Wow. So I'm starting to realize maybe I'm just not the girl to date. I'm the one to just fuck. All of the guys I've been into, not into me for more than sex. Example: Talking to cute photog today. Tell him, "So, we should hit up a movie sometime." His response: "Yea, when I have time, and I'll just bring whatever movie it is over so we don't have to spend money..." I tell him "Why not a compromise? The drive in is cheap" "Because I hate drive ins more than real movie theaters, people are even dumber at drive ins. Btw, I'm not looking for a relationship or anything, so don't get attached."


Little late with that update, buddy. But I just say "Ok I'm defeated. And sure. No problem."

Another example. The other boy I like. We were actually going out on dates, spending a lot of time together, and basically having a really good time, until I made the mistake of acting like a girlfriend. Then he decided that we shouldn't spend as much time together and we should stop doing some of the stuff that we were.


Another one. My friend Robert flat out tells me "I know what people are going to be to me within 30 seconds of meeting them. You're a fuck buddy."


///bad mood.