with the ex went good. Met some new people and even slept well in a bed I used to have trouble sleeping in. Good food to top it off.
This house im looking at seems like IT will cost cheaper and cheaper but the REPAIRS to it seem like they will more than make up for it. This makes me think either looking to go even more and debt and thinking about the house right up the road from it (closer to my favorite place in the world) finished, more land and bigger house.
A year ago this time I was extremely hopeful about something with someone. That lasted strong for about a month and slowly went back to friends the following months.Funny enough.Thats the last time I cared about someone that way.Truth be told. No real desire to care for someone that way again.Either that or havnt found someone that makes me want to care that much.
................. and to push this again hope to see some people here.
After redoing the carpet on the front porch and missing my time at the gym I was in a pretty shitty mood.
So i've decided to take the ex out to bdubs and spend the evening doing whatever it is that ex's who still get along on great terms do.Things are slowly getting back to normal.
Also. Hope to see some poeple at this.
So i've decided to take the ex out to bdubs and spend the evening doing whatever it is that ex's who still get along on great terms do.Things are slowly getting back to normal.
Also. Hope to see some poeple at this.
I stole this so deal.
Day 1
24 interesting things about me? Well since I dont think im that interesting I'll just talk about me 24 times.
1.I'm very honest. Brutally really.Dont care. I expect people to be the same. You don't live in feelings you live in reality. So drop the first one and deal. Alot of people (mostly those in my top 8 friends) or those i've hungout with/partied with can tell you I speak my mind and hold nothing back..
2. One thing that annoys me is the sounds of someone or myself eating. Certain foods more than others.But I need noise whenever its chow time.
3.I like all music.Thats to say no one genre holds my attention. Also to this I dont strive too far from what ever I hear and dont go out of my way to FIND the biggest not known band out there.
4. My middle name is Trever
5.I dont date white girls right now. Not to say that I dont find them attractive, because I think all women are beautiful. Just not my flavor anymore.Too much drama.Also not to say that only white girls have drama.
6. This time last year i think I was ahead of where I am now.Mentally. Women.Yeah.
7.I dont buy into hypes but I always have an extra LiveSTRONG bracelett incase the one I wear breaks. I where it for my grandpa and sister.
8.I believe whatever whats her name from Legally Blonde said is true. Working out makes me happy which leads to.....
9.I got layed off from my job at work and bumped down to first shift. This means I workout after work. So I generally have a blah mood til then...back to add on to #8
10.After I work out i'm not just happy but pretty damn horny to. This should help influence me to talk to the girl I see there just as i'm leving. Hey sex is exercise.
11.I'm a night owl. Love the night time and now I have to sleep through it.
12.I love softball.Not college so much but good old country softballs teams getting together and playing some sunday league.Beer + Athletics = me being mansfields LeBron.
13.I dont just love playing but being around it I'll show up to a field hours early just to watch
14.I think this year i'm going to go as Kuma from afro samurai for halloween
15. All the girls that have fallen for me I didnt feel the same this inclined me to balance the "why is she acting this way because I like her" early on.
16.I love building things. Almost anything. Thats why I really enjoyed my job build generators.
17.I very much believe in power to the people.
18.My father has anger issues and so did I til about 2 years ago.Still something i'm proud of.Even though I still get mad over dumb shit easy on occasion.
19.From reading this i'm sure you can tell i'm not a good speller. Also don't care.
20.I know people do the "If I was rich I would......" thing. Me myself wouldn't change much just get the house I want sponser some teams. Help out the family and soem causes. and still work where I do no matter what I do.
21.I've recently started back up into different martial arts.Jiu Jitsu was ok but I need something more than situational arts.
22.I generally don't trust anyone. Not like paranoia kind but really kind of a do it myself and grain of salt to everyone. There are afew people that I trust but also know the difference between trust and reliability.
23.Growing up I never really wanted to be anything. Like famous or cop or banker. So I didn't have that drive in me. I kinda like where I ended up though.
24.I found out last year a way to tell I was in love with someone was I stopped wishing and dreaming.Like "I wish I wouldve done this or that differently" because she completed me that much.I was happy where I was and who I was with. BUT i'm dreaming again so fuck her.
Do what makes you happy kids and treat others as you blah blah blah.
Day 1
24 interesting things about me? Well since I dont think im that interesting I'll just talk about me 24 times.
1.I'm very honest. Brutally really.Dont care. I expect people to be the same. You don't live in feelings you live in reality. So drop the first one and deal. Alot of people (mostly those in my top 8 friends) or those i've hungout with/partied with can tell you I speak my mind and hold nothing back..
