ThisKidRightHere You took the best of me You can’t have what’s left of me

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PROFILE

age: 19 (Jul 15, 1993)

MEMBER SINCE: April 2012

occupation: Graphics operator for local news station.

crush: My boy.

i lost my virginity: To a boy I thought I was going to marry.

stats: Aging, 5' 0", hair color changes, hazel eyes, weight fluctuates.

makes me happy: Cigarettes, booze, change, the smell of hair dye, love.

sign: Cancer

makes me sad: Now, why would I go and tell you that?

into: Sleeping, reading, partying, dancing, smoking, drinking, love.

heroes: Don't have any

fantasy: What's today?

gets me hot: Piercings, tattoos, long hair, passion

Monday

FEBRUARY 4, 2013 @ 11:41 AM | 2 COMMENTS

Welp.

Had a spat with the boy. Kind of a big one. He fucked with one of my main issues. And it really feels like he has been for a while now. So not sure how that's going. It honestly feels like a break up.

And oddly, I'm not torn up over it. Everything we've had was based on not lying to each other and he did. About a lot of things it seems. So I surrender to the feeling that despite the fact that I love him more and have for two years now, we're not ever going to be more than we are.

On the bright side, because of this, and the fact that he's going to the Papa Roach/Stone Sour concert tonight with another female, I set up a date with a boy I've liked since my junior year of high school

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Even made the first move and shit. Was a great feeling. And I'm kind of giddy as hell about it.

Also, dying my hair. Break up ritual lol.

Anyway that's me today.