i'm gonna miss them when they get bought.

i am getting a new tattoo and i need ideas on where to put it and how i should do it.

1st Corinthians 13
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.

i don't know what to doooo with it.



btw, matthew called today =]=]=]

matthew left yesterday.
he's at fort jackson now.
i'm trying to be strong but it hurts.
i don't know if you know the feeling of your heart breaking within your chest but it sucks.
watching him get on that bus and knowing that i won't be able to really see him and spend time with him until christmas tears my heart out.
we spent all day at meps. me and him and his mom.



i tried so hard not to cry but it was to the point that when he walked out of the briefing room a dam busted and every ounce of tear i had in my body started flowing out.
i'm trying.


*edit*
i've been writing him a letter all day and it's amazing how therapeutic it is.
but i'm in a pickle.
i really need my new camera soon and i can't afford it.
i'm willing to send one copy of every single print i own to whomever donates at least a hundred dollars to my cause.
i know this sounds crazy and no one will do it but it's worth a shot.
that is at least 40 or 50 prints.
and i'll keep the money in my paypal until you receive the prints.
i'm pathetic right now but i really need this camera so i can get into photography classes.

Thank you to everyone who prayed for my granney.
She is well and at home now.


all that is well but i'm still not able to find a job..
shoot meh.

so, since thursday, i've been at the hospital with my grandmother..
she has ecoli in her bowels, colitis- a severe inflammation of the colon and a kidney infection..
please, pray or whatever you guys do for her to get better.
she's the light in my life...

Are there any millionaires out there willing to help a sister out?
Haha, or any that would like to make donations to the getting Tiffey ready for a career in photography fund?
I'm such a bum, but only because no one will give me a job.
I've tried everywhere... literally.
Almost 19 and no work experience... gah.

;]

so, matthew will be 25V.
and his training takes him all the way to maryland..for nine months.
i think i'm going to go crazy..
it's so long..

can anyone tell me more about the time between Basic and AIT?
do they let you see your family?

do you get to come home for christmas?

Hmph.
I really really really want to do another set and submit it..

My boyfriend is going to basic training for 9 weeks in three weeks..
He will be gone for another 10-14 weeks for Advanced Individual Training...
I was just told this today.




I'm going to miss him so much.