2. One thing that annoys me is the sounds of someone or myself eating. Certain foods more than others.But I need noise whenever its chow time.
3.I like all music.Thats to say no one genre holds my attention. Also to this I dont strive too far from what ever I hear and dont go out of my way to FIND the biggest not known band out there.
4. My middle name is Trever
5.I dont date white girls right now. Not to say that I dont find them attractive, because I think all women are beautiful. Just not my flavor anymore.Too much drama.Also not to say that only white girls have drama.
6. This time last year i think I was ahead of where I am now.Mentally. Women.Yeah.
7.I dont buy into hypes but I always have an extra LiveSTRONG bracelett incase the one I wear breaks. I where it for my grandpa and sister.
8.I believe whatever whats her name from Legally Blonde said is true. Working out makes me happy which leads to.....
9.I got layed off from my job at work and bumped down to first shift. This means I workout after work. So I generally have a blah mood til then...back to add on to #8
10.After I work out i'm not just happy but pretty damn horny to. This should help influence me to talk to the girl I see there just as i'm leving. Hey sex is exercise.
11.I'm a night owl. Love the night time and now I have to sleep through it.
12.I love softball.Not college so much but good old country softballs teams getting together and playing some sunday league.Beer + Athletics = me being mansfields LeBron.
13.I dont just love playing but being around it I'll show up to a field hours early just to watch
14.I think this year i'm going to go as Kuma from afro samurai for halloween
15. All the girls that have fallen for me I didnt feel the same this inclined me to balance the "why is she acting this way because I like her" early on.
16.I love building things. Almost anything. Thats why I really enjoyed my job build generators.
17.I very much believe in power to the people.
18.My father has anger issues and so did I til about 2 years ago.Still something i'm proud of.Even though I still get mad over dumb shit easy on occasion.
19.From reading this i'm sure you can tell i'm not a good speller. Also don't care.
20.I know people do the "If I was rich I would......" thing. Me myself wouldn't change much just get the house I want sponser some teams. Help out the family and soem causes. and still work where I do no matter what I do.
21.I've recently started back up into different martial arts.Jiu Jitsu was ok but I need something more than situational arts.
22.I generally don't trust anyone. Not like paranoia kind but really kind of a do it myself and grain of salt to everyone. There are afew people that I trust but also know the difference between trust and reliability.
23.Growing up I never really wanted to be anything. Like famous or cop or banker. So I didn't have that drive in me. I kinda like where I ended up though.
24.I found out last year a way to tell I was in love with someone was I stopped wishing and dreaming.Like "I wish I wouldve done this or that differently" because she completed me that much.I was happy where I was and who I was with. BUT i'm dreaming again so fuck her.
Do what makes you happy kids and treat others as you blah blah blah.
Big thank you to all the vets and everyone who served in our armed forces.
Its day 3 of my 4 day weekend.Saturday was yoga and meditation exercises.New ways to get more fit I guess physically and mentally.
I was hoping my model would come in the mail yesterday so when I did decide to sit down long enough I had some constructive on a small small level.Instead I got reading material in the mail. BUT I did get some pretty sweet in the mail last week from Chryseis.
Didnt even have to ask for it but being that shes just that awsome she made it and sent it out anyway.Little does this girl know (until she reads this blog) i'm now going to return the favor by sending something I made or built or something.Thus starting a possible gift war. GAME ON.
Yesterday was 4 hours of softball in the hot sun.Boring most of the time cause have the team didnt show therefore getting add on players who dont flow with the rest of the team very well.
THEN last night a friend of mine had a bonfire with more of his brothers friends than his. Also included his 18 year old sister showing up drunk and being a little too flirty. Sorry sweety im not that creepy kind of guy. Nice girl though.
Today is going to the parents house for a cookout and then home for some house work then more LOST catch up.
Hope everyone has/had a great a great weekend.
Its day 3 of my 4 day weekend.Saturday was yoga and meditation exercises.New ways to get more fit I guess physically and mentally.
I was hoping my model would come in the mail yesterday so when I did decide to sit down long enough I had some constructive on a small small level.Instead I got reading material in the mail. BUT I did get some pretty sweet in the mail last week from Chryseis.
Didnt even have to ask for it but being that shes just that awsome she made it and sent it out anyway.Little does this girl know (until she reads this blog) i'm now going to return the favor by sending something I made or built or something.Thus starting a possible gift war. GAME ON.
Yesterday was 4 hours of softball in the hot sun.Boring most of the time cause have the team didnt show therefore getting add on players who dont flow with the rest of the team very well.
THEN last night a friend of mine had a bonfire with more of his brothers friends than his. Also included his 18 year old sister showing up drunk and being a little too flirty. Sorry sweety im not that creepy kind of guy. Nice girl though.
Today is going to the parents house for a cookout and then home for some house work then more LOST catch up.
Hope everyone has/had a great a great weekend.
Gundam kits are about to be built.
For having a weekend full of plans I couldnt do anything because even with all the wishing for riches i came up low on money.Plus with redoing alot of the inside and outside of the house i'll be skimming quite a bit.New t.v by august is a goal as well.new bathroom, bedroom and den.
Selling some things I also think is in order.
ghost hunt road trips should still be in order.
but i will be spending more time both in the gym and free outdoor activities as to sway the spending money thing.
Whats up with everyone else?
For having a weekend full of plans I couldnt do anything because even with all the wishing for riches i came up low on money.Plus with redoing alot of the inside and outside of the house i'll be skimming quite a bit.New t.v by august is a goal as well.new bathroom, bedroom and den.
Selling some things I also think is in order.
ghost hunt road trips should still be in order.
but i will be spending more time both in the gym and free outdoor activities as to sway the spending money thing.
Whats up with everyone else?
After gym muscle soreness:good but annoying because I still have to go to work this afternoon for 10 hours.
Friends are leaving soon and it sucks cause its very rare I get to see the "guys night out crew" now we're down a member.
I've also been drinking less. Not sure if its because I work second shift and the bars are closed when I get off work or just don't care anymore.
The mind and eye have been caught again by a face from the past.See where this goes.
Stuff coming up.
Ghost hunting road trips
Hell City
more softball
4 day weekends
new T.V(not an event but something coming soon)
2 new tattoos
poker runs and benefits
Flugtag in Philly
Oktober fest galore.
Friends are leaving soon and it sucks cause its very rare I get to see the "guys night out crew" now we're down a member.
I've also been drinking less. Not sure if its because I work second shift and the bars are closed when I get off work or just don't care anymore.
The mind and eye have been caught again by a face from the past.See where this goes.
Stuff coming up.
Ghost hunting road trips
Hell City
more softball
4 day weekends
new T.V(not an event but something coming soon)
2 new tattoos
poker runs and benefits
Flugtag in Philly
Oktober fest galore.
As with any of my (or anyones in general) blogs go through and pic out what is a truth, a hope, and false (not a lie just didnt or wont happen by things in or out of my control) cause I only sometimes tap on what did happen.More like what I have planned.
This weekend has in store:
Horror movie fest from my couch
Depending on the weather a trip north
Baby shower gift drop off.Possibly drive by style.
Party pizza from Gioninos.18" by 24" at work tonight.
Winning the lottery
Giving the gas station a piece of my paycheck
Looking for a house in the country
Possible Dog
Finish reading one of the three books i bought 2 weeks ago
Saturday night out with friends from work
New tattoo
Getting back into running and other fitness ive shunned over the winter
Putting up enough stuff on ebay to pay off my truck
Quad and dirt bike running at my sisters house
A dreaded trip to the mall
New steel toes
NOT WORKING
Meeting/talking to a new someone special
Poker games
The gym
Cleaning out enough space on my ipod to fit the rest of my LZ collection on it.
Playing Plants vs. Zombies
So even though i've had my share of ups and downs someone recently caught my eye and even if things dont work out to the fullest this person could make a really great friend.Same interests efin gorgous. Like someone who I would think twice about NOT being the full blown straight forward a-hole that so many people on this site have met first hand.
Makes me smile.
This weekend has in store:
Horror movie fest from my couch
Depending on the weather a trip north
Baby shower gift drop off.Possibly drive by style.
Party pizza from Gioninos.18" by 24" at work tonight.
Winning the lottery
Giving the gas station a piece of my paycheck
Looking for a house in the country
Possible Dog
Finish reading one of the three books i bought 2 weeks ago
Saturday night out with friends from work
New tattoo
Getting back into running and other fitness ive shunned over the winter
Putting up enough stuff on ebay to pay off my truck
Quad and dirt bike running at my sisters house
A dreaded trip to the mall
New steel toes
NOT WORKING
Meeting/talking to a new someone special
Poker games
The gym
Cleaning out enough space on my ipod to fit the rest of my LZ collection on it.
Playing Plants vs. Zombies
So even though i've had my share of ups and downs someone recently caught my eye and even if things dont work out to the fullest this person could make a really great friend.Same interests efin gorgous. Like someone who I would think twice about NOT being the full blown straight forward a-hole that so many people on this site have met first hand.
Makes me smile.